hohoHOHOhoho ;D
i'm back from geylang , mummy want to do some shopping for herself .
actually the plan was to lepak with the peeps at my crib , but things cock up .
i'm so sorry guys . jangan marah yee ;D
eat && shop , && seriously i need to lose some of my "abs"
pffft .
cut the story short .
when home took 76 . it took a loooooong route lurh && guess who i bump to , benjamin >< ! didnt actually realise he's there till i turn my head talking to my bro i saw hym ;D









been thinking alot while the journey in the bUs . mostly about myself . ; Its gonna be hard for me to fall in love again . After what i've been thru , its hard for me to get to know guys and learn to like them . yesyes i have put away my past far far awaaay . especially my ex's . But there's something inside me that had really gone bitter about love nor falling in love again . I know where's my position . I'm not that smart or pretty .But i'll wish for a shining star which is impossible to get . Haiz . I've been seldomly contacting this few this . So which ever guys other there who's planning to win my heart , i'm just gonna say one thing " try harder" . Coz i'm not the old maizurah who is easily to fall for a guy nor his sweet talk . As time pass i learn more && preserve it to myself . So YEAAAH , guys good luck ;D

SICKSICKSICK :(
ton with ffe && zan yst at my crib .
get the msg that ffe gonna come down to ang mo kio to lepak , aku nyer kecoh , aku spam dier for the detail [chill mai chill ]
meet up with amira at cheers && followed her to pay her bills and also find her silicon casing .
[ mira dapat hp baru ~ touch screen lagy ! ]
so slack undervoid deck & happens there were tahraw boys ;D
i was demamding for ock so much so off to buy ock && the guys went over to my place slack .
talk alot yesterday which make me realise what type of friend i am really were .
i'm really disappointed with myself .
i thought that i've done enough to be a a good friend . but i failed .
i didnt manage to gain the trust from one of them .
what for we holding on to our friendship if there is still doubtness in us .
what for we holding on to our friendship if there were no trust between us .
i seriously don understand YOUR definition of friendship .
i still got along way to understand you .
i realise something , which really makes me really down .
haiz , take care lurh people .
i'm seriously veryvery down . don asked why k . && i must lose weight !

ADIK taufiq syg .
this lil cutie brother of mine , known hym thru msn lurh .
&& he regard me as his sister .
sweet of hym aites (:
even thought its only been a day since i known you , i already love you as a sister love his brother .
take care of yourself aites .
don get influence , respect yourself .
be a goodboy && study hard alright fiq .
tk mo nakal-nakal taw ;D













PSSST ;
i wont be attending school tmr .
still unwell urh .
sorry guys for the cranky attitude .
&& fatihah syg , drop the topic alright hunn .
take care people
♥ much loves

bloghopping to kaseh blog ,
god , she has a really natural beauty but humble at all times .
i meant there never once she talk like fanatic or dress like one .
waaaah , seriously i was amaze by her beauty && her attitude as a lady ar .
thats what i call true beauty ,
and currenly she had the same problem moving on with life .
♥ nights readers (:

today has been a sucky day for me .
yes SUCKS !
i meant mira didnt attend school today coz she was not feeling well but efa joined her too (!)
baik baik !
&& i was the only girl which was tagging the two badut's .
pffft .
had chem with them , physic with them && so is recess .
i meant that its not that it isnt fun when i'm with them , only that i kena bullied by them since i'm the only girl .
hoho . but lets turn the other things around yeah ,
i've passed my chem test again ;DDD .
23/25 .
&& guess what mira received full marks ! gratz girl !
art lesson was horribly boring , i was alone in class learning physic all by myself while valerie had her arms drawn in white board markers . she was so high lurh .
for godness sake she really gone insane lurh .
hoho . as promise mrs yang cut the cake that we bought for her && eat it in class .
and for those who didnt even taste the cake , my deepest apology .
the day when really great with a smile on mrs yang face .
ohoh we sang her " happy birthday " for the second time .
&& mrs yang bought us a pencil box . even though its simple thing . but its the thought that counts rite .
and did i inform you that mrs yang gave me a pot of money plant tree ;DDD .
awww thanks cher .
and hoho , alot of funny things happen in class . one of funny thing happen was that lq && kumar fell out of their chair . hillarious bodoh !
&& the others , i'll let it be a suprise .
look and the picture i post && you'll know (;
hmm decide to skip lsp , since its full of crap & meet up with efa outside
slackslack && decided to pick ffe's bro from his childcare .
&& its my oppurtunity to meet with his new family members urh .
the chubby baby . ;DDD
efa blanja waffles and end my day there .
and i'm right here blogging ;DDD
&& 4n3 remember to bring $5 tmr , you wouldnt want kelvin chow to chase you again ;DDD
one more thing , there will be maths test tmr , better do your revision okiedokie .

hello sweeetheart ;DDD
nothing really happen today .
things go as per normal , ffe was feeling guilty about friday's incident .
hoho , lek ar ffe , me && mira chill jer .
went to school , had lesson as per normal .
&& for p.e i did ONEEEEE round of running .
pffft . at least i ran okeeey . yesyes i RUN (!)
hoho , i swear my fats is getting really big lurh .
-,- , the more i said i wants to diet , the more food i consume . baik ke paa ~
supposed to be a first aider for today sports heat , was waiting for the bus whereby dad call asked me if i could cancel the sports heat plan && accompany him to tts to meet abg ngah .
rush home like mad , apologize to efa since i cant make it for the event .
i event did a last min card for abg ngah , with the bus condition which is so shaky . i don even wish to show you how's my card look like lurh .
reach home already , saw my mum going to work && bro no feeling well so left me && dad go to tts . waaaaah , really felt sian ley .
asked dad to cancel the plan since not the whole family cant make it . && for the first time , i really felt lonely without my borther presence ;X.
hoho , so dad kindly with a sad face cancel his plan , sorry uh dad .

fadhilah saaaaayaaang , kecohrable ku satu-satu nyer , aku rindu kau sesangat lurh . sorry for today's cock up plan . we'll meet up next time i promise . we'll have fun like we used to , remember the deal we already made oke . && syg if you do have problem don keep it from me alright dear . just ring me up , i'll shall make time for you . my one only couzin . no matter how much conflict we've been thru , nothing can break us apart . iloveyou ;D

hey sexayz readers ;D
first && for most , once again happybirthday mrs yang !
4n3 loves you ;DDDD
i've made a birthday card for mrs yang already && mira suggest to buy her a chocolate .
&& i did .
so early morning while she marking the attendance , i given out my chocolate and card to herb .
and she got many greeting from our class , and she told me that it made her day . awww (:
asked around collect money from those who didnt pay eugenia . mini loan shark la kirekn .
huhu , all thanks to EUGENIA lee for the preparation she made for mrs yang .
if not all this wont be possible lurh .
thanks eugenia for the the cake the the bear including the huge card .
thanks ar eugenia darling (:
this is our final year && its the first time our class did something meaningful for our teacher :X .
now it hard to leave the school && my most wonderful class :(
i love you guys alot , especially the girls && my teachers , you've made this year a memorable year for all of me (:
so yeah , actually our class was supposed to held up for english lesson for 20 mins , since there is celebration && chem re-test , talk to mrs tay if its possible she could postpone the held up lesson . && she said yes . since its mrs yang birthday .
so quickly took out the recording bear and record our voice , but it only captured eugenia "HELLOHELLO" voice >< !
haha funny lurh . but nvm , we asked the chem teacher to wait for awhile , while we had the mini celebration . even though its not a BIGBIG party , at least its a memorable one .
special thanks for mrs tay && the chem teacher (:
yeah , wanted to cut the cake , but there arent any plates or fork to eat with so mrs yang will keep the cake till live lesson so that all of us can enjoy the cake ;DDDD
mira had been restless the whole day today . well almost .
after school end , efa && mira really when haywire . hahah they were like pushing each other lurh .

sup darling readers ;D
just came back after training , yesyes i came for ncdcc training okeey .
i already made a promise with mr peter soh the Mannequin that i will came training from tmr onwards .
HOHO .
ohh well went to school with mira today && ffe didnt go to school today , too he wasnt feeling well .
asked hym to rest at home , so me && mira continue our journey to school , whereby mira told me about her family planning to adopt a bby boy . awww . jealouse aku !
hahah and mostly he was born 14 feb which is on v.day .
gaaah , me && mira plan has to end with indra , haha you know i know la why kn girl ;D
i'll promise that if happens mira gonna adopt the baby , i'll go to her house often la sia .
hahah , so yeah normal day .
we had our new teacher for maths , feel like dropping maths lurh .
ended school with this sec 2 small indian boy which was sooo cute coming to our mother tongue class && digging our dust bin . wth
the peeps was like shock la thinking the boy must be siow , come to our class dig our class dustbin o.0 .
asked hym what happen , told us he that his stationery all lost && he only found his pencil case only in the dustbin .
pfft , obviously he kanna bullied la , aiyoo , how could you even bullied the adorable little kid .
jahat eyy krg .
i meant he veryvery poor thing , looking at his pencil case left only his ruler .
haiyoo , so slack after school while waiting for training .
supposed training starts at 2.30 we came at 4 pm .
nyeeeeeh .
finish training find the guys and slack . talk alot of things && i meant it ALOT .
after the debate && the talks i realised that we have to appriciate little things in life && be grateful ;DDD
to the fantastic friends i promise you guys that i shall hold on our relationship no matter what , remember after our secondry we have to contact each other . never let our friendship faded . never. in 5 years time , i wanna see you guys being the most successful person with all your dreams come true . iloveyou guys .
♥ raffe,amira,sharifah,hamizan