heys..I didnt come school today lurh..veri sian also..at 9++ shakila call..bathe decide a clothes to wear on goo..meet her @ library.buy chocolate waffle as breakfast so we on our way to BEACH road =D...go there no bad walk walk walk..talk TALK TALK..then we hope we can lose our weight by walkinq..we also cant wait fer month of fast..can lose weight =D..buy our stuff went down to coffe shop buy soup tulang fer mum..and off we go went home =D.. so yeah today tirinq day.. =D
haiz today u nvr sms me..are you ok anot..u having a real high fever izzit..nothin bad has happen to you rite..can don make me so worry can..i always think of you boii
just now got trainiq fer camp craft..so yeah..i did badly..do all the camp craft all..then ms fauziah saw the vandalism table ..then she ask us to stay back..then we stay back she ask whet we gonna do..either we tell who did it or do smt else..we don wan sabo so we were tinkinq ob huyinq paint with our money and paint it back..she a ggre ..each of us must pay $5..so ywah..i ask ms fauziah since its our money we want the table lurh..don wan let anione use except our class..may b we should brinq it to our next level tats is sec 3..she agree with that too =D..lol so tmr i goinq beach road buyinq camp stuff..exam n pulau ubin camp is cominq..OMG~~~!!!
i love you and no one else in my mind ...i gonna make u happy in anyway..i promise u THAT..
todae was borinq did film makinq intestinq at the first part but borinq when its at the end..ffe todae bad mood n restless donno why..may b he got problem in his head or sick =(...get well soon =D..then play badminton fer a while..veri sian lurh todae..thinkinq what happen to hym all..haizz..i no mood liow
i love u till the end..i shall nvr give up..if its happen.I ALWAYS LOVE YOU
now in school usinq the computer lap..i m slackinq..wooits..haha my class childish lurh the guys play game in class..haiz they haven matured cannot blame..i also haven matured mar..i was thinkinq..will our class still stay the same till sec 3 to 4 or may b 5...i've been with this class fer 2 years..we've been through the same punishment evey single day..yes they are naughty..but deep down in them they can be a realli kind in the heart...they are not naughty may b too energytic =D...wooits
*i admit that i cant get u off my head..i jus gonna wait till the day...may b its impossible..u also noe the reason why i nvr go fer other guys ~_*..
ILY <3
haiz..i hope ffe is relax now..not thinkinq abt the match and abt the monkey...haha today never com school coz my body all tired..weak lurh..hehe..SO yeah...sleep till wat time..haha =D..i have thought it over and over..i cant gey u off my head..i just gonna let u b..if i cant forget ant you why must i force myself..even thought i knew more n more hurtful stuff i gonna let it be like tat..u just have to stay like tat be the person i knew and never change..i just gonna let things go with the flow..never stay away frm me..coz i noe one thing i ALWAYS love you boii =D
haha..TOADAE was fun..stay back in school..then play badminton..shamine was actually pissed off by me ar..hehe sorry gurl..so yeah..i have flu all still play =D..thne practice like mad no need eat lunch all..ahh choo here and there..then i practise with haidir,rash,ffe shakila,odelia,siti,jasly n miira... then the tournament start withi playinq with the sec ones i lose 3-11 badly done..I NOOB MAR..so yeah..tired play the whole day..MY WHOLE BODY PAIN CANN..gonna rest..haha if like tat everyday sure i lose weight..haha
no point waitinq fer u alr...its just hurt over hurt...no point waitinq while u have her on ur mind...i m just speechless...i try over n over again forgettin u but i cant..seperti peribahasa melayu.."TIDAK GUNA BERTEPUK SEBELAH TANGAN"
Tak Bisakah kau menungguku
Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku
Menemani dalam hidupku
TODAY was a busy day lurh..go yew tee all..then come back home go weddinq place..sms my buddy rash..he told me few things that was sweet.. =D...lol ..me n raffe will b at his service 24*7...we help hym in anythinq...but i gonna help more...felt guilty marr..so yeah..
yeah..YESTERDAY was the horrible things has happen...rash hit his head on the pole n got baluku...haiz..i felt guilty lurh..then we faster go poly all...and tralalals..cannot tell all lurh..heh =D.
SO YEAH INCIDENT AFTER INCIDENT MAKES ME and ffe close as frens..feelinq betta lurh..=)..HMM..haiz..exam cominq still nvr study..then got dance all so yeah...lyfe gettinq betta now..just happy as last tyme..
gonna list ppl that i appriciate:
RAFFE
SHAKILA
SHAMINE
SHARIFAH
SITI
ODELIA
HAIDIR
VALERIE
CARMEN
RASYIDI
yesh TODAE was haidir birthdae..DID gave hym birthday bash but i tink not pain lurh..tmr celbrate his birthday..so yeah..hha..then watch the sham group dance haha..then go out side laugh until like hell haha..so yeah.. =D{*sometime i wanted to fer get u but i just cant lurh..i make up my mind..thinkinq tat i will wait fer u..till the time end..i jus wiish the time jus stop ...*}
HAHA so yeah went out to my couzin house then lepak2 all..take photo..haha..ok lurh quite fun lurh today =D
haha yeah yesterdae was BLOODY fun lurh..go there 4++ then wait there..then we walk2 skali
then go marina mall..alort of mat mat..we walk walk walk..then sit fer awhile eat at kfc our perut EMPTY LURH..grublinq wahaha
saw imran ajamain sharifah was like "eh mai imran ajamain" then i say "where"
he go mimc me with the "where" haiz =_+...
lolhe was friendly and say hi too us..kila n mee too shock until tk dpt amek gmb..walau suay...haiz,,then sharil a ncdcc cadet wear the same strip shirt as me lurh +_= then efa n kila were disturbinq me..sit there wait and wait..then sir rusli n the sons came..the younger one was the norty one lurh bully me..he primary one lurh
haha nvm nvm i don mind he is kiut aniway..then we sit down go prank call raffe. but he like "malas nk layan type" he dn care us lorh..haha..fireworks stars and we go wawawee
HE ALR xplain everythinq..convince..haiz.but then..nvm..i jus confuse with things around me
aiya budak..kau nk maki aku maki ar..mcm aku tk der mulut nk maki kau balik...babi..kau jgn act ok..bloq aku aku punye pasal ar nk letak aper ku nk..ape kau susah ..aku pakai name mak kau ke tk kan..tk per ar..tk suke sua..aku masih ader sms dari haidir lurh bodoh..haiz..kesian nyer kau..nk mepek ngan aku tk tau mepek..kau baik diam sua..jgn datang bloq aku.tk happy BERAMBOS..i don need u also =D..
translation..lol
later then i x plain to u guys =D
haha..YEAP.. i realli onto hym..tralalalas..nothin can change the fact..no point keepinq secret..he will slid away..lol.DANIEL.. u have no chance ok..i m so into hym..too bad..tralalals..i love hym..bluek
HEYs..YEAP. faris is a nice guy u noe..THX BOII =D..FERAF ALSO
haha..
at home nothin to do lurh...go wedding place walk2 until like hell we stop at the wrong place..haiz..veri sian lorh buai =D
HEY hunns todae my mum use the comp non stop lurh watch hikmah..see who online skali ffe online..but cannot chat sobss..then now i online he at novena..walau..wooits i got new gurl fren liow lurh.. VALERIE..tralalalas.hha =D TAKE CARE PPL
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haha so todae was freakin fun..wake up 9am..cant wait till 12 lurh..so bathe all kept changinq clothes see which is the best..thinkinq that ffe would nt come coz i meant he went out NNON-STOP yesterdae but it wasnt true he came..so i come see no one.but valerie sms daniel is there..so i dn care lurh..i go play basketball alone..suddenly daniel come with rash..and daniel wear the same colur shirt as me =_=...bt i still play alone..daniel nt good at basketball lur =P. then ffe came with my darlink =D.. SO YEAH.watch me play basketball..lol i noob lurh..then valerie n carmen came..then carmen daniel play i sit down watch my leg gt blisters..so then ffe join in lurh teach them how to play...so haha..yeap he is good...then see the badminton court close went to another one..then i walk bare footed went to swinq play WITH THE GURLS.. guys follow..then the badminton place open go in..then must book..go back to the second court..then stay there fer awhile..then the badminton court open..then go back in..then the aunty sae must book..haiz..so i watch ffe hp video all n pics..lol..then ran with his hp..then send his photo to carmen then to me..he don allow me to send his pics.lol ..i still send lurh BLUEK..haha..so yeap..siow2 todae...then go swinq alone..shiok lurh..so haidir n his bro..i was like omq wat he doin here..then carmen came with valerie..i go bck to badminton court.raffe pro lurh...play fer awhile..mum call go home =D..TRALALALALs
ENCIK AGAYLE
nvr seen hym without a smile on his face..given us the reserve that nvr lose hope word...some more mam noraini fathers...he was like our father over there given us support that always build up our strength..=D we will miss u sir .WITHOUT TIS SIR WE DON EVEN HAVE DRILLS TO FOLLOW ALL will b choas..~!!SIR AFFAN N MAM SAKINAH
he n she was the one "who play can play but when tyme fer serious u ought to be serious"..nvr fails to smile...nvr fail to make us smile..we will always miss the both of u..U EVEN LOOK likes couple hehe JOKIN =Dthey were the most important ppl lurh..without them no NDP ..ENCIK SAMSUDIN N SIR JUMAHAT
encik samsudin is the wat ar ferget lurh..hmmwitout hym i dn even think they will b contigent..
n encuk jumahat...he cool type of guy whick jokes all all humours..
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YEAH SO IT ALL I CAN SAEhaha..jus now just come bck frm marina..haiz alort off ppl cry lurh...but i cant cry..i try force but still cannot..lol raffe went pulau ubin...family outinq..how lucky he was can..then went near marina bay n jam fer 2 hours poor thinq =(..HAHA..so i kept the umbrella fer memories..n memories are supposed to be kept in ur mind =D..so there..muru fone lost haiz..then i snap alort of pics with sir all..n hear 4 sk0ol frm the north gonna combined fer campinq..think so?hmm..but todae just fun lurh..sir talk all like gonna cry..i sure miss them one..hey but singapore is a small city no matter how far u run u sure will bump to the same person kn?so yeah..haiz..marina bay fire works jus nice..our 6 months of traininq paid off yeah...guy frm ncdcc contigent fer marina bay u jus did a GREAT JOB.. =D
hang out with the peepos..no fun la without raffe no fun lurh..
some more no mood witout hym.but at least he got sms me lallaa..
haiz..next tyme we play badminton together kaes..or even watch movie with ur gang..haiz...next tyme come la..we all veri borin leh without u raffe haidir sae u r their main POWER.lalalaHAHA..U over there more merrier....alort of jokes one ..=D.
haiz..todae veri sian~!!
ello..haha..my lyfe gettinq better each dae when he is around n with me =D..lala..its just gettinq better..tmr go watch movie with the mat bikerz WITHOUT raffe..not happening man without hym..lurh..but he promise me to msg none stop...boii u promise alr ar..if nt u kena .lalalal=D
tadi lepak ngan mat bikerz..fun la..tapi always haidir mepek nyer..n i noe who rasyidi likes.rash mampos kau..u disturb me..i make sure i spread to the world who u like ar.lalalal...hmm..life gettin better...no more love la.[TINK SO]..but surely nt hym..where he kept remind me abt frenship..so frenship we will b..bestio fren man lalalahmm 3 post in one dae ar nt bad maii
ok la..dh pnat main kejar =D..ignore my recent post sumer.mepek .jiwang la beb=D..LALALA.niwae eh boii..nk kwn pn tk leh...nk benci tk leh...nk stead tk leh
lalalal
tk baik seh
i wanna to ferget all the memory la..
we b bestio fren like last time ar..
i noe la u still like her .WAT TO DO ..hahah i m happy fer u..
seriouly la...REALLI.
tk mmo main pakse2 ..=D..
u happy i happy..
lalalala..
hehehe.
kiter kwn ehk
pls ar..=D..
SINCERLY...btol..jujur la.
n unblock me frm ur msn..
if not.
tmr u kena,,bluek
nama mu diukir di hati ku dan tidak dpt di padam kn..setiap mlm mata in tidak dpt terlena kerna mmemikirkan mu.hati ini sungguh pilu melihat kau dengan nya ia targuris.setiap kali ku ingin kau dkat dengan ku,kau menjadi semakin jauh syg,kerna kata kata ku yang membuat mu tersinggung dn luka..maaf kan aku syg..pergi la dangan nya mungkin dia dpt membuat mu gambira..di mana aku akan selalu menunggu mu hingga kau dpt terima ku..walaupun kau tidak dpt ku miliki aku hanya ingin luah kan perasaan ku .hAti ini selalu merinduimu"kini baru ku sedari selama ini kau ku sayangi andai itu bukan hakiktanya mengapa rindu yang ku rasa"
apa kamu fikir dengan tidak cakap dn sms aku ..ini dpt memulih kan hati aku....malah ia lebih terluka..samapai bila harus kau pergi jauh dari ku...hati inin sudah tidak tertahan sebak.hati ini tidak dpt melupakan mu...jikalau aku melupakan mu ia menjadi kesalahan yg besar yg pernah ku buat di dunia.masih ingat kah kamu bila aku meminjam "jacket" kamu...ia memberi ku semangat untuk menempuh masalah yang ada..walaupun utk seketika..ingat kah kamu apabila kau memberi ku senyuman mu.ia memberi ku ketenaqang yg tidak terhingga dn aku berasa aku selalu dekat dgn mu...tapi skg kau berada did epan ku tapi ku rasa kau berada jauh2 dari mu..aku ingin kau bersama ku lagi..seperti dulu..ku ingin kau yang dulu..jika aku mendapat mu tidak akan ku lepas kn mu.itulah ku minta selama ini tiada yang lain...
AKU CINTA KAMU
*[maiiffe]*
HHA..shld nt thinkinq abt hym la..two gurls fer one boii..i would nt get a chance..hell yeah..haha..even she is ur dear..HAHA...nah..i nt gonna stop ur relationship with her..let u b with her..its hard to ferget first love can..nvm..i gonna silently leave u..just happy u decide which u shld take..n ur decicion is her..jus good luck ..who am i to b in the postion of her rite..u cant even ferget abt her..haha.i tink the spammer tat had spam me before was true..thx man spammer ur spam make me realise..i shld actually realise frm last tyme nt now..how stoopid cn i be..MIRAu dn have to feel bad gurl..i m the bitch her..snatchinq u awy frm hym..aku memang tk sajak pn dpt kn dier gurl..i m realli sorri.. aku cube utk jauh kn diri aku dari dier kaes..but nvr do the same mistake as u do last tyme..he realli love u la gurl..he make the BIGGEST MISTAKE by stead ngan aku..agak nyer dier sakit hati ngan kau tk..JUS NVR FERGET ALL THE THINGS HE DONE TO U TAW =D
AIYA..everytyme see u in sk0ol heart ache la..u cn dissappear anort..here ppl tok abt u n her even worse la..u just tell me to sho off or being to me can..so i cn hate u...walau..u do black magic on me izzit die2 i must see u one..i ask u to go..u realli have to go?i ask u dn care me ..u realli do it +_+lalala..todae got the ndp thingy n dance floor..plant to cabut the ndp but then mam saw me =_+..hmm..then the cher lets us go quikly go see the dance floor onli few grps la.+_+..hha..he went of..like tat...haiz..then ashwini n salwa fight aiyo..lalalala
if onli u hold me tight n nvr let go...but its all in the past now..miss u every now n then...i try n ferget abt u..insya allah..hha...lalal..
todae veri sian la..hang out after sk0ol do nth..then come bck gt workshop then senior sae we stay bck fer the japan thigy walau..but i good gurl stay bck..do till 5+ go home cry =D/then comp after tat sleep
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