♥When life's problems seem overwhelming, look around and
see what other people are coping with.
You may consider yourself fortunate.
Didn't went to school today , use that time to accompany mum to shop sweet goodies for the orphan's tomorrow .
I swear it was really tiring , wraping all the goodies , body was aching ,
but i guess i'm doing all this for a good deed (:
I'm excited on how the events gonna be like ,
its been years that i've waiting for to meet the orphans and get to know their life .
& insya allah , if god's willing i'll take up to be a volunteer there (:
I just want to touch somebody's life and re assure them that there are actually someone out there who still cares about them .
♥ Rather than facing all the problems i had in life ,
its better to step in someone life and make a change rite ?
Tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me , aunty marriage in the afternoon ,
and the kenduri at night , hopefully i wont be exhausted :\
I've receive a virus yesterday in my email , its been sent to me as " Fotos 27/06. "
And i click on it , silly me .
Then the next day i have to reboot my computer since my computer crash , sedihh .
So guys , if you every receive any email about any photo ,
help yourself by not clicking on it , unless you wanna your computer to be crash like mine .
Thank you (:
OHH & i got to find out that MY dearest friend , hamizan is currently reading my blog .
*Waving*HI zaaan
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥You never appriciate with what you have until it's gone .
Today waaaaas extremly wonderful (:
School was as per normal , national this year sungguh merepek -.-
We have to wear our own red t-shirt with Skirt/Pe shorts .
Hamizan requested to visits ffe's mum at Kk hospital , so we agree & went straight to kkh with our school uniform ,
Bought ballon for ffe's mum then pay her a visit ,
i swear Kk hospital is very LECEH , you have to take in temperature , than only 2 person can visit his mum , bla bla and so on , but we manage to sneak in ^^ .
Ffe's mum was helplessly at the bed , looking at her made me tear up a lil .
Cam whore with the peeps and talk alot of shits , to cheer ffe a lil .
Had lunch there thanks to ffe's sista , slack for awhile than home sweet home :D
Ffe has been smiling always but i know beneath those smile is the sorrows that he's been hiding .
& My dearest friend , even though i cant be with you 24/7 , but rest assure i'll do anything to make you smile again , i know you are stronger than this , you've been thru even worst than this , but you manage to pick yourself up rite ?
♥ I believe you in you Raffe (:
Photos of the day ,
Mind our jakun with the mask ;D
MEEERA rabaaak kn . HAHAHA !
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
♥ The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever .
Our chinese "Boyfriend" . Hehe . Dee jangan marah uhh ^^
Well hello there (: Didnt updated my blog recently due to , uhm , nothing to blog . Currently at home now , taking care of sick bro . Sebenarnya mai pn amek chance nk ponteng sekolah . hehehe !
Uhm got to know meeera too didnt attend school , as for ffe , he has his reason . & Ffe , hopefully today operation will be a success and nothing will happen to your mum . I promise you i'll visit here when the peeps have free time .
School was great , especially Art , Since Aidil , zul , efa & i drop art , we slack at library & gossip , I swear the 2 guys gossip worst than the girls do :D What we gossip about , for us to know , untuk kamu cari taw :D & i've became their New Assistance in writing their letters to their brothers kt dalam . Kalau bley aku jugak jadi postmen dorang , macikeneneh tol ! Yesterday slack for awhile watching 4N2 & 4N3 basketball match in the New sports hall . Cool uh , wanted to stay longer but hmm , paham-paham la mak aku niy kn .:D
Balik rumah perang dunia kedua dengan mak , badan tros bruises , kaki tangan sume luka . Haha , Cat fight ngan mak , JAHAT uh aku niy . Mak , ampun , beribu-ribu ampun , kakak taw kakak banyak dosa :(
I guess till here i've rant about myself , adik kt sebelah tengah berdengkur , ehemehem ; Get well soon adikKU :D
♥ Dee pn tak gi sekolah , demam . Jangan lupe makan ubat , jangan asyik main psp je :p & get well soon LOVE
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Meet two lovely babys just now ,
back from Nuh , my aunt was admitted .
Lala is getting more beutiful , nurul is much more stronger than it seems .
I'm being such a useless friend .
& thats all for today .
Singapore lost to Liverpool .
5-0
pathetic -.-
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Get well soon to ,
Meeera ,
Fadhilah ,
Nurul ,
& specially to raffe's mum (:
&& to Meeera dearest , be strong aite ,
I'll always be by yourside , remember that .
♥ Sincerity melts the hardest rock .
Dung pie tol .
At last i manage to solve my blogger problem with hours on the computer , finding thru solutions in the yahoo despite the BOMB in my head . & i came thru this http://blogging.nitecruzr.net/2009/07/distorted-unusable-post-editor-toolbar.html The problem was with my internet serve , mainly all the Singnet providers would be facing the same problem as me , with their blogger site . I just hope the link above would help you guys , cause it made a MAJOR help for me ,
& yes i'm back BABY ♥ .
I've got aloot to post , but where do i start , uhm . My throat still hurts , where by the food i eat will turn tasteless then after couples of hours of digestion , the food will be ended up in the toilet bowl -.- . Basically , those food which when in the stomach will ended up out again
& my stomach will be empty again -.- .
PATHETIC .
Uhm , life has been alright , chemisty test was not bad , but surely i'll flung my physic -.- Class attendance has been pathetic , there will always be 10 person or less .
Yesterday was the worst time of my ,
When to school despite my SPINNING head , nk blaja nyer pasal , I had to wear mask , sanjey & jeffrey has been coughing since , & they blame me for their sickness , chicken betul -.- & Sanjey curse me that i would have h1n1 & he'll haunt me if anything happens to him . So MUCH of a caring friend uhh Sanjey :D Well i reply him , IF i would get that virus then the teachers should be pleased because they doesnt have to teach 4n3 anymore since the WHOLE class kena quarantine , HEH !
I Screw up my oral , VERYVERY MUCH . the Topic that the examiners discuss was , "Berbudi bahasa" & My mind suddenly when black & keep repeating " Ya allah" . My head was spinning like made , and i felt really cold , when i cough the whole hall echo's -.- & the guys espect that i would do well for my oral since my malay was "chim" , but i guess yesterday wasnt my day :\
And thats was my quick update & those who's having problem with blogger , please do click on the link above , Happy day people :D much love (:
Friday, July 24, 2009
BLOGGER tetap macam Ba alif be ye . =.=
I'm gonna make the post short , I'm still sick , and my flu was worsen in school , My voice sounded like a rockstar . && i screw up my oral despite my sickness .
OVERALL ; sucks uhhh !
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I have no idea was up with blogger , but the website seems to have some technical error .
I'm not feeling well today , sore throat plus flu && esok oral for mt languague at Ftpss . GREAT , just great ,
Made plan with the peeps to visit ffe mum tomorrow with cinammon melts. HEH , get well soon cik . :D
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Blogger macam pantat , so i will update properly tomorrow (:
- take care & good night
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
♥ Racial harmony day .
Uhm , racial harmony this year arent as havoc as last year . Firstly ; Efa & ffe wasnt in school Secondly ; Only 10 people attend school , yes TEN . As for the rest , they self quarantine -.- Thirdly ; Having lesson during racial harmony day is PATHETIC . So overall , today sucks :{
Went to school met meera at amk station , this mak cik which board the same bus as me approach me and ask , Aunty : " Dik , lawa lawa nak pergi mane " Me : " Oh nak gi sekolah la cik " Aunty : " Gi sekolah pakai lawa-lawa gini " Me : " Hehe , hari niy racial harmony day " *smile&walkawaypolitely*
It seems that when i wear my kebaya i became more Approachable , Accompany meeera to novena to meet her dad , then on our way window shopping theres this aunty , came by to me and asked
Aunty : "Excuse me , where do you buy your batik , it looks nice Me : " Oh i bought it at geylang " *Smile&walkawaypolitely*
&& While sitting down to rest due to muscle strain , there's this pak cik who told us . " Ehy nk gi jemputan ke ? " KURANG ASAM betuuuuuul ,
As we walk by the bradell mac , we walk pass this mac bikers and they keep on "YOU , you , you " When we walk off from the mac , they just keep on smilling at us . GRR -.-
OVERALL , the day sucks , i have to walk with my heels to novena , walk like nobody buisness & strain my muscle , BAIK PA !
But the best news was : Efa doesnt have to be qurantine anymore , because why ? She only spent her malay lesson with solihin for 30 minute , so it dont matter . Yessa , donkey belo MAI is BACK !
As for you , my dear boy ,
your jealousy just makes me so worry , are you still doubting me ?
Monday, July 20, 2009
♥You been the reason for my smile (:
Today has been a good day for me , i've been laughing the whole time ,
since the day started right , and everything went well .
Oh about my previous post , don bother , everyone has their "time" .
So do i ,
As decided , meera will be wearing cheong sam tomorrow & i will be wearing kebaya .
But sadly , handful of my classmates cant participate in this event due to being qurantine AGAIN .
Yes , 4n3 has a another confirm case of h1n1 .
Only those who was near with solihin would be quarantine , efa was out of luck , she sat behind solihin during mother tougue .
Aww , padahal dier beriya-iya nak gi racial harmony day , haiz .
Solihin , Get well soon brother , kite orang rindu kau :(
& For my classmates who's been quarantine , better revise at home , prelims is round the corner ;DDDD
I'll miss you guys , especially efa , eugenia, khalish , haidir & aidil
and obviously My dear boy
; Solihin :D
♥ Lately you've been the one for me , making me laugh at the slightest thing .
& i just felt happier than before .
& i hate this feeling , am i falling in love once more ?
OH god !
Sunday, July 19, 2009
♥ Family .
Nothing much happen today , lil bro and i had a debate about mum & my life .
I swear i wanted to run far far away , release myself from all the doubtness i have .
I just felt so useless , No one appriciate me .
I have feelings too .
I wants my lil Bro too be the first person for me too look for when i'm in trouble ,
A Mum who'll praise me for all the little good things that i've done ,
And a Dad who give me a hug and tell me how much he loves me .
I'm just a normal human being with a heart .
Yea , i'm being all emo ,
kurang apa taw , hidup aku , masalah aku .
Take care people , today just aint a good day for me .
Saturday, July 18, 2009
♥ A true friend is someone who can see
the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else .
Meeera is busy with her harry potek & don bother to come online to chat with me .
HMPH , majok uh ngan kau 5 minute .
& yeaaaa , talking about yesterday midnight converence with Meeera Dee .
She split everything out ,
well almost , i've made it clear to her that there shouldnt be anymore secrets between us .
& she agree .
And as time pass by , meeera is very very sleepy and spit all sort of nonsence .
Ade la dier cakap ; dier kt china town cari badak , bey dorang kt china town makan daun .
HAHAHAH , ade ade je kawan aku sorang niy. Actually there's more , tapi mai tak nak jatuhkn maruah Meeera , so i just keep it to myself :D
Currently i'm listening to
; Taufik Batisah - Nafasku .
Sungguh la sedaaaaaaaaaap , i'm addicted to it , a very meaningful song :)
" Aku menanti Ketibaan hari itu Saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati Dua menjadi satu "
♥Sucky saturday .
I'm bored , currenty none of the GEREK people online . Ade la orang tu , masih kt lalaLAND . Ffe sentiasa busy , Meera enta kemana , Adik gi ngaji , Mak gi kedai , Bapak tidur . MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK , bley mati kebosan-an macam giny .
I know , this post is tk perlu :DDDD
Friday, July 17, 2009
♥ Let your heart
Be your guide
Thank god its friday , i've spent one looooooooooong weekday in school .
Nothing much happen today , laugh smile & talk like i'm used to .
Life is preety normal lately ,
friends ?
Uhm , they had a cold shoulders towards each other ,
Wheres the peep i use to know ?
hmm , but i guess , i better wash my hands on THEIR matter ,
they are old enough to think ,
& whats the best for them ,
if they still gonna spend their last few last months in beatty with this kind of friendship .
Then its fine with me .
& I hope the both of you realise what you two have been doing aites ?
This cold shoulders wont get you two going any where .
UHM , sendiri mau ingat ehy korang .
Over & over again , i've reminding myself that i'm in no position in having a happiness for myself ,
because i don't deserve it .
With the presure from the guys , makes me really pissed off .
WHY cant they get the thing in their head that I wasnt the type of girl ,
i aint as nice as they think , i have my flaws too ,
I'm just tired to remind the guys all over again &
they being too sturborn enough to denied all the facts .
I swear this thing is killing me ,
i'm just not ready for another relationship nor i can handle another relationship .
I just need the time of my own , need to rest due to all the heartbreaking situations i've been .
I need a break , thank you .
Thursday, July 16, 2009
♥When you almost gave up on your dreams .
I'm sorry if i've broke my promise , i sleep like a piggy yesterday , from 5 pm till 5 am . HEH ~ Penat gile habis , need to catch up with my sleeps . So yeah , dental appointment was uhm , so-so , Meera cant attend & zan , erm enta kemana , so the 3 of us only la , nothing much happen , cume there's this incident ffe came out from mac toilet , mati mati cakap ade budak ite niy mintak no one of us . HAHA , check check dier cume tanya khabar . KECOOOOH uh lue ffe :DDDDD
& yeaah , racial harmony day , i'm gonna wear kebaya & lend mrs yang cheong sam to meeeera , IF mrs yang agreee :D So yeah , mai dh blank skg niy :DDDD
Muke mai buruk , mai taw , jadi tk perlu tambah comment kamu k (;
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I'm dead tired , tommorrow update okeeey .
PROMISE :D
Monday, July 13, 2009
♥A true lover always feels in debt to the one he loves.
MEEERA get a good lecture early in the morning ,
not from me , but FFE .
KWAAAAAAAAANG3 , ffe beletih kalahkan perempuan taw ,
meeera pn tk ley take it
&& meeera & i bought our own lunch ,
meeera bought her fried chicken & i bought my fried rice .
YES, fried rice , EDIBLE FRIED RICE .
i cook it with my own hands okeeeey ,
sape cakap mai tk ley masak uh uh uh !
DEBIK kang !
If you still don believe that my food is edible ,
oh well , meeera tasted my cooking , she didnt have any side effect ,
SO , its 100% EDIBLE :D
Heh !
Oral was just fine , i was the second last , practise during break
so during the waiting time , i flip thru magazine to relax myself from nervous break out .
Guhan was can say
" Wah mai , you can read magazine somemore , how many time you take n level oral uh ? So pro already uh no need practice "
But in the end the passage was fine
& the picture discussion was about this leakage at the mrt station .
I talk crap all the way , then pause looking the examiners for my next question .
As for conversation , they talk about the best place in singapore ,
so i said the esplanade there ,
talk about what monuments la
(bile mase esplanade ade monuments ehy ? saje tah mai -.- )
FLOATING platform la .
macam macam carut mai keluarkan ,
thank god mai ade keluar , tengok kt dunia luar , kalau tidak , mampos la aku !
Tak pasal pasal bbl sal mamak roti prata kt kedai kopi tiam .
Hahahahah
Sunday, July 12, 2009
♥ To the woman so heartless .
As far as i'm concern , a girl like me doesnt deserve any guy . Lagi lagi yang baik , therefore i'm keepin myself a distance from having any relationship . I don wanna break any guys heart anymore , in what position i'm in to break your heart ? So guys , keep a distance from me kay . I'm just a worthless person & I don derserve your love .
Exclusively for one of the peeps whom i most respected .
Salimah or also known as LALAsyg (:
I know this preety babe of mine since sec 3 ,
she was efa's couzin and from there i got to know her .
She is waaaaaay opposite of efa ,
she is bubbly & funny & friendly at the same time
as for efa , she is belo and silly :D .
She knows how to handle her problems in matured thinking ,
when i need an adult for advise , she'll be the first person i contact with .
Lala , even though i only knew you for a year , but i've already treat you like my own.
I treat you like my older sister that i never had .
I'm glad that i found you , and i wish this relationship of ours would be lasted till the end of time .
Coz a person like you , is priceless & rare (:
♥ I love you babe :D
♥Four fantastic people
Meera,
we've been hating each other before , talking behind each others back , and even spout vulgarities at each other , but whats the outcome of all of this ? We've been friends till now & closer than ever . We've share our problems together & even cry at each other shoulders , you are priceless babe . You'll always be in my heart .
Lala's point of view of meera ;
A GIRL THAT SO SUPERRRRR LAWA PLUS SHE HAS NICE HEART
Efa ,
I've dislike you arrogant attitude before , that was BEFORE i know the real you , the silly side of you , and how much cheerful you were on the other side , We get to know each other since sec 1 , we've gone thru alot , from cca's till mother tougue class , and i even made a bruise on your toe during racial harmony days . With those memories , keep us holding strong . You & meeera were more like a sister to me (: You are priceless and will never be fade in my heart (:
Ffe ,
I've loved you before , hated you before BUT
i've cherish you till now . Even though there's alot of changes in you , but i knew the old kind hearted ffe is still inside you somewhere , you've change due to people around you & i shall respect that . No matter how nasty your attitude were like , you are still my no.1 buddy . My wakie talkie , i used to pour my problems to you . You've known the real me & i've known you inside out , there's nothing you can hide from me . Ffe , i appriciated the presence of you & all your kind deeds towards us cant be repay by all the money in the world , but what i can repay you is the sincerity of our friendship , And you my buddy , will always be my kaki gerek and my top priority among all my guy fren :D
Lala point of view of ffe :
A GUY TAT WILL NVR CHANGE HIS PERAGAI HAHA,ALWAY HAS A STUPID IDEA
Zan ,
I've known you only this year , and now we are closer than last time . countless time i'm tick of by you irritating attitude that is unpredictable , but by then i've always love you . NO MATTER HOW IRRTITING & Heartless you can be . & with you , i learn to endure irritating people like you . HEH , thank you ehy . And so be it You are still my friend and always do . :D
Lala's point of view of zan ; ZAN THE MONKEY GUY THAT TALK ABOUT SEX,DH BESAR KERJA KT SEX SHOP OK
Looking at the video that we had , makes me think , how wonderful life is when i have this 4 awesomefriends i had in my 16 years of life , its just not the same if the 5 of us were'nt together
or we are missing one of them . No matter how much irritating zan was , nor silly efa who'll just bang onto dustbins . The memories we had is just more than words could describe . My last year in beatty was a meaningful one ,
the 5 of us has been thru alot , thick & thin together , shed tears together & even share our meal together . Different personalities & different attitude each and everyone of the peeps had it wont stop us from keep us together till now . No one can replace you guys in my heart , you guys were irrepalaceble . Bear this in mind , you guys was the most wonderful people that have step in my life . I love you guys very much ehy ,
the peeps is having study group together while i'm rotting at home .
SHIT CAN ?!
Thursday, July 9, 2009
♥Every moment last forever
Today was a BLAAAAAAST ! Meet the peeps up at bradell mac , & Guys my classmates look really awesome , Ffe paitao , he wore school uniform on that day . After school went to tpy central in the hunt of efa school bag as the guys were at home & meeera was having her oral , so me & efa only la . From bradell mac we walk till toa payoh central . Ended up in penny and efa bought her bag , dulu dier cakap dier tk suke pakai bag macam gitu , tapi beli jugak :P My leg was aching so find place to slack , wanted to go national library but meera called & meet her at raffles place . Gi muzuem , since her dad work there we got free admission then :D
Reach raffles , near clark quay , snap alot of pics , macam tourist gitu kn , jakun sangat aku niy -.- Then she get a call from meeera's brother , meeera dapat salah info ,
her dad work at douby ghaut muzeum there , Jaaaaaaaaalan lagi . At last sampai douby ghaut , tros gi singapore national muzeum . Of all places , gi muzeum ehy .. HaHaHa , but overall the trip to the muzeum was fun , we reach there at 5.30pm
most of the exhibition was close , what a waste . I was so restless and moody , due to my aching leg and i was really really tired . Had our lunch at mac and off home :D
PICTUREEES !
lazy to edit ,
and CAUTION ,
MUKE MAI BURUK :D
Efa said we look like couple .
-.-"
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