~maii

2009-08-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

♥ Unfaithful .

To my dearest friend shamir ,
Thanks for giving false hopes , thanks for giving me to feel how
is it like to fall in love again .
Eventhough we werent together yet , but those feelings
were beyond than words , even though it didnt last that long enough .
You've been acting strange this few days and today i've got
to find out that you've already attached , it broke my heart and i did tear for
you .
Your reasons for leaving me was because you have give up
on me , dont feel my love & was always jealous with me .
I'm just cluess , whereby i've give my very best to show you
how much i cared about you .
& yet you just don bother to see it .
Good luck with your new girl , hopefully she can give you the
happiness that you've always wanted .
I've delete your number from my phone and i wont bother your
life anymore .
Once again , thanks for breaking my heart
into pieces .

I guess that my decision for not being in a relationship was right after all &
i'm glad i didnt went deeply in love with him yet , without knowing much about him , its a lesson for me .

Don worry guys , i'm alright , mai strong , i won't let this matter to bring me down , i still have my friends & family with me . I still have long way to go in life , i wont spend my every second thinking about something that can let me down when i can used that time to enjoy and learn about life (:

2009-08-18T20:41:00.001+08:00

♥ I ain't a heartbreaker but a troublemaker .

Ohh lala ~

How are you people ?

Tomorrow i'll be having chemistry paper yet i didnt even start revising ,

Boo sama mai :p

Good luck to the 4n's with their chemisty paper tomorrow ,

Oh yeah , just wanna share a phrase i've read from the malay novel i've borrowed .

" Pokok pangkalnya hati masing-masing ,

asalkan kita saling mempercayai antara satu dan lain ,

kecurigaan tuu tak akan timbul "

Amaciaaam , power tak ;DDDD

I know , ini sungguh random , but the phrase seems very interersting pe :P

I guess thats all for today , gonna study for tomorrow chemistry paper ,
hopefully my mind wont go black upon receiving the paper .
SINGAPORE BOLEEEY !

Lots of love ,
XOXO

Meeera , get well soon babe ,

next time nak pakai pisau berhati-hati , jangan main sondoooool je :p

♥ Sayang kau banyak-banyak .

2009-08-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

♥ Wish i can keep you much longer .

Well hello love(s) ,

Time check , its 1.27am and i'm still wide awake and so is Raffe ,

today 4n3 wont be having any paper so therefore we don have to attend school , baaaaik pa .

Uhm , BEST of luck to 4n2 peeps which having Poa today .

Tomorrow , 19 august will be izzuan 18th birthday , hoho , best wishes dearest ex ;D

Umur dh berlanjut perangai tak mo macam-macam uh ,

good luck in finding your love one whom you can cherish & appriciate (:

Bulan ramadhan is round the corner , and i'm prepared for this year fasting month (:

Being all silly and merepek , i asked the peeps ;

" Jom meet up kt bawah block zan & gi sembayang terawih sama-sama "

and the peeps was laughing at my suggestion , rabaak eh -.-

I could still remember 2 years back when i was still all in love with dearest Raffe ,

i was so eager to sembayang terawih so that i can meet raffe and took a glance at him .

Jahat ehy mai , sembayang bukan kerana allah tapi sebab raffe

in additional i was all mengatal & miang ;p

But heeey , that was 2 YEARS back , my relationship with Raffe now will stay has FRIENDS only .

hmm i guess this year gonna be a special one , i guess things fall in place ,

I've learnt to love my family sincerly & learnt that how much they meant to me now .

& i have my wonderful greatest friends whom has been there for me always since

then i learnt what friendship is all about ♥

I guess i'm contented with what i have and wont be asking anything anymore .

but maybe i just had my ONE last wish in the future ,

a lovely husband (fikiran jauh eh niy mai ) ;p

Hopefully the friendship we built will go along way sampai ke anak cucu ye kawan-kawan ;P

& Muhammad Raffe ,
i know something has been bothering
you lately ,
aku akan sentiasa ada untuk kau ffe,
walau macam mane susah pun hidup
niy , tempuhinya dengan fikiran yang tenang ,
jangan simpan masalah kau dengan
sendiri dan penuhi hati dengan rintihan tentang hidup mahupun kesedihan
yang menimpa .
Aku sudi mendengar jika kau mahu
bercerita (:
Kau adalah kawan aku dunia hingga
akhirat , tuhan sahaja tahu betapa untungnya aku mempunyai kawan seperti kamu
semua (:
Lots of love ,
♥ Maizurah

I guess thats all for today , good night readers (:
Love you all very much !
XOXO

2009-08-16T18:10:00.001+08:00

Someone special .

I've been thinking alot since yesterday night , uhm about the future i'm facing thru rite now .
Currently , i lose faith in love, yes , LOSE FAITH , i don get all hyper when ever i receive a msg from someone special like how i used to last time .
I'll would ignore whenever a guy would message me , i don't know since when i have develope this kind of feelings , but its just hard for me to fall in DEEPLY in love with a guy once more .
For god sake , i'm not turning into a lesbian { ffe would kill me if i turn into one }, but this heart of mine just not funtioning properly after i've been thru many heartache & miseries ,

i just need someone to be there for me & convince me his feelings was true & never take me as a fool , Most of all i need someone teach me back to basic how to fall for a guy again & would let go of his insecurities and be firm to himself that he'll be the one for me (:

I just need to settle down , not wondering around anymore .

& to my masam boy , dont jump onto conclusion that this post is for some other guys alright .

Uhm having pms is such a pain in the neck , i'll just start to blaber negative thoughts and think something rather not important when my prelims has already started , ohh i hate having red lights -.- "

2009-08-16T00:28:00.001+08:00

Currently i cant sleep since i think to much .

I've seen my past photo's where i used to be much thinner and

my weight is only 45 kg and my waist size used to be 28cm

now , i'm 50kg and my size is 32 cm

i've gained 5 KILO & my waist gone bigger to 4cm wideeer in just 8 MONTHS !

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaah , stress banget .

& Now i'm hereby gonna lose weight from TODAY onwards .

16 august 2009 , 12.50pm

I'm gonna make a vow to myself that

i'm gonna lose weight and resist all temptation on food no matter how hungry ,

i'm not gonna skip my prayers without specific reason .

i'm gonna improve in my attitude towards my friend & family .

i'm gonna cut down on my swearing words ,

& i'm going to be a better person :D

I know i'm just being random but i just cant keep all this any more ,

i just have to type it on my blog to remind myself . So i think i've done it ;DDD

Take care people , lots of love .

2009-08-15T20:37:00.001+08:00

♥ Whine my heart and i will twirl you around .

As promise Ayim , i've upload your video .

Pssst , people this is the original song compose by Ayim iron boy & co ,

lagu sedap , kalau nak lagu mintak mai :D

Well , today's outing didnt start well , had an arguement with mum .

And i've been mood swing all the way & sorry lala for my attitude just now .

Pms kot , you know i know la girls how its gonna be like when you are having red light ..

Train to temp then off to geylang , watch Taa amal mini concert ,

Fadhilah malumalu kucing oii ,

Heh , had lunch there then off home with mum ,

Didnt continue my journey to esplanade since mum was tired and no one had to accompany her home & i wasnt keen about being all hyper today ..

Sorry girls :(

Then home sweet home ,

And i've realise that my hair start to curl back like old times :(

ohoh !

Mum promise me that she will rebond my hair again IF i put do the chores daily ;DDDD

YESSAAAA ~

&& i had a really weird dream in the early morning , i've dreamt that i went steady with KOKO .

What the hack bley ? Asal tibe-tibe dier muncul ? -.-

I guess thats all for todaaaaaay ;D

Night people .

& muhammad shamir , saya rindu awak lurh .

2009-08-14T18:37:00.001+08:00

♥ Get yourself together .

Good evening my dearest reader(s) .

How ya today ?

Yadayada , lets skip the introductions ,

Before hand i'm gonna make my apology to dearest shamir ,
with my harsh words yesterday which might hurt your feelings
,
ampunn ye .
I'm just penning down my thoughts ,
Thanks for being patience with all my RANDOM attitude .
My friends has been thru all of it , and they survive &
understand it too well .
Rite guysss ?
Once again , thousands of apology for my sillyness (:

Mother tougue paper was just fine , manage to do it all .
Tommorow will be going out with cuzzzens , accompany them while they go " GUGUGAGA " with their idols and i'm just gonna sit down and watch .

Lala wanted to reach there early at 1pm when the show start at 3 pm , BAIK pe siang habis ,

debate punya debate , i give in since she made something for didicazli , kesian la pulak kn .

uhm sedara punya pasal apa-apa pn bleeeey ...

Follow lala & watch Didicazli at geylang then off to esplanade to watch sleeq live at esplanade with nurul .

Then , idol mai maneee ?

Kat belakang ice box kot ?

Haha , fakefake , currently i don have any idol too adore yet nor in the future ,

coz i'n not into it ,

but i'm not looking down at those fans who adore their idols ,

because different people has the different way of thinking (:

Uhm , i'm bored , real bored .

Siti Fatihah , Get well soon taw (:

Sayaaang kau , remember we'll have a outing together after prelims (:

2009-08-13T20:49:00.001+08:00

♥ We are just drifting away .

Hello world (!)

I had social studies paper today , but aint confident enought if i could score well .

My plans to go gym with the peeps was cancel .

& my dearest ffe didnt atend for today paper due to lack of sleep .

Meet up with lala and she came over , co incidently zahara was here too !

Slack with the girls .

Since i was eager to work out today , went to the gym with fadhilah ,

and we did great , gonna make it our weekly plan from now on .

Found group of yckss fellows in the gym and they were being friendly ,

they will keep on waving at us and smile .

Thats all for today .

& This is for you .
You once said , you
love me , but you push me off the ground with all your
negative thinking about me .
You once said, you'll take good care of me , but my heart has been crush again & again .
You once said , i was the one you were looking for , but you shove me
away to find another guy .
You once said ,you always makes me happy , but why am i in tears
now ?
My
heart , i've been saving it for you , but you've broken it into pieces .
I'm already weak to take another step closer to you if you keep
on putting a gap on us .
I've tried my very best to understand you , but why
cant you do the same ?
I don't blame you , but dearest , i have my flaws too
.

2009-08-11T21:12:00.001+08:00

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and
you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are
stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who
was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal
relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one
you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society
and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage
as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do
anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

Quick update .

Tomorrow is my prelims ,
first paper ; English .
I'm 101% not ready .
& I'm gonna cut my hair shorter in length .

Good luck to my fellows schoolmates who's taking their prelims tomorrow ;D

2009-08-10T19:09:00.001+08:00

♥ I always call my cousin because we’re so close.

We’re almost like sisters, and we’re also close because our moms are sisters

Mood ; Tired

Curently listening to ; Unbeautiful- Lesley Roy

Warning ; its gonna be a loooooooong post (:

Yesterday was a blast .
Caca pick my brother & i at 12am sharp and we are off to Moi's house .
Slack there and nurul still hasnt decide what to wear and it took her an HOUR
to dress up and make up , the worst part was ,

she keep on changing her clothes as she thinks it wasnt right for her .
HAHA , nurul2 .
Then off to pick moi then went to granny cemetery ,

it was my first time there & somehow i nearly teared looking at granny's grave .

Eventhough my relationship with granny aint that close ,

Eventhough we hasnt got that much of memories in me ,
but i still remember the memories i had with her during raya , and it was her wish before her death that she's gonna live with caca at hougang and caca bought that house specially for granny , but i guess it was meant for her , she passed away before she could even stay there ....

I love you granny , i knew its too late for me to say this .

Clean grannys grave , and said some prayers ,

While moi ela visits her dad's grave , the nurul take couples of pictures and it was beautifully taken ,
and if happen she's gonna take photograher as her profession ,

i'll 100% support her , coz she have the TALENT .

Words of encouragement to nurul ,
Never give up aites , coz you have already what it takes to be a photographer and it takes a little more effort to persue your dreams .
You go GIRL (:

After visiting the cemetry we went to moi's new house , kat toa payoh oii .
HAHA , it easy for me to meet nurul from now onwards :D
Slack there and have our lunch at mac , meet couples of beattyians ,

and especially the-unfriendly-girl .
Masih tak taw sapa ? Tanya la mai (:

Came back & my favourite boy was already reach tpy Happy gileeeer ~

We had our dinner at geylang , there were some how a conflict between us , as we wants to catch the fireworks and if we take our dinner there , it's gonna be very late & there will be a MASSIVE jam at marina bay .
In the end follow Didi and we marathon the WHOLE marina to esplanade somehow we manage to catch the tiny bits of the fireworks , coz by the time we reach there its already 8.20pm ndp is gonna end soon . Uhm
And i swear , i run like a crazy lady with gyash , kalau gini hari2 bley kurus .
Haha !

Meet uncle rosli with her beauiful wife and daughter , and didi taught her son to propose to uncle rosli daughter , hahaha , sumpah kekek .
Kecik-kecik dah gatal sedara aku niy ,

But who cares , my nephew is a hot dude man ,

mane-mane perempuan tengok dier MESTI cair ^^
HAHAHA .

End our day with supper at tekka -.-
& obviously NO thosai for me , but i ate rice with Yogurts . YUCKS !

PicturesPICTURESpictasss !

Nurul's work . Actually there's more ,

but i'll make you guys wait ;P

The ladies (:

The ladies in action uh , touch up sane sini , and it took us 1 HOUR !

My favourite boy !

Proposing , hugging and they eventually kiss ;D

Thats all for today hunny , come back some other day ;DDDD

2009-08-08T20:23:00.001+08:00

♥ I took a chance, I took a shot

and you might think Im bulletproof, but Im not .

Mood ; Boreeeeed

Currently listening to ; When Love Takes Over-David guetta ft Kelly Rowland

I've receive my keyboard baaack (!)

With less fuss using the On screen keyboard ;DD

Saturday has been always dreadful for me , no activites ,

just at home and be a potato crouch .

My peeps hasnt been online since just now , nor Shaaaaaamir .

Tomorrow will be Singapore 44th Birthday .

Will have an outing with cuzzy's , lorry ride & watch Fireworks .

Yeay(!)

Currently the only problem was no one update me about tomorrow event .

Uhm , nurul if you happen to passby my blog , please give me a call aites ?

4 More days to my prelims & it will be held at the hall with air cons ,

Be VERY jealous people , teeehee .

But on the ligther note , i'm totally not ready for my prelims ,

I wish can rewind the time & wish that i'm 13th again ; Enjoying life .

Uhm but i guess , No pain no gain ,

i've reach this far till secondry 4 why don't i give my very best :D

Best of luck to ALL the beattyians & those who are taking their prelims this wednesday .

Thats all for today . Goodnight people , sweet dreams (:

& to meera dearest have fun when you are in malaysia & have a jorney back home safetly dear ,

Sayang kau banyak2 ah kucing! ♥

2009-08-07T17:34:00.001+08:00

Currently i cant blog due to my keyboard has been confiscate by dad ,

and its killing me to use thr on screen keyboard and have to click letters by letters .

I update once i get my keybord back.

sungguh PATHETIC !

2009-08-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

♥ Together forever, never apart.

Maybe in distance, but never in heart .

Just a short post for today , because i'm exhausted from today's jogging

Uhm as for today , i've decided to go jogging with the peeps ,

to lose some *ehemehem* fats .

And proudly to say , i've made 2 round th stadium and 4 rounds in the gym treadmill ;D

I'm going to make it a rountine for the peeps to jog every thurdays ,

A healthy friend is a healthy friendship , betul taaak ?

& today favourite part of the day , my jaw has been hit with a hockey stick by classmate .

Bola kecil sangat , sebab tuu muke mai jugak dorang aim ;D .

But i'm alright , it just that my jaws ache for sometime .

Thats all for today , good night people (:

2009-08-04T20:50:00.001+08:00

♥ Maybe my heart aint ready for another love story .

Hey there sweetheart (:

I'm alright now , spill my hearts out about the problems i had with Dad & Bro ,

Somehow felt much better than i usually do ;D

Mum has upgrade her mio plan , nad my internet modem has gone to Jet speed .

No more lagging when i view to my blog , HEBAT kn !

Cable teevee has been install too &

i can catch all my favourite music video in addition to this upgrade ,

i can watch all the latest movie with my cable teeeveee .

Gosssh , happy gyleeeer .

Anywaaay lets talk about yesterday , since i wasnt in the mood talk post about it .

Hoho , yesterday met up with the peeps , having lots of laughter ,

We made alot of silly things in the mac uh , hahah sumpah kite orang paling kecoh .

Efa made this up ,

" We girls have the same thing , but different in size "

Sumpah niy kekek If you guys know what she meant ! HAHAHA !

There were this incident when the peeps was smoking , i intentionally say out loud .

"UNDERAGE-UNDERAGE" just for the sake of laughter ,

check2 the passerby around me look at the peeps .

HAHA , sumpah FFE kecoh rabaaaak nye , panic habiss .

HAHAHAHA , maaf ehy daaak maaf beribu-ribu ampun .

I guess thats all for today (:

Peace Upon The People & Take care sweetheart (:

2009-08-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

♥ A friend is one to whom you can pour out the contents of your heart .

Knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness,

blow the rest away.

I wont eloborate how the day when today , coz my pm shows it all .

Thanks to the 3 wonderful Darling whose been there for me (:

I guess they are the reason now for me to keep on living ,

coz nothing else matters anymore .

2009-08-02T19:42:00.001+08:00

♥ A wish came true at last .

Hey yaw hunny , how are you people ?
I'm veryvery exhausted from yesterday events , 2 things in a row .
Uhm , my aunty IMEE wedding was very grand , i was a lonely kid there ,
wondering around in such a big place ,
& the wedding was very well plan & how i wish that mine in the future would be similar like kak Imee's , fikiran jauh ehy mai :D
hmm , Congratulations to the newly couples , kak IMEE & abg Farid (:

Took a long route way home ,
1 hour in the bus , stop at bishan , meet old neighbour than went home .
Quickly change & caca pick us up .
I feel like fainting with all the running here and there .
The kenduri start at 8.15pm & the orphans reach at 7.45pm ,
i swear my i nearly teared up when looking at them , at the same time i wanted to hug them (:

YADAYADA , the events ended at 12pm .
Caca wanted us to visit my aunt at Nuh , but uhm , cancel the plan , since mum was
very exhausted .

Today pulak when to dad's side kenduri , mak oi , ley mati sia macaaam gini -.-

Thank god i survive ehy ;DDD

Thats ALL for today :D

Oh yea , i've been inform that couples of blogger cant upload pictures nor they can change their fonts colour .
I've figure out to solve this problem , kindly click on the link below . (:

Hopefully this helps (:

http://blogging.nitecruzr.net/2009/07/distorted-unusable-post-editor-toolbar.html

PHOTO'S !

I swear this cheeese cake oreO is OHM !

Suddenly i miss my ex tersayang , izzuan .

Uhm , isnt it very weird when

You love that someone , but at the same time you dont wanna be with them ?

Strange isnt it ?

Uhm , i guess you guys will never understand (:

2009-07-31T21:21:00.001+08:00

♥ When life's problems seem overwhelming, look around and

see what other people are coping with.

You may consider yourself fortunate.

Didn't went to school today , use that time to accompany mum to shop sweet goodies for the orphan's tomorrow .

I swear it was really tiring , wraping all the goodies , body was aching ,

but i guess i'm doing all this for a good deed (:

I'm excited on how the events gonna be like ,

its been years that i've waiting for to meet the orphans and get to know their life .

& insya allah , if god's willing i'll take up to be a volunteer there (:

I just want to touch somebody's life and re assure them that there are actually someone out there who still cares about them .

♥ Rather than facing all the problems i had in life ,

its better to step in someone life and make a change rite ?

Tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me , aunty marriage in the afternoon ,

and the kenduri at night , hopefully i wont be exhausted :\

I've receive a virus yesterday in my email , its been sent to me as " Fotos 27/06.‏ "

And i click on it , silly me .

Then the next day i have to reboot my computer since my computer crash , sedihh .

So guys , if you every receive any email about any photo ,

help yourself by not clicking on it , unless you wanna your computer to be crash like mine .

Thank you (:

OHH & i got to find out that MY dearest friend , hamizan is currently reading my blog .

*Waving* HI zaaan

2009-07-30T19:59:00.001+08:00

♥ You never appriciate with what you have until it's gone .

Today waaaaas extremly wonderful (:

School was as per normal , national this year sungguh merepek -.-

We have to wear our own red t-shirt with Skirt/Pe shorts .

Hamizan requested to visits ffe's mum at Kk hospital , so we agree & went straight to kkh with our school uniform ,

Bought ballon for ffe's mum then pay her a visit ,

i swear Kk hospital is very LECEH , you have to take in temperature , than only 2 person can visit his mum , bla bla and so on , but we manage to sneak in ^^ .

Ffe's mum was helplessly at the bed , looking at her made me tear up a lil .

Cam whore with the peeps and talk alot of shits , to cheer ffe a lil .

Had lunch there thanks to ffe's sista , slack for awhile than home sweet home :D

Ffe has been smiling always but i know beneath those smile is the sorrows that he's been hiding .

& My dearest friend , even though i cant be with you 24/7 , but rest assure i'll do anything to make you smile again , i know you are stronger than this , you've been thru even worst than this , but you manage to pick yourself up rite ?

♥ I believe you in you Raffe (:

Photos of the day ,

Mind our jakun with the mask ;D

MEEERA rabaaak kn . HAHAHA !

2009-07-29T08:47:00.001+08:00

♥ The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever .

Our chinese "Boyfriend" .
Hehe . Dee jangan marah uhh ^^

Well hello there (:
Didnt updated my blog recently due to , uhm , nothing to blog .
Currently at home now , taking care of sick bro .
Sebenarnya mai pn amek chance nk ponteng sekolah . hehehe !

Uhm got to know meeera too didnt attend school , as for ffe , he has his reason .
& Ffe , hopefully today operation will be a success and nothing will happen to your mum .
I promise you i'll visit here when the peeps have free time .

School was great , especially Art ,
Since Aidil , zul , efa & i drop art , we slack at library & gossip ,
I swear the 2 guys gossip worst than the girls do :D
What we gossip about , for us to know , untuk kamu cari taw :D
& i've became their New Assistance in writing their letters to their brothers kt dalam .
Kalau bley aku jugak jadi postmen dorang , macikeneneh tol !
Yesterday slack for awhile watching 4N2 & 4N3 basketball match in the New sports hall .
Cool uh , wanted to stay longer but hmm , paham-paham la mak aku niy kn .:D

Balik rumah perang dunia kedua dengan mak ,
badan tros bruises , kaki tangan sume luka .
Haha ,
Cat fight ngan mak , JAHAT uh aku niy .
Mak , ampun , beribu-ribu ampun , kakak taw kakak banyak dosa :(

I guess till here i've rant about myself , adik kt sebelah tengah berdengkur ,
ehemehem ; Get well soon adikKU :D

♥ Dee pn tak gi sekolah , demam .
Jangan lupe makan ubat , jangan asyik main psp je :p
& get well soon LOVE

2009-07-26T23:19:00.001+08:00

Meet two lovely babys just now ,

back from Nuh , my aunt was admitted .

Lala is getting more beutiful , nurul is much more stronger than it seems .

I'm being such a useless friend .

& thats all for today .

Singapore lost to Liverpool .

5-0

pathetic -.-

2009-07-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

Get well soon to ,

Meeera ,

Fadhilah ,

Nurul ,

& specially to raffe's mum (:

&& to Meeera dearest , be strong aite ,

I'll always be by yourside , remember that .

2009-07-25T14:42:00.001+08:00

♥ Sincerity melts the hardest rock .

Dung pie tol .

At last i manage to solve my blogger problem with hours on the computer , finding thru solutions in the yahoo despite the BOMB in my head .
& i came thru this
http://blogging.nitecruzr.net/2009/07/distorted-unusable-post-editor-toolbar.html
The problem was with my internet serve ,
mainly all the Singnet providers would be facing the same problem as me , with their blogger site .
I just hope the link above would help you guys , cause it made a MAJOR help for me ,

& yes i'm back BABY ♥ .

I've got aloot to post , but where do i start , uhm .
My throat still hurts , where by the food i eat will turn tasteless then after couples of hours of digestion , the food will be ended up in the toilet bowl -.- .
Basically , those food which when in the stomach will ended up out again

& my stomach will be empty again -.- .

PATHETIC .

Uhm , life has been alright , chemisty test was not bad , but surely i'll flung my physic -.-
Class attendance has been pathetic , there will always be 10 person or less .

Yesterday was the worst time of my ,

When to school despite my SPINNING head , nk blaja nyer pasal ,
I had to wear mask , sanjey & jeffrey has been coughing since ,
& they blame me for their sickness , chicken betul -.-
& Sanjey curse me that i would have h1n1 & he'll haunt me if anything happens to him .
So MUCH of a caring friend uhh Sanjey :D
Well i reply him , IF i would get that virus then the teachers should be pleased because they doesnt have to teach 4n3 anymore since the WHOLE class kena quarantine , HEH !

I Screw up my oral , VERYVERY MUCH .
the Topic that the examiners discuss was , "Berbudi bahasa"
& My mind suddenly when black & keep repeating " Ya allah" .
My head was spinning like made , and i felt really cold , when i cough the whole hall echo's -.-
& the guys espect that i would do well for my oral since my malay was "chim" , but i guess yesterday wasnt my day :\

And thats was my quick update & those who's having problem with blogger , please do click on the link above ,
Happy day people :D
much love (:

2009-07-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER tetap macam Ba alif be ye .
=.=

I'm gonna make the post short ,
I'm still sick , and my flu was worsen in school ,
My voice sounded like a rockstar .
&& i screw up my oral despite my sickness .

OVERALL ; sucks uhhh !

2009-07-23T20:23:00.001+08:00

I have no idea was up with blogger , but the website seems to have some technical error .

I'm not feeling well today , sore throat plus flu && esok oral for mt languague at Ftpss . GREAT , just great ,

Made plan with the peeps to visit ffe mum tomorrow with cinammon melts. HEH , get well soon cik .
:D

2009-07-22T22:00:00.001+08:00

Blogger macam pantat ,
so i will update properly tomorrow (:

- take care & good night

2009-07-21T20:15:00.001+08:00

♥ Racial harmony day .

Uhm , racial harmony this year arent as havoc as last year .
Firstly ; Efa & ffe wasnt in school
Secondly ; Only 10 people attend school , yes TEN .
As for the rest , they self quarantine -.-
Thirdly ; Having lesson during racial harmony day is PATHETIC .
So overall , today sucks :{

Went to school met meera at amk station , this mak cik which board the same bus as me approach me and ask ,
Aunty : " Dik , lawa lawa nak pergi mane "
Me : " Oh nak gi sekolah la cik "
Aunty : " Gi sekolah pakai lawa-lawa gini "
Me : " Hehe , hari niy racial harmony day " *smile&walkawaypolitely*

It seems that when i wear my kebaya i became more Approachable ,
Accompany meeera to novena to meet her dad , then on our way window shopping theres this aunty , came by to me and asked

Aunty : "Excuse me , where do you buy your batik , it looks nice
Me : " Oh i bought it at geylang " *Smile&walkawaypolitely*

&& While sitting down to rest due to muscle strain , there's this pak cik who told us .
" Ehy nk gi jemputan ke ? "
KURANG ASAM betuuuuuul ,

As we walk by the bradell mac , we walk pass this mac bikers and they keep on
"YOU , you , you "
When we walk off from the mac , they just keep on smilling at us .
GRR -.-

OVERALL , the day sucks , i have to walk with my heels to novena , walk like nobody buisness & strain my muscle , BAIK PA !

But the best news was : Efa doesnt have to be qurantine anymore , because why ?
She only spent her malay lesson with solihin for 30 minute , so it dont matter .
Yessa , donkey belo MAI is BACK !

As for you , my dear boy ,

your jealousy just makes me so worry , are you still doubting me ?

2009-07-20T20:05:00.001+08:00

♥ You been the reason for my smile (:

Today has been a good day for me , i've been laughing the whole time ,

since the day started right , and everything went well .

Oh about my previous post , don bother , everyone has their "time" .

So do i ,

As decided , meera will be wearing cheong sam tomorrow & i will be wearing kebaya .

But sadly , handful of my classmates cant participate in this event due to being qurantine AGAIN .

Yes , 4n3 has a another confirm case of h1n1 .

Only those who was near with solihin would be quarantine , efa was out of luck , she sat behind solihin during mother tougue .

Aww , padahal dier beriya-iya nak gi racial harmony day , haiz .

Solihin , Get well soon brother , kite orang rindu kau :(

& For my classmates who's been quarantine , better revise at home , prelims is round the corner ;DDDD

I'll miss you guys , especially efa , eugenia , khalish , haidir & aidil

and obviously My dear boy

; Solihin :D

♥ Lately you've been the one for me , making me laugh at the slightest thing .

& i just felt happier than before .

& i hate this feeling , am i falling in love once more ?

OH god !

2009-07-19T13:11:00.001+08:00

♥ Family .

Nothing much happen today , lil bro and i had a debate about mum & my life .

I swear i wanted to run far far away , release myself from all the doubtness i have .

I just felt so useless , No one appriciate me .

I have feelings too .

I wants my lil Bro too be the first person for me too look for when i'm in trouble ,

A Mum who'll praise me for all the little good things that i've done ,

And a Dad who give me a hug and tell me how much he loves me .

I'm just a normal human being with a heart .

Yea , i'm being all emo ,

kurang apa taw , hidup aku , masalah aku .

Take care people , today just aint a good day for me .

2009-07-18T20:22:00.001+08:00

♥ A true friend is someone who can see

the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else .

Meeera is busy with her harry potek & don bother to come online to chat with me .

HMPH , majok uh ngan kau 5 minute .

& yeaaaa , talking about yesterday midnight converence with Meeera Dee .

She split everything out ,

well almost , i've made it clear to her that there shouldnt be anymore secrets between us .

& she agree .

And as time pass by , meeera is very very sleepy and spit all sort of nonsence .

Ade la dier cakap ; dier kt china town cari badak , bey dorang kt china town makan daun .

HAHAHAH , ade ade je kawan aku sorang niy.
Actually there's more , tapi mai tak nak jatuhkn maruah Meeera , so i just keep it to myself :D

Currently i'm listening to

; Taufik Batisah - Nafasku .

Sungguh la sedaaaaaaaaaap , i'm addicted to it , a very meaningful song :)

" Aku menanti
Ketibaan hari itu
Saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati
Dua menjadi satu "

2009-07-18T12:50:00.001+08:00

♥ Sucky saturday .

I'm bored , currenty none of the GEREK people online .
Ade la orang tu , masih kt lalaLAND .
Ffe sentiasa busy , Meera enta kemana , Adik gi ngaji , Mak gi kedai , Bapak tidur .
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK , bley mati kebosan-an macam giny .

I know , this post is tk perlu :DDDD

2009-07-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

♥ Let your heart

Be your guide

Thank god its friday , i've spent one looooooooooong weekday in school .

Nothing much happen today , laugh smile & talk like i'm used to .

Life is preety normal lately ,

friends ?

Uhm , they had a cold shoulders towards each other ,

Wheres the peep i use to know ?

hmm , but i guess , i better wash my hands on THEIR matter ,

they are old enough to think ,

& whats the best for them ,

if they still gonna spend their last few last months in beatty with this kind of friendship .

Then its fine with me .

& I hope the both of you realise what you two have been doing aites ?

This cold shoulders wont get you two going any where .

UHM , sendiri mau ingat ehy korang .

Over & over again , i've reminding myself that i'm in no position in having a happiness for myself ,

because i don't deserve it .

With the presure from the guys , makes me really pissed off .

WHY cant they get the thing in their head that I wasnt the type of girl ,

i aint as nice as they think , i have my flaws too ,

I'm just tired to remind the guys all over again &

they being too sturborn enough to denied all the facts .

I swear this thing is killing me ,

i'm just not ready for another relationship nor i can handle another relationship .

I just need the time of my own , need to rest due to all the heartbreaking situations i've been .

I need a break , thank you .

2009-07-16T18:20:00.001+08:00

♥ When you almost gave up on your dreams .

I'm sorry if i've broke my promise ,
i sleep like a piggy yesterday , from 5 pm till 5 am .
HEH ~
Penat gile habis , need to catch up with my sleeps .
So yeah , dental appointment was uhm , so-so ,
Meera cant attend & zan , erm enta kemana , so the 3 of us only la ,
nothing much happen , cume there's this incident ffe came out from mac toilet , mati mati cakap ade budak ite niy mintak no one of us .
HAHA , check check dier cume tanya khabar .
KECOOOOH uh lue ffe :DDDDD

& yeaah , racial harmony day , i'm gonna wear kebaya & lend mrs yang cheong sam to meeeera , IF mrs yang agreee :D
So yeah , mai dh blank skg niy :DDDD

Muke mai buruk , mai taw , jadi tk perlu tambah comment kamu k (;

2009-07-14T22:22:00.001+08:00

I'm dead tired , tommorrow update okeeey .

PROMISE :D

2009-07-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

♥ A true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves.

MEEERA get a good lecture early in the morning ,

not from me , but FFE .

KWAAAAAAAAANG3 , ffe beletih kalahkan perempuan taw ,

meeera pn tk ley take it

&& meeera & i bought our own lunch ,

meeera bought her fried chicken & i bought my fried rice .

YES , fried rice , EDIBLE FRIED RICE .

i cook it with my own hands okeeeey ,

sape cakap mai tk ley masak uh uh uh !

DEBIK kang !

If you still don believe that my food is edible ,

oh well , meeera tasted my cooking , she didnt have any side effect ,

SO , its 100% EDIBLE :D

Heh !

Oral was just fine , i was the second last , practise during break

so during the waiting time , i flip thru magazine to relax myself from nervous break out .

Guhan was can say

" Wah mai , you can read magazine somemore , how many time you take n level oral uh ? So pro already uh no need practice "

But in the end the passage was fine

& the picture discussion was about this leakage at the mrt station .

I talk crap all the way , then pause looking the examiners for my next question .

As for conversation , they talk about the best place in singapore ,

so i said the esplanade there ,

talk about what monuments la

( bile mase esplanade ade monuments ehy ? saje tah mai -.- )

FLOATING platform la .

macam macam carut mai keluarkan ,

thank god mai ade keluar , tengok kt dunia luar , kalau tidak , mampos la aku !

Tak pasal pasal bbl sal mamak roti prata kt kedai kopi tiam .

Hahahahah

2009-07-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

♥ To the woman so heartless .

As far as i'm concern , a girl like me doesnt deserve any guy .
Lagi lagi yang baik ,
therefore i'm keepin myself a distance from having any relationship .
I don wanna break any guys heart anymore , in what position i'm in to break your heart ?
So guys , keep a distance from me kay .
I'm just a worthless person
& I don derserve your love .

2009-07-12T19:43:00.001+08:00

Exclusively for one of the peeps whom i most respected .

Salimah or also known as LALAsyg (:

I know this preety babe of mine since sec 3 ,

she was efa's couzin and from there i got to know her .

She is waaaaaay opposite of efa ,

she is bubbly & funny & friendly at the same time

as for efa , she is belo and silly :D .

She knows how to handle her problems in matured thinking ,

when i need an adult for advise , she'll be the first person i contact with .

Lala , even though i only knew you for a year , but i've already treat you like my own.

I treat you like my older sister that i never had .

I'm glad that i found you , and i wish this relationship of ours would be lasted till the end of time .

Coz a person like you , is priceless & rare (:

♥ I love you babe :D

2009-07-12T14:22:00.001+08:00

♥ Four fantastic people

Meera,

we've been hating each other before , talking behind each others back , and even spout vulgarities at each other , but whats the outcome of all of this ?
We've been friends till now & closer than ever .
We've share our problems together & even cry at each other shoulders , you are priceless babe .
You'll always be in my heart .

Lala's point of view of meera ;

A GIRL THAT SO SUPERRRRR LAWA PLUS SHE HAS NICE HEART

Efa ,

I've dislike you arrogant attitude before ,
that was BEFORE i know the real you , the silly side of you , and how much cheerful you were on the other side ,
We get to know each other since sec 1 , we've gone thru alot , from cca's till mother tougue class ,
and i even made a bruise on your toe during racial harmony days .
With those memories , keep us holding strong .
You & meeera were more like a sister to me (:
You are priceless and will never be fade in my heart (:

Ffe ,

I've loved you before , hated you before BUT

i've cherish you till now .
Even though there's alot of changes in you , but i knew the old kind hearted ffe is still inside you somewhere , you've change due to people around you & i shall respect that .
No matter how nasty your attitude were like , you are still my no.1 buddy .
My wakie talkie , i used to pour my problems to you .
You've known the real me & i've known you inside out , there's nothing you can hide from me .
Ffe , i appriciated the presence of you & all your kind deeds towards us cant be repay by all the money in the world , but what i can repay you is the sincerity of our friendship ,
And you my buddy , will always be my kaki gerek and my top priority among all my guy fren :D

Lala point of view of ffe :

A GUY TAT WILL NVR CHANGE HIS PERAGAI HAHA,ALWAY HAS A STUPID IDEA

Zan ,

I've known you only this year , and now we are closer than last time .
countless time i'm tick of by you irritating attitude that is unpredictable , but by then i've always love you .
NO MATTER HOW IRRTITING & Heartless you can be .
& with you , i learn to endure irritating people like you .
HEH , thank you ehy .
And so be it You are still my friend and always do . :D

Lala's point of view of zan ;
ZAN THE MONKEY GUY THAT TALK ABOUT SEX,DH BESAR KERJA KT SEX SHOP OK

Looking at the video that we had , makes me think ,
how wonderful life is when i have this 4 awesome friends i had in my 16 years of life ,
its just not the same if the 5 of us were'nt together

or we are missing one of them .
No matter how much irritating zan was , nor silly efa who'll just bang onto dustbins .
The memories we had is just more than words could describe .
My last year in beatty was a meaningful one ,

the 5 of us has been thru alot , thick & thin together ,
shed tears together & even share our meal together .
Different personalities & different attitude each and everyone of the peeps had it wont stop us from keep us together till now .
No one can replace you guys in my heart ,
you guys were irrepalaceble .
Bear this in mind , you guys was the most wonderful people that have step in my life .
I love you guys very much ehy ,

♥ Meeera Kuching ♥ Ffe Badak boyboy , ♥Efa Donkey & ♥Zan Monyet .

Yours truly ,
♥ Mai Sweetheart

2009-07-11T16:05:00.001+08:00

♥ True love is like ghosts,

which everyone talks about and few have seen.

SAAAAAAAAAAP .

How are you people ?

Yesterday ffe & ffa came over to my crib ,

slack then talk alot of craps ,

at least my friday wasnt that miserable :D

Currently i'm rotting myself at home .

N level oral is this MONDAY and i'm not prepared .

From what i know from ffe & meeera ,

picture discussion susah gileeeer , aiyo , camne niy ?!!

zhen ma ban ?

Haiz , hopefully my invigilator is the kind and would give me mark kesian .

So that i can at least pass my oral :DDDD

Anywaaay , i wanna share this video to you guys .

The video was taken after the conflict we 5 had ,

and few days later the peeps came over to my house and things gone back to normal .

We wanted to study , in the end , we did something silly .

REAL SILLY !

So enjoy :D

MEEERA : " Angkat aku , angkat aku "

HAHAHAHAH !
Tu part paling kekek

2009-07-10T23:32:00.001+08:00

♥ Sometimes you'll be amazed of

how your heart can endure that much pain you had (:

My dearest babe ;

Nur amira , be strong aites , this is part & parcel of relationship dearest .

The more problem you face ,

the more experince you had in life & with that you can face the problems that will come in the future .

I know you are just tired of being the one in all kind of situation ,

bear in mind the you've been thru alot ,

and till now you are still facing the reality rite .

Endurance is the only key ,

endure to all the problem no matter how hard it is .

Bear in mind , the peeps will always be there for you ,

ALWAYS .

Even though sometimes when you just venge your anger thru the phone ,

i'll still be your listening ears ,

coz i've been thru what you've been thru before & you've been there for me through out .

As for now , i'll do the same , and never will i give up on you .

Coz i care about you & treated you like my own sister .

Sisters don't give up in each other no matter how bad the situation is like rite .

So be it for me .

Just think positively aites ,

when there's will there's way .

I'll bet jo will be just fine (:

& Last but not least

♥ I love you babe

2009-07-10T17:34:00.001+08:00

Left over photo .

My classmates very VAVAVOOOM .

haha , didnt attend school today due to laziness and body ache all over .

I'm bored , really bored and now having a headache .

GREAT :D

.BORING.BORING.

.BORING.BORING.BORING.

.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.

BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.
.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.
.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING..

BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.

& THAT explains my mood currently ,

the peeps is having study group together while i'm rotting at home .

SHIT CAN ?!

2009-07-09T21:09:00.001+08:00

♥ Every moment last forever

Today was a BLAAAAAAST !
Meet the peeps up at bradell mac ,
& Guys my classmates look really awesome ,
Ffe paitao , he wore school uniform on that day .
After school went to tpy central in the hunt of efa school bag as the guys were at home & meeera was having her oral , so me & efa only la .
From bradell mac we walk till toa payoh central .
Ended up in penny and efa bought her bag ,
dulu dier cakap dier tk suke pakai bag macam gitu , tapi beli jugak :P
My leg was aching so find place to slack , wanted to go national library but meera called & meet her at raffles place .
Gi muzuem , since her dad work there we got free admission then :D

Reach raffles , near clark quay , snap alot of pics ,
macam tourist gitu kn ,
jakun sangat aku niy -.-
Then she get a call from meeera's brother , meeera dapat salah info ,

her dad work at douby ghaut muzeum there ,
Jaaaaaaaaalan lagi .
At last sampai douby ghaut , tros gi singapore national muzeum .
Of all places , gi muzeum ehy ..
HaHaHa , but overall the trip to the muzeum was fun , we reach there at 5.30pm

most of the exhibition was close , what a waste .
I was so restless and moody , due to my aching leg and i was really really tired .
Had our lunch at mac and off home :D

PICTUREEES !

lazy to edit ,

and CAUTION ,

MUKE MAI BURUK :D

Efa said we look like couple .

-.-"

2009-07-08T18:46:00.001+08:00

♥ True friends stab you in the front.

Niy kite orang nyer trademark ,

Tak mo copy :D

At last i can upload all my pictures at blogger ,

Tak macam s*** gitu niy blogger .

HEH , tomorrow would be our be yourself day ,

efa ade problem , she wont be joining us with the theme due to some SOME problems :(

Tetap kite org pakai suspenders , jiwer TETAP jiwer.

Anywaaaay , you guys wanna see the sneak peak of what i'll be wearing tomorrow ?

TA DAAAA !

// Obviously with suspenders of course :D

School today was fine , my classmates was one of the co-host for the vietanamese ,

at the same my maths teacher cried during lesson ,

stress sangat ngan class biol aku niy ,

& its was during the vietanamese visit la ,

A VERY GOOD IMPRESSION of beatty indeed !

HAHAHA ,

Other than that , ffe & zan had their oral today ,

zan said it was easy , as for ffe he was uncertain if he can pass ,

Ala DAK , aku doadoa kn kau ley pass ehy :D

Anywaaaay , a MILLION thanks to dearest kucing for all the troubles gi penny untuk beli kn suspenders untuk kite ,
& thanks to badak boyboy for the extra cash since kite orang kering !
THAAAAAAAAAAANKS ehy anak anak :D

&& ps : tomorrow after school the peeps will be out to marina barage to slack .

NAK JOIN ?

Monday picture's

Sunday's photo .

Muke-tk-perlu aku , bila first try to thosai ,

Macam muke bedah sia . huaaak !

Very much like indian kn ?
Dengan dier nyer cawan sume . HAHAHA !

2009-07-07T16:26:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER IRRITATING MACAM KAKAK DIER PUNYA HUSBAND .

I still cant upload my picutures ,

CBONG bin PANTAT betul

Youtube pn satu hal , lag nak mampos & they gave me disable link ,

APA NAK JADI NIY !

BODOH PUNYA SERVER !

Two word ,

FUCK YOU !

2009-07-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

♥ Be yourself day preparation

I had a blast of fun for 2 days in a row ,
yesterday & today .

Yesterday as i said watched ice age .
Over all i rate the show as 3.5/5 , as it was SUPER hilarious !
The movie was in 3D effect ,
giyas keep on saying ,
"Dada , i can touch the cartoon. "
Sumpah comel !
Hehe , after the movie we had our dinner at TEKKA -.-
yea , you saw it right ,TEKKA , of ALL places in singpore

& it was sunday so you can imagine how CROWDED the place would be like .
I was so paranoid that i keep on covering my butt ,
Takut kena molest babe .
HEH , we ate THOSAI ,

for 16 years of my life , that was the FIRST & the LAST time i'm eating that thosaaaai ,

bley pengsan sia makan tu thosai , nk termuntak pn ade .
Caca was like
" Mai , kata je ade darah india , makanan india pn tk makan , niy la selalu makan asam pedas kt rumah "
HEHEHE !

As for today , meet meeera at amk mrt & adik tag along with the outing .
For the FIRST time kn , efa datang awal ,

GUINESS world record BABE !
Ffe came along after few minutes than we waited for zan , lembab sia tu galah !
Plan nk meet pukul 12.30pm , ended up pukul 1.30pm -.-
I've made a deal with them , the last person who reach later than the timing that has been set , would have a penalty .
Which the penalty would be

; buying bubble tea for all of us .
And zan was the last guy to reach .
Padaaaaan muke !
We went penny to penny to search for our *suspenders , as we've already decide to go for nerdy theme ,
At the same time adik & me bought our dickes bag :D
After rounding at penni , we off to bugis and purchase our boyf tee .
Had a tiff with adik & you know what efa said ,

When i fought with adik , it looks like i'm fighting with my BOYFRIEND !

-.-

The guys paitao , they dont wanna dress the same theme as us
Pantat !.
Hmm , guys will be guys rite , janji the girls united suaa ;D
Macam tk sabar gitu for be yourself day ,

Wondering what we'll be wearing ?
You have to see it yourself ;DDDDD

& Once again , blogger macam pantat , they wont upload my PICTURES !
Esok je upload k ,I'm DEAD tired & i PROMISE tomorrow :D

2009-07-05T12:48:00.001+08:00

♥ A memory is what is left when something happens

and does not completely unhappen.

I can upload my pictures once again :DDDD

Going town later with cuzzy & aunts , watching ice age ,
OF all MOVIE , ice age jugak kite tengok -.-
What to the the kids were dwelling over that movie , diedie kena .
I guess i just have to spend time with cuzzy , its been since we went out to town together :D

& YEAAAH , the picture which i serch for be yourself day was already being upload .

Kalau sudi check ye :D

Tomorrrow the peeps will be hunting for the dress , but we still unsure of what theme we are going for :

; Nerdy dress

; Masquerade dress :)

2009-07-04T22:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ,

Just came back from my uncle's place ,

DEAD tired i tell you , didi plan to watch movie tonight ,

cancel the plan due to my tirey eyes .

next time aites dee :D

& Once again , blogger don allow me to upload pictures ,

Pathetic !

GRRR !

2009-07-03T17:31:00.001+08:00

I've been inform that my holiday will be extend 1 more day , so i'll be back to school on wednesday

-.-

& this thursday is Be Yourself Day , hopefully the quarantine WON'T effect that faithfull thursday (:

The peeps is looking forward at this event & we'll be planing what to wear and make sure the day that thursday is the most memorable day for all of us since its gonna be our last year ;D

We've decide to either choose masquarade theme nor the nerdy theme (:

And blogger is being such an ass , i cant even upload the picture's i've found .

GRR .

PANTATZ tol ,

monday the peeps will be going to bugis to search for our be yourself costume .

SEMANGAT 5 minute babe !

Hoho , esok dapat jumpe cuzzy , kenduri arwah nenek gitu , kecoh babe kecooooh !

2009-07-03T10:27:00.001+08:00

♥ Boredom KILLs !

Hey yaaaw .

Today is the second day of me being qurantine at home .

Have to check my temperature daily , twice a day & have to sms to mrs yang back .

Pfft , and the i swear the moodle isnt working on my comp ,

how am i supposed to do my homework maaaan (?)!

PATHETIC -.-

Meeera's case with nabil hasnt cool down any bit , but to my surprise its been worst -.-

What ever the case it , the peeps gonna be with meeera all the way :D

Thats what FRIENDS are for !

I'm bored to death , online msn but NO one chatted with me today ,

PATHETIC -.-

I'm going to spend my PATHETIC days revising my work , especially physic .

& YOU guys know what , i don even know what am i blabering about . -.-

2009-07-02T13:51:00.001+08:00

You know what , this has to be stop , somebody have to do something .

Nabil ,

I know somehow you'll check up on my blog & read it up & i'll take this opportunity to settle this problem aites .

Hmm , remember the days where we've been chatting with each other and talking about ffe & meera .

& i help you out with meeera ?

You were patienly waiting for her even though she was someone else girl ,

& for that 1 year you've waited for her and keeping the feelings you had for her all by yourself .

You didnt even care her behavior last time , which is waaay wild back then ,

I gotta aggre , last time she was wild & mix with alot of guy friends .

But you didnt even call her a bitch nor the nasty words you use to give her , but why now ?

You were the one which request to break up with her , but why now you are so mad about her having another guy & even accused of being a bitch ?

YOU let her go & now YOU are scolding her when she's already move on ?

Come on nabil , think wisely , meeera cried for you for the 2 FREAKING days ,

did you even realise that & check upon her ?

Listen here nabil , you were the one who started calling her names , bitches and all ,

as for meeera , after the break up she's still blog nice things about you on how she's recalling the past ,

Do you think its fair for her now ?

What do you get by calling her names huh ?

If you hates her so much , why do you even bother to check upon her blog & so on ?

BE a man nabil , be true gentlement , true gentlement respect girls .

Have meeera been treating you badly ?

When she's with you , she sacrifise her FRIENDSHIP with raffe which she has been friends with him since sec 1 & she avoided him just to pleased you .

Not only with raffe & some other guys .

& now you blame her that she's been going around with guys & seek attention ?

YOU should have known her better than that ,

if she were seeking attention last time ,

why you take her as YOUR girlfriend her in the first place ?

My point here is not to side meeera nor you ,

you 2 are matured in this relationship therefore your relationship can last till 1 year .

If you can close one eye to her attitude last time ,

why now you are ranting negativly about her ?

NABIL , think wisely on what you have done .

& th one who's on nabil side ,

I gotta admit that both party was in the wrong ,

but come to think of it , they two have move on .

&am p; what are you guys trying to do by spamming meera ?

If you were really a GREAT friend of nabil ,

you should have listen to both party & sort things out with nabil .

Not by giving meera all the harsh words .

You guys SHOULD be fair to both party .

After the break up , do meeera rants all the negative things towards nabil ?

Indeed she blog all her happy memories she had with nabil ,

Kalau korang nk protect pn , biar bertempat , don blindly accuse people ,

Nabil yang mulai panggil meeera bitch sume , skg meera shot balik , korang mengamuk .

APE fair gitu ?

Fikir ngan bernas la korang , jangan sebab nabil kwn baik korang , korang ley buat sembarangan .

Aku pn kawan meeera , but did i spam nabil's blog ?

HAIZ , dh spam , tk mahu letak nama .

kalau korang tol tol kawan baik nabil

why don we meet up & settle this once & for all .

LISTEN to both party then decide k .

Don be too silly upon making assumptions towards other people .

Thats all i have to say (:

2009-07-01T15:54:00.001+08:00

♥ QUARANTINE .

My whole class was being quarantine till next tuesday due to one of my classmates was effected with h1n1

& my classmates was cheering happily when they heard they were quarantine -.-

but people no worries , she was effected on monday AFTER school & she didnt came school on tuesday , higher chances we wont be effected , but just a safety precaution from the school to make sure that we are REALLY healty before coming back to school . (:

There was one incident i had earlier on , it was temperature taking & i took my temperature ,

i took a looong time to get the exact temperature , from 37.1 degree till 37.5 degree one more degree to the target temperature ,

my classmates was making alot of noises & mocking me , saying that i'll be effected with the virus .

Skali check check my thermometer was the problem it didnt even beep , therefore the temperature was rising , bought new thermometer & my temperature was 36.5 degree

-.-

BUAT SUSPEN je !

gosh , i have to quarantine myself till tuedays and study like mad ,

GRRR , ley mati keBOSAN-AN sia macam gini -.-

haiz , ape la nasib !

2009-06-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

♥ STALKERS !

Let me share with you guys a VERY intersting story i had today morning with meeera (:

- We were on the atm machine , where we came across this two " mat rep"

& they were blasting their mp3 in the underpass and for god sake they were listening to

didi cazli song .

TSK , after meeera withdraw her money , we are off to cheers to search for meeera's rubber band , pagi pagi bute cari getah rambut , BEST !

As we were happyily on our way to the mac , we bump into them AGAIN .

So i told meeera its better of if we take ONE long way to mac donald so that we'll avoid them .

But to my surprise one of the mat was stalking us -.-

Siak urh , meeera was already frighten , check check tu mat nk no meera ,

His friend wants her no -.-

So meera ask them mat to ask that following guy to asked her no himself , as to avoid them .

& there we go again , another game of cat & mouse.

HEH , the mat keep on whistling at meeera , but we ignore them thru out .

We came across the traffic light , the mat once again asked meeera no , meeera ignore

& just walk and as we were crossing the road without realising there's a vehicle coming in our way ,

Naseb tk kena langgar .

" tu la , tak nak kasi no you lagi kt i , kn dh nk kena langgar "

-.-

Siaaaaaak je tuu mat !

GRRR , niy raffe punya pasal urh sebab tak datang sekolah .

kalau dier datang tadi , this wouldnt have happen .

Heh , got to know someone is unhappy with meeera's decision in having JO after she's broke up with HIM ,

oh come on ehy people ,

you are NOT meeera , YOU guys don know what she've been thru , She've been strong enough to go thru that ONE whole year with him , most of her tears was wasted on him ,

& trust me , i never see meeera love a GUY so much like how she loves him .

& of all the things that happen , she keep it to herself ,

PATIENTLY she tell herself , tomorrow would be a better day , just to keep her relationship with HIM smooth .

Did you guys even realise that ?

& she DESERVE her happiness back ,

after what she've been thru ,

so DON judge her using just because you've read thru her blog and so on .

I've witness every of her emotion & i know her too well ,

she's not that BITCH that wonder of with any guys , MIND YOU !

she HAVE her dignity ,

BUT sometimes people just harshly comment about her without even knowing the real truth .

& you guys DON deserve to judge her .

Because YOU guys doesnt KNOW what she've been thru ,

Think ehy people , if you were her , what you guys gonna do .

-.-

& HATE taggers , do keep your comments rolling ,

DON YOU EVER let me catch you , i swear i'll give you a hell of a time (:

PSSST ; bapak aku approve aku drop art , AISEYBEDAAAAAAAH !
& meeera , ffe ; JOM GI JOGGING !

I guess i need my time alone ,

i guess i take things to harsh ,

hmm , tak ade lelaki tak ade masalah kn .

SINGLE life sentiasa .(:

2009-06-29T16:58:00.000+08:00

♥ Have a life , suckers !

I guess a sucker will always be a sucker aites ?

Haha , oh spammer , you never had enough don't you ?

Tag all you want , coz NONE of YOUR words will AFFECT me (:

& Dear tag all you want coz your tag is entertaining me at the same time ,

i'll be laughing at each & every tag of yours .

I dont know why you are bugging my life ,

Did i even bother yours ?

You hate my life & my face , then why trouble yourself to view my blog ?

No one is forcing you dear (:

Don be a foolish brat who creates trouble for yourself .

& Come on , stop bugging meera's life !

218.186.12.231
Smart of you to use another ip address ,
haha , nevermind , i'll just keep track each & every of the ip address you
SPAMMERS use (:

As what ffe told me before ,

" Orang spam , sebab dorang sakit hati ngan kau mai ,

tu name nyer orang sayang kt kau "

HEHE !

2009-06-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

♥ Whats next ?

HOHO !
Its been 2 days i've been away & i get welcome note from someone .
I swear i was laughing as i read the tag i receive .
HAHA !

Sara , sara , you call me
pathetic ?
What about you , reading people's blog
& bugging into people's affair ?
HAHA , you are worst
than the
auntie's.
My blog , My pasal urh ?
Did i even
asked for you opinion ?
NOT !
ps ; you call me pathetic ?
it takes one to know one
dear
(:

& as for you PASSERBY ,
muke aku
pecah , hoho , thanks yaw ,
I didnt know you care so much about my
looks .
Kalau aku tak lawa pn , aku pinjam
muke kau pe ?
TAK kan ?
ALERMAK , kau nk spam spam , zaman
dah
2009 .
Kau nk spam thru internet ?
Sini urh jumpe aku ,
aku nk tengok jugak muke kau
mane lawa
(:
HAHA .

112.199.218.166
116.197.192.66
Your ip address , aku simpan k
(:

KECOH KECOH , its been since i had spammers , rindu pulak ngan korang ,
Kalau tak tagboard aku sunyi , thanks ey korang , i welcome you guys to spam me more .
Since you all are craving for attention , i'll give you one ,
& come on la . Stop bugging meeera's life , her life her problem .
She doesnt steal your boyfriend rite ? WHY bother :D

Okey , back to reality yea , today is the last day of school holidays . GRR .
I'm still not ready for school , haiz , N level is round the corner & i'm still not ready :(
Haiz , macam mane niy ?

Apek , Get well soon
Imy . (:

2009-06-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

♥ I'm not sure if this is what i've been waiting for ?

My plan with the peeps to have a dip at jurung swimming complex , but was cancel since i was STILL grounded -.-

in the end , slack with them at juntion 8 & they came over to my place .

The 3 silly peeps was having a mini competition with oreo ice blend .

HAHA , zan & i was entertaining ourself watching ffe & meeera's

& i guess the day ended well ?

i'm not in a good mood , so yeah , nights .

i dont know if your feelings was sincere ,
i guess i'm too rush aites ?
Just as i think that i found you , i think again , am i really sure ?
Will you be there for me when i'm at my worst ,
will you wait for me when i'm away ,
most of all , will you love me with all your heart ?
I'm wondering .
I'm tired of all this game .
:(

2009-06-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

♥ I miss you badly

Hey all (:
Today wasnt a good day for me , down with a flu & fever at the same time .
Shitty feelings .
At the same time i was tearing up & cuddling myself under the blanket as i miss that boy belo very much .
Its like out of the sudden la :\
Another shitty feeling .
I guess this is it for today , nothing much happen , other than sneezing as my bed was fill with LOTS of tissue !

Ps : I'm not ready for school sia !

Ehy mat rep , mai rindu kamu la deeengs .

I wanna share this video to you guys , cos i find it very FUNNY !
Must watch :D

2009-06-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hello HUMANoid !

Yesterday was so great , that i wish the day wouldnt end .

I was on the phone with that boy belo all the way till wee hours ,

we've been talking about future & so on

hahaha , we had our names of for our " juniors"

we been talking lots of things , about his life and so on .

& the best things was , he never fail to make me laugh .

B , i don care who you are ,

I don care what people say about you ,

its who you are that makes me adore you (:

// EDITED .

I've cut my irritating long fringe as it was so LONG and messy .

The peeps feat lala came over & slack at my crib ,

We intended to study but we ended up having a movie screening .

" The exorcist "

Half the time me & lala was covering our eyes ,

& for god sake , ZAN was the most irritating .

If you plan to have a ghost movie screening ,

reminder ehy , DON ever bring HAMIZAN .

Oh YES !

That time when i shouted across the room that my brother will make his speciality

"roti prata hot dog "

the guys was like "YEAH" like anak-anak yang belum makan selama 10 HARI gitu !

HAHAHAHAHAHAH !

I wanna see how far you can go , leaving me here wondering .

2009-06-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

♥ Dont cry because its already over ,

but smile because it happened

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding
this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you
meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop
a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other
aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't
meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx

HEH ! Quite true aye .

Hmm , basically , i'm rotting at home , and have sham to accompany me .
Meeera's mum was discharge yesterday , thank god nothing happen (:

Anywaaaaaaaay , tomorrow meeera will be coming over to my house & we'll be doing holiday homework which was given to us since school holiday , HEH !
Care to join people ?

The new spelling of spam .

; STAMP !

Huahuahua

2009-06-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

♥ How much you meant to me .

I'm EXTREMLY tired from the training , so i wont be blogging much . & That silly boy is no where to be seen , grr .

Enta kemana la dier pergi . :\

I get to know that meera's mum was admitted in sgh ,
sigh , if her mum wont be discharge today , i'll be accompanying meeera tomorrow .

Hmm get well soon urh cik (:

Pop was uhm not bad , the pop was meant for sec 4 EXPRESS only , so the 4 NA felt left out gitu .
I nearly teared looking the video & remember the memories i had with my fellow team mates .
Aduhaaaaai , i'll miss you guys la , without you guys , our group wont be that much fun .

Picture ,

2009-06-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

GUYS !

go to this website & vote for extend holidays :DDDDDD

Forward to your friend & ask them to vote too k !

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

You guys scroll down and you'll see quick poll ,

then just vote k (:

2009-06-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

♥ You showed me something that i couldn't see ,

You opened my eyes and you made me believe

I'm suprebly tired & worried about that boy belo , so i wont elaborate my trip that much .

The outing i have been waiting for , gaaaah , sumpah i miss the cuzzy hell much ,
The wedding which held at tampines was not bad ,
& what a co-incidents , one of the helper which help out at kak ain wedding was there too ,
Its been the third time i meet him , but too bad , no conversation was taken place .
HEH , having our lunch there , my uncle bought me to east coast beach ,
just to search a toilet . HAH .
Ape lagi , mai amek kesempatan urh main air , & i swear the beach was pack with people .
SANE sini orang . woah pening .
Had our dinner at tekka
then our dessert was DURIAN near geylang ..
rabak pe , of all things , we ate DURIAN ,
But i didnt join in the dessert , since adik bikin hal ,
slow talk ngan dier skit ,
& i guess it our tour ended there .
Hari niy naik lorry tk best , tk de open air .
Macam duduk dalam kotak , PANAS maha PANAS nye .

&& HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all fathers out therre ,
especially my dad , whom have taught me the important of love .
♥ I love you dad , (:

LET THE PICTURE TALK :

All time favourite

HAHA , kite ngah blaja pout !

Our smiles with teeth , haha , mine is so HIDEOUS !

feeling feeling kt beach gitu .

The guys .

" Okey dee , we COMING SOON to tampines "

HUAAAAAAAAAAK !

2009-06-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

♥ Cherish the one you love .

Sham amazingly runs away from his tagging (again) & he'll have his court kes this 14 july .

Haiz duniaDunia , ape mau jadi daaaaah .

Meeting cuzzy's later on , ade ke patut lala nk gi sane pakai skirt .

Alamak thambichi , niy jemputan , bukan mini party .

Hmm , i'm just awake from my sleep ,

muke masai & badan masam & the house is still not clean Yet ,

hmm , so goodbye readers (:

2009-06-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

The chat i have with my dearest couzin ,

Fadhilah & her errors was so funny & its impossible for me to stop laughing

sumpah kekek ,

Its been since i have a goood laugh
enjoy reading :D

Swom , Kerang , Tergelap , Ida, Cambera , Nampu

2009-06-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

♥ I wonder if your words were true .

HOLLA !

I guess this is my third post for today :D
Lepak with the peeps just now .

Tak gerek sangat urh , next time mai invite lagi banyak orang , baru shiooook .

OHH LALA

Mai ngah hyper , sunday jumpe cuzzy , lorry trip .

YABEDABEDUUUUU !

k , stop , stare , GELEEEEEK :D

As promise (:

CAMERA have its own new spelling .

" CAMBERE "

- You know , i know , what people don't know ehy nurul :D

2009-06-19T14:56:00.000+08:00

Fight for love ,
-was recommend this song by meeera , & i guess the song was meaningful
especially the lyrics , you guys should listen to it (:

Well i guess i'm whole lot better now , thanks for the silly people who cheer me up .
MEERA , FADHILAH , SHAM (:
Anyway kn people , esok taufik batisha nk masuk meminang mai , fadhilah tk percaya sia !.
Korang percaya mai kn ?
HAHAHAHAHA , tk mo layan mai , mai dah mulai merepek dier .
HEH !

Mampat tu ape ?

" SOLID . "

Wahahahaha ,
the conversation my class had with one of our teacher trainee.

2009-06-19T13:42:00.000+08:00

♥ Fatigue

I got the most weirdest/scary/annoying dream ever ,
i dream about my ex , izzuan ,
Woke up with the most unpleasent mood ever , i suddenly became very irritated ,
I get 7 miss call from ffe , waaah , ape lagi , he is my first victim urh mai marah ,
I dont know why suddenly i became so agitated ,i felt like if anyone was to talk to me , memang sah mai macam nk cekik-cekik dorang aje.
GRRR , mood swing habis , online msn pulak ,
meeera dier yang mengamuk , ngan mai skali dier mengamuk , BAIK !
GERAM GERAM GERAM .

2009-06-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

♥ Insomnia

Hello Bello Wello Cello Mello .

Currently i'm rotting at home , parents working , lil brother berendam at Jurong swimming complex .
GEREK kepe .
& i'm alone at home , thank god there's sham to accompany me chat or i'll just die of boredom .
Sot urh , kepala mai pening dari semalam , macam nk hentak-hentak kepala niy kt dinding .Grrr.

Shake me ,

" OINK OINK "

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ,

-meeera , you know i know ,what others don't know :D

2009-06-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

10 RANDOM things about me (:
1.
The most sensitive part of my body , is my nose .
-one hard pinch on my nose can lead to flu for the rest of the day
2.
When i'm piss off with you and i said bye ,
-all i meant was for you to comfort me back (:
3.
My hair , is my everything , you mess my hair , you totally screw my mood .

4.
I Just hates it when people scream at me ,
- irritating tawuk . -.-

5.
I like to smile to myself when ever i receive a lovely msg from someone (:

6.
You wanna play horny with me , i'll just give you one tight slap .
7.
If i'm irritated by you , i'll just ignore you & blast my mp3 :D
8.
I hate those who looks for me if they are bored & espect me to entertain them .
-Macam cbong kn !
9.
I love to re-edit my blog over & over again ,
-even thought it still looks the same to you guys . HEH .
10.
I know at times i can my naggy , bear with me ,
-its just the behaviour i had since i was small ;D

2009-06-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

I guess i get the message already & i'll respect her decision .

I shall not bother him anymore & just lead my life .

I was so silly for putting myself in this state .

Maaf ye cik .

2009-06-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

♥ So much for love ehy . BULLSHIT !

I'm not in a good mood today , bbl kt msn ngan orang tuu , tapi bo layan .

Blog dier lagi important kn ?

Ahh , gasak urh .

-.-

2009-06-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

♥ The one that can love me for, who I am and so much more

My plans with yan was cancel last minutes since he have something on .
Grrr , chat ngan dier pulak macam berbual ngan tembok , fuuuuh , lagi darah up man .
& Last night i was waiting for his call till 2 am in the morning , in the end , NOTHING , no calls at all , thank god i have meeera to accompany , since she is waiting for her MOJOJO to call too .
In the end , we didnt even receieve any call and end our call at 2am , SEdih sia !

Anyway for those who are keen to know about the customize t-shirt which we bought for meeera's birthday ,
The price of the customize shirt ; $19.90 , you can choose to add the wording with additional $5 .
For my case , i edit meeera's photo myself & just get it print .
You also can choose to customize a mug which cost $19.90 or you prefer to customize a puzzle with your picture which cost $50++
The shop located at tampines mall , 4th floor #04-03.

Oh well thats all aye (:

2009-06-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

Mat rep kesayangan mai dh ader blog (:

Kalau free , visit la blog dier k

http://iwillrockyourday.blogspot.com/

2009-06-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

♥ Aku akan tetap bertahan ,andai cinta masih ada disisi .

GOOD AFTERNOON MY FAITHFUL READERS ,

heh ! its 4.11 pm in the afternoon ,

& i'm still in yesterdays tshirt , heee , mai bau masam ,

today is my lazy day , malas nk mandi gitu , hari niy ajee k ,

oh well today badak boy-boy aku nk gi chalet , hopefully you have fun there aites .

Hah , k la , mai nk off comp , nk wash up then jumpe ngan tuu kucing

nanti kalau lambat , kucing mengamuk jadi SHE-hulk

KWANG KWANG KWANG .

okeey . mai dh start merepek , nanti makin rabak lawak bodoh mai niy

HAH , k toodlesss ,

pssst ; esok mai jumpe yan la sey ^^

2009-06-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

♥ What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

Adoooi , jesse mccartney is such a hearthrob .

I get to chat with him
& somehow my blog song was one of his favourite song that somehow will remind him about me whenever he listen to it ;DDD
ADOOOOI , he read my post about him in my old blog & we had our talks ,
& my decision about giving him a chance were still there
i've learnt my lesson & i will stay true to you .
I promise yan (:

Basically , i'm rotting at home ,
meeera gi rumah mak cik dier , raffe ngah ngorok , efa confirm masih lom mandi ,
tak de orang mau teman mai bbl :(

2009-06-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

♥ Pujaan hatiku (:

Midnight call from [insert name here ] was unpredictable ,

i get his call around 1 am , sumpah i was smiling to myself while answering his call ,
its been since , i've get calls from him , rindu oi , chat kt facebook tk cukup tawuuuuk ,
he's been preserver with all my attitude , at least i should gave hym chance rite ;D
Heh ,
mai janji , i shall learn to trust him (:

Anywaaaaaay , after countless of time lecturing meeera , at last she gave in .
Coz you know why . Mai step bbl ngan dier yg mai useless la sume , buat muke sedih , at last dier give up jugak , hahakz !
Pandai kn mai ;D
& i've made a deal with her , well i'm doing all this all for her own good ,
i don benefit anything you see , i'm just doing this to a friend of mine who i've treat her like my own sister .
HEH .

Guys i wanna share one website http://minahspeak.livejournal.com/
sumpah kekek

2009-06-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

You guys MUST watch this ,
meera & me was laugh out loud for god sake !

// Mai dapat bbl ngan [insertnamehere] tadi (:
aduhaaaaai , rindu nye ngan tuu anak .
i miss you veryvery much , jade diri ye :(
-pujaan hatiku (:

2009-06-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

♥ Forever & always .

Yesterday outing was GEREK , sumpah gerek ,
wanna know more ?
go to meeera's blog and read up k , i'm too lazy to update about everything .
heh ! i knoe i'm piggy ,

Right now meeera's at my place , slack jap ,
eat , chat & gossip while blog hopping .
HEHE , once a while je pee , tak salah kn ^^
but the worst part , meeera & my lil bro team up to tease me .
with some of my msn friends , macam-macam bende dorang type .
kurang asam nyer kucing !

anyway guys , i'm grounded k ,
there wont be any more outing for me , due to my results ,
so yesterdays outing was my FIRSTS & my LAST , ;D

k la people . take care aite ;D

All time favourite .

donkey & badak boyboy tdo

kalau tak reti bahasa jugak , dorang cume K-A-W-A-N

zan said my picture is nicer without my face ,

heartbeat aku sentiasa .

MUKE ZAN -.- sungguh tk perlu , dh macam rapist .

anak-anak monyet terlepas kt east coast .

dorang macam budak-budak kn ?

2009-06-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

♥ Tak usah mempersendakan diriku .

Gosh , i forget to post a birthday wish this 3 sweetheart of mine .

hoho , yea their birthday falls on the same date 10 jun ,

Khalish , Syahdin && Meera (:

Happy belated birthday aites for the 3 of you ,

hopefully you'll guys will have a bright future a head ,

let go of the past , think ahead of the future ,

stand tall for the challenges up ahead , don give up aites ?

To syah & meeera , it takes time to forget about someone & it

takes time , so just let the memories fade slowly alright (:

To khalish , my fabulous classmate , stay bubbly always

pursue your dreams & i know you can make it ,

i wanna see you in sec 5 next year alright !

HOHO , like finally we've done with meera's birthday card & her present .

we start at 7 pm end it bt 11.30pm .

& i've accidentally cut my skin while cutting meeera's card and i've scaled my skin while cooking maggi , hahah silly me ;D

yeaaa , i'm glad we've finish eveything in time .

& tomorrow kite enjoy , meeeera sabo tetap sabo punyaa !

& People hereby i reveal , meeera's bdae present & meeera's bdae card ;D ;

2009-06-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

♥ Aku keliru dengan dirimu .

MEEERA , lagu untuk kamu (:

Tomorrow we'll still continue on our outing . Hopefully we'll have fun there (:

Anyway to my dearest meeera , dont bother about the comments made by other people , WE know who you were really are , the bad & good side of you , we are the one who has been there for you all this while , as for them , who are THEY to comment about you kn ?!

PEDULI KAN DORANG LA K (:

2009-06-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

thanks chai , i'll shall cherish this song aye .

2009-06-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

♥ Excuse me hottie , show me your moves & i'll shoe you mine :D

Yesterday night was on the phone with the 2 sweetheart of mine
& like FINALLY , meeera made a decision to move on .
We been chatting thru the phone till 3 am & meeera took the courage to contact jo once again , ever since she's with nabil , she didnt have a chance .
Sumpah dier happy gile bile dh bbl ngan jo , macam happy semacam gitu ^^
At least i'm glad that she learn to appriciate life once again then rather then she's crying for HIM while i dont think that guy appriciate her tears .
well million apology if i seems to harsh to guys this days , but thats how i see things rite ?
therefore its hard for me involve in relationships , take meeera as an example , yeayea i know not ALL guys are the same , but till now i don see ANY guy prove my words were wrong .
So how ? Jadi single all the way la ;D

&& you know what , semalam kn meeera confess something taw

"You guys are priceless & you guys are the best birthday present for me "

Terkejot kn ! HUAAAK ,
& now it seems that our friendship is as strong as last time ever since we had the presence of the OLD meeera back , WELCOME back aye girl ;D

GOD , i just cant wait for this thursday urh , kite enjoy urh !

Anywaaaaaay , adik mai ade blog ^^
www.zul-the-crazyboii.blogspot.com

hahahahahah , kalau free gi tag dier , i did the the layout for him & we make a deal , if he ever make his blog dead once AGAIN , i'm going to delete his blog ;D
OKEEEY brotheeeer !

2009-06-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

♥ The laughter that i've been craving for

HELLO wonderful delicate readers (:

Its been since the gps has been together & have quality time with each other ,

i guess today was the day that i've been waiting for ,

mira came by as she was stress out with her problem and the rest just tag along

Talk things out with her , i guess she is still the same sturborn girl that i've known aye ,

hmm but i cant blame her , 1 year of memories , how could it be possible for someone to forget everything in a day rite ?

haiz , tak apa mira , be strong aites hunny & for godsake , STOP READING his messages everynight before you go to bed la syg oi , it wont help you in the process of MOVING ON .

ADUHAAAI , kesian aku tengok kawan aku sorang niy .

I swear we had a great laughter & we blaber so much nonsense just to get meeera entertain & forget about all her problems , at least for awhile .

& there was once , zan piggyback meera , ffe piggyback efa , while my brother piggyback me .

and we race from the pondok till my house staircase , sumpah kecoh . HAHAHA !

lepas tuu meeera pasrah sorang-sorang kt tangga , then suddenly she hug me , tros meraung , haiz , i don mind my shirt to be the place for her to shed her tears , but i just cant see she in that much pain . haiz ,

& while meeera was in tears the 2 clowns was dancing to keep meera entertain , macam-macam style dorang jogek , lawak urh tuu dua budak , hmm at least they were trying there best even though they made a fool of themself just to get meeera smile again (:

I swear i was having so much laughter today , ohh guys , i miss you la !

My everything ;

// the Gps will be celebrating our dearest meeera birthday at Ecp this thursday , as we'll have mini picnic there (:

Meera & ffe will be incharge with the food .

Meanwhile zan & efa will be incharge with the snacks ,

As for me i'll be incharge with the drinks .

As for the cakes , will buy it on the same day .

Confirm kite orang macam anak sesat dengan barang-barang niy sume . huaaaaak .

Hopefully that day would be a BLAST has its has been for my birthday , anyway GUYS, remember to bring extra shirt aye , SABO mesti sabo punyaaaa !^^

k la guys , STAY tune till thursday aites ;D

2009-06-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

Well hello DARLINGS (:
I didnt blog for almost 2 days , since i was busy with kak ain's wedding preperation ,
overNight at her house you see & i swear i was dead tired , its either entertaining the nephew/niece's or helping out with the cerermony & stuff ,
Friday night was WORST , guest just keep on coming & the aunty was so busy handling the guest , so who is going to do the job ?
ME . Sorang pulak tuu , rabaak kn ?
msg-ing apit , co-incident he lives nearby my aunts blog , he wants to meet me up , but i was busy so i cancel the plan , Check-check , He saw me from far .
Ader dier ckp mai pendek -.- GRRR .
apit nampak mai , mai tk nampak apit .
then as i was helping out the dishes , i wanted to get the cups from the kendarat counter ,
mai malu la , since they were ALL guys & i'm the only GIRL there , so asked mummy to teman me ,
Ader dier bilang ngan kendarat sume
" hmm kau tengok la anak cik niy , nak amik cawan pn dier takut . "
RABAK KN !
From there onwards i was being tease by the guys there .
" Nk amek cawan tk ? " " Pinggan tk ? " "Aik jalan cepat nampak "
isk ! there was once where i've place the plates on the sink , one of them asked for food , i didnt even reply them ,
But in the end i bought a plateful of food for them , tros senyum mcm kerang busuk !
all they can said was "TERIME KASIH ye "
Dh gitu , nk air pulak . Tak pasaaaal , mai sentiasa okey go nyer .

Saturday morning , kak ain nikah at masjid sultan , I swear she look effing preettaaaaay ~
Then went home help out with the wedding ceremony , one of the kendarat shout across ,
" aik , macam pernah nampak ehy , lawa la dieeer "
HAHAHAHA , mai nk terGELAK tros . Memang dasar buta .
I was VERY disappointed lala didnt attend the wedding .
{ amek niy bace ! }
Over all , tiring gile babe , balik cari bantal , tros landing ~

Sunday , went to the bride's place & just enjoy the food there . ;D

& As i reach home , i went to mira's blog & read her recent post , sumpah i was shocked .
she & nabil dh break ? aiyoooo .
I guess thats the best for all of them aiy ?
Mira have gone thru alot , of all her sacrifises for nabil i think she need a break afterall,
& to whoever wants nabil for now , GOOD LUCK EHY KORANG !
thanks for being the "mrs third party" , skg dier orang dh break . korang amek nabil gi amek, bey simpan dalam peti k , jage tuu nabil baik-baik , tpi korang ingat ,
WHAT GOES AROUND COME AROUND .
macam la dunia niy Kekurangan lelaki , yang dh attached jugak korang nk -.-
Kalau korang terasa post niy untuk kau , SEMEMANG patut pn .
-.-
Aku berhak nk kata apa-apa yg aku nak ataupun masuk campur, sebab meeera tuu KAWAN aku , aku dh anggap dier mcm adik pn , so what ever happen to her , aku pn effect k !

hmm , lets just forget the matter & we look at the photo aites !

ALL TIME FAVOURITE ^^

THE couzins , BESAAR kn family niy ?!

Lawa kn makcik aku niy ~

Niy anak sedara aku yg paling comeeel , name dier ni Niysha
Nama gelara, wikwik ,HAHAH kiut kn ?!

Ayah mai nk berangan duduk kt pelamin lagi , tapi pengantin perempuannya manaa ?!

KECOH KECOH !

2009-06-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

♥ Macam-macam jenis lelaki ade di dunia .

Just wanna share this song to you guys , sungguh sedap ;D

" Bile dh cinta tu ,
sumenye indah ,
yang buta ley jadi celik ,
yang pekak boley mendengar ,
yang bisu boleh bicara "

A quoto from efa & i found it somehow true aye .
the peeps spent their time doing on "meeeera project" from 6 till 11 am .
Overall , we are only 1/3 of the project .
GRR , monday continue , HEH .

Had a tiff with wan just now ,
naik benci pn adeee ~
grrr , tros mood hilang .

I gather up all my courage & tell whatever's in my heart ;

2009-06-04T14:11:00.000+08:00

♥ Jatuh hati ?

Hello WORLD (:

At last abg fierce tu online , happy sungguh !

Tomorrow one of my aunt is getting married , hoho .

Will be rewang there , tpi yg sedih dier , i'm not close with my mum's second side ,

okeey , my mum have to 2 side of family , one of them was the family who adopt her , at the same time they accept my mum like one of their own .

& the others is HER own family .

& mostly , all my couzin is off age tawu , nk ajak " lepak " pn dh tk reti .

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah , harap kn ffe & mira je la teman mai sms ~

okeeey , post dh makin mepek you know why ?

sebab mai masih bau bacen , belum mandi dari tadi , malaaaas
*giggle* lagi pn , bukan nyer nk gi maner-maner kn (:

anyway , cuzzy aku fadhilah , i've read your recent post ,
tentang nurais kamu tuu , i'll do something that you'll be really surprise .
heh , you'll just wait alright cuzzy , i don wanna see you in tears anymore , ada pahaam ?

2009-06-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

♥ I miss you , biler nk online ?.

Today is 4th june & its my sweetheart birthday todaaay (:

Valerie ,

HAPPY 16TH birthday sweetheart , may you are bless with happiness around you .

May you have the most joyful life ahead & dearest hopefully you'll find someone who learn to cherish you .

I love you babe , once again happy 16th birthday from the 5 of us .

- Mai , Meeera , Efa , Raffe & Zan

As i've told you guys , i meet ffe & efa at amk popular to get all the material's for mira's card & other preperation , take our own sweet time to choose the material check-check the staff told us its closing time , Kanchiong Tros, amek barang sume last minute .
Haha ! YOU should have see ffe face when he is stress up , berpeluh rabaaak , tros muke blank !
HAH !

Reach my place & i cook them maggi , since they didnt have a proper dinner ,
ffe cakap je tk nak , skali habis satu pinggan , HAHAHAA .
ffe sedut asap , while the girls cam whore jap .
bbl nye bbl , satu bende pn tk jalan & we didnt even do a single thing .
Buang mase je kn ? aiyo , ffe plan to come over again tomorrow as to finish up the whole thing .
Seriously ehy , tuu mat , kecoh urh !
As decide , 12 june we'll be celebrating mira's bday at east coast beach , tapi lom confirm (:

Gambar tertinggal semalam .

Niy anak Ithnin

Niy anak Yet

Niy anak Syed abdul rahman

2009-06-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

♥ Kau lelaki yang terhebat

Yang pernah singgah di hatiku

SUUUUUUUUP PEOPLE !

Didnt attend lsp , coz i tend to snuggle in my bed rather than going to school ,

Ikut kn mood holiday gituuu ,

sorry ehy efa , AKU paitao kau . heh !

ffe & efa off to tamp to buy mira's presents ,

but sorry people , the present cant be reveal yet ,

wait till 10 june aites ,

patience people patienceee ~

♥ To my dearest bby girl ;

i'll make sure this year will be the most memorable birthday you'll ever had since 16 years ;D

We love you lurh ehy our one & only MEEERA KUCING !

Ffe & efa will be coming over to my house , to prepare mira's items for her birthday .

Confirm kecoh nye laa , ader niy 2 badut ,

& for god sake , my house is in a mess ,

i need to clean my place & even wash up ,

HEH , k la people , toodles ~

& I wanna share something with you guys ,

I get this application from fatihah's blog originated from facebook

, & somehow its true la , so guys , do try it .

As to kill time , i try out the peeps birthday & this is what i get ;

MINE :

"You are sensitve to changes around you ,"

like as always , the peeps would know that .

MEEERA ;

"You are very capable , "

SERIOUSLY she is , sometimes ley jadi makcik , mak & overall nenek yg suke berleteh pn boleeey , VEEEERY capable , HAHA !

RAFFE ;

" Your weak point is your BAD TEMPER , "

btol siaaa !

EFA ;

" You are unpredictable & hardly complete what you started , which sometimes create negative impact to people around you ."

Taw tk pe , gi blaja senyum lebih kt orang .

2009-06-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hello SAYAAAAANG (:

i was dead tired , camping was so-so .

mostly sec 2's was there & for the snco , me & muru was the oldest , yang lain sec 3 .

Rabak ?

But overall , tiring lurh .

Today's dental appt was all last minute , meet ffe then off to toy-r-us ,

hunting mira's present , then efa join us .

Round around novena , nothing attract our eyes so off to tamp ,

We've been from one mall & another just to find mira's present ,

kaki mau putus babe !

At last found something & i shall kept it as a surprise till mira's birthday aites ;D.

OKEY , take care hunn

2009-06-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

I'M DEAD TIRED ,I'VE STRAIN MY LEG .

esok je update k hunny .

K gelek !

&& miraaaa , sape nk gi jogging sia esok , aku nk pengsan niy kau pakse aku gi jogging .

SAMPAI Hati ehy kau ;(

anyway mira ,aku dh cukup gelap , tk ya aku nk susah-susah kn diri aku untuk GELAP kn kulit aku niy .

thank you .

2009-05-31T00:33:00.000+08:00

I guess this will be the last post for today .
Few more hours & i'm off to camp .
take care people ehy & my kawan msn mai , i'll miss you guys (:

Just wanna share this wonderful song to you guys .
Ffe & zan was the first one which introduce this song to me as they were keep on singing this song over and over again , which i find it VERYVERY annoying .
Skali tros attracted to the song as i find it very meaningful (:
Lentok abis urh niy lagu , fuuuh !

2009-05-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

♥ One in a million

Cemekom people !

Tommorrow morning i'll off to changi campsite , i've to reach school by 6.30 am .

Rabaaak pe ?

Pagi-pagi bute dh kena sampai sekolah , obviously i need a goood rest today .

No midnight conversation thru the phone alright hunn (:

nanti suruh je ffe teman kaaau ;D

&& mai belum pack barang camp lagi !!

haha , pdahal camp baru 2 hari 1 malam .

Kecoh urh mai !

So people , who ever wanaa reach me tommorow &

has my no. just beep me aites , i'll get back to you asap .

Yang tk ada tuu , tunggu mai online je la next day .

;DDD

K geleeek !

2009-05-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

third post for the day , i was on the phone with this two sweetheart of mine .
Seriously bbl ngan dorang perut ley pecaah !
But i wasnt in the mood , don know why .
Maaaf sesangat ehy korang . but i just don feeling like talking , hati ngan berkecelaru .
But million thanks to them , hati tersentuh when they try their very best to cheer me up .
Macam-macam suara dorang buat , macam-macam lagu dorang nyayi just to get my mood back .
once again thank you ye kamu berdua , sayang korang banyaak-banyak !

2009-05-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

♥ New beginning .

I wanted to forget all the memories i had last time .

Therefore i creat a new link .

All the memories i had is still in my link

; http://www.maizurah93.blogspot.com/

&
http://www.maigile.blogspot.com/

but let this be a new fresh start for me .

no more sadness okeey mai .

Kena happy-happy selalu , k gelek !

2009-05-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

♥ all new

4 years of friendship

heyy earthlings ^^ ,

mind me for not updating yesteday , i was sleeping like a pig .

from 5 pm till 12 am , and from there on i've insomnia .

tak taw asal semalam ley penat sesangat .

& yesterday , i was so lonely in class , kawan manje aku sorang niy tk datang sekolah .

alasan ; BANGUN TERLAMBAT .

Sedih , duduk dalam class baju buku sampai habis & the attendance in class in only 15 people .

GEREK KEPAA ~

Harapkn sanjey je teman kn mai , dengar lagu ngan dier .

Then yesterday , slack with mira at amk , while i search for my novels .

& Mira was so keen with her ice cream recipies , has to kill boredom , i search for babies name .

Kekek urh ngan mira , kite dua dh plan , nanti nk nama kn anak ppn dier quiteysha , as for me quitesha .

hahahahaha , Mira Mira .

We came across this page name nabil , tros tuu minah senyum lebar-lebar .

haiz , meeera , meeeera . (:

Mrs yang pass me my report slip , i was so disappointed with my results , don even wish to mention how "well" i score for my mid year . -.-"

As for adik , he did really well , mum & dad compare me & adik results .

Haiz hati sakiiit oii , but adik deserve the compliment anyway .

I'm going to work hard for n level & I'M SERIOUS !

Even though i wanted take up courses in ite , i must at least obtain reasonable marks rite ?

ohOH , hairil will be going to melaka for his holiday , take care ehy buddy , hopefully you'll enjoy your trip there .

As for Nurul Jannah & Hairul , not forgeting those whos going to take their o level during their holidays , GOOD LUCK K , try your very best and get in the poly of your choice , singapore bleeey ;P

; Hairul ,

thanks for all the motivating me when i given up at my art , padahal kite baru je kenal , you've share all your studies techni with me , those reminders you've given me not to lose hope and all .

& truly i appriciate all your kindess you've given me , susah tawu nk dapat kawan yg ikhlas macam kamu .

semengnye mai tk dapat balas balik kebaikan kamu , but i shall pray for you succes and get to the poly that you wanted . Amin .

; Nurul jannah

cuzzy ! jangan sedihsedih la , niy baru mid year , i'm sure you are capable of obtaining good results . Tk usah menangis lagi , tukar tangisan tu jadi sesuatu yang ley motivate kamu untuk belajar , percaya la diri sendiri , as for your mum , no worries , she'll understand your situation , its just that you have to work hard for the results that you want .

" bersusah-susah dahulu , bersenang-senang kemudian "

work hard now & you can have a brighter future ahead , dh sudah , jangan sedih-sedih lagi k cuzzy . sayang kamu (:

" kalau jatuh bangun sendiri "

hairul has once told me that before , in a sacrastic way , but i take it as a motivation .

its very meaningful indeed , remember , when you are at your worst , pick yourself up & start all over again till you get what you want .

that applies to you too nurul jannah .

&& last but not least , i'll not be online on sunday , since i have camp till monday .

i'll facilitate at ncdcc came at changi ,

ley lepas kn stress & for once enjoy myself , alone .

confirm group mai kecoh nyer urh , dapat instructor kecoh macam mai ;DDDD

2009-05-28T00:08:00.001+08:00

Sumpah mai cair if i'm treated like that , ADUUUHAAAAAI .