Reminsce .

Monday, December 31, 2007

haha been rotting at home la haah then view ppl blog..then go to divya blog and i found hilarious videos la that can make u laugh like hell haha hope u enjoy yaww

hey oh ppl~!haha yesterday cannot sleep la donnoe why till three i was still wide awake hoho..haiz..yesterday i was wondering you know..i don mind if he forgets my name,my face or even my smile..but how could he forget the love soo EASILY~!..haiz.. i miss the times where he msg me just to greet me GOOD morning or good night even thats just too common but it brighten up my day so nicely..till now i still waiting for that person to greet me a good morning everytime i woke up from my sleep..or maybe a just sweet hi would do..i want to share my tears sorrows and joy with hym like i use too..but he would not even care or bother to hear it out like he use too..sharing with my gurlfren and sharing with hym is a TWO different things~!...sometimes when i am alone i wish that my fone will beep for his message like it use too last time...saying those farnie jokes that will just tickle my tummy...and at times i will accompany hym till he is asleep at night...like it use too..but now???he totally don even care what i don..even he bothers to know if i still alive or maybe dead...he don even care not at all...all those are memorys which i just keep on digging till theres no end of it..everynight i view the pictures of hym smiling thru out that will soothers me to sleep with tears on my eyes..now then do you know why i jsut keep on rembering hym not matter how much i said that i hate hym..what is so special abt hym anyway if you happen to ask..what is so special abt hym anyway till u are like this..haah let me tell u the answer..he was the first and the last person or maybe guy making me smile.even though i use to have the other "he" in my life still he cant make me smiling like how he use to make me smile..he just leave a verry big impact a big one..his sweetness gentlement and the person who doesnt know how to make other ppl hurt thats just the guy i been looking for..the smile that nvr end for me brighten up my day even though my day was a horrible one..i once told efa..if one day i was to find a guy i may b looking for the EXACT person like hym even though its impossible..;) i shall end the post abt hym now ..posting abt hym just reilive everything in my heart ...

haiz early morning ask mum if she remembers if my birthday ..and the answer is yes~!..haha so i was asking her la maybe this year i can have my own birthday cake like last time i use to when i was small..i ask her that i don mind if its small i just felt like having it this year since i was 15 and i been planning to have it since last year..she said yes~!wee hee..then i was planning if i am having the cake i should ought to celebrate with my girlfren..they have been with me when i am up or down condition..;) and since my gurlfren is going to be 15 and our frenships that nvr end they also should celebrate it with me ..and the cake is not only for me but its for them too..so ya i work out the plan alr where is the place..and only invite the girls coz the "party" is a small and simple one...and last year when he is still in good conditon i was planning to invite hym since he also was a special person to me..but not till now i guess...he don even care..so yeah..chat with mira abt the plan and she agreee and she say the gurls will work it out..hoho maii tk taw malu la..hehe but i will add money la..since its not only for me..its for our frenship girls~!!so yeah haha..wee this year gonna be a special year for me and the girls :)..haha oh ya 2 more day school reopen gonna meet mira 6.30 at bridge..~!weeeee i gonna have soooo much fun this year :)))

what makes her so much special then me ?

Sunday, December 30, 2007

haiz maii was bored la. .rot rot rot at home..got gastric somemore...zZZZzzzZZZ..haiz yesterday before sleep i was thinkinq of this phrase.." don always chase the one you adore because the one you adore will kept running away from u and nvr come back~!"haiz. donno la sei..maybe when i am alone my imagination go wild..hho..haiz school reopen abt 4 more days..sian la..i wan go school badly then rot at home haizzz~!

Saturday, December 29, 2007

when it was me by PAULA DEANDA :)

Ooh, no

Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5

"Long brown hair all down her back

Cadilliac truck

So the hell what

What's so special about that

She used to model, she's done some acting

So she weighs buck of 5

So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not

Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's go

tOoh, ooh, you look at her so amazed

I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)

What makes her just everything that I can never be

What makes her your every dream and fantasy

Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same

I remember you would shiver everytime

I said your name

You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes

Now you don't care I'm alive

How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not

Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got

Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed

I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)

What makes her just everything that I can never be

What makes her your every dream and fantasy

Because I can't remember when it was me

That made you smile

That made you laugh

Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me

That was your world (me)Your kind of girl

Nothing about me has changed

That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)

What makes her just everything that I can never be

What makes her your every dream and fantasy

Because I can't remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)

What makes her just everything that I can never be

What makes her your every dream and fantasy

Because I can't remember when it was me

When it was me

*this song just makes me cry when i listen to it la :'( I AM ADDICT TO PAULA DENADA~!

hey oh~!haha went to play badminton just now with lina and dian..

at first it was raining and we have to stay under shelter and wait till the the rain stop hahaandthen we start playing again hoho~! was having a good time...play lina was not bad la seii..saw arsyad hehe..so play and play..and the ice SCREAAM man came and i bought moche chips yum yum yum ;)..then elfi came and he was daaaaamn good at badminton la he beat me la seii..mann maii noob =(..haha so dark clouds start to appear again and and we went back under shelter and cam whoring there haha..pictures later i update ar =) my cable something wrong la..went home switch on comp and the fone ring it was AMIRAAAAAA haha she is back woo hooo..hehe talk to her hhe till now.. ok la gtg :)

Friday, December 28, 2007

hey oh~!hehe went to school just now ask mum to wake me up at 8..haha mum woke me up then i sleep back coz yesterday not enough sleep..haha then told mum not going training and off too sleep again ..hoho then suddenly wake up and think that i am fresh enough to go to school and since theres time might as well i go rite..haha so bath change all la don eat breakfast meet kila at bus stop and off we go saw efa and sit there for awhile haha saw leon ..he is tall alr sia..and saw haidir..they having npcc camp la seii..and i saw ncc air group and ncc land..haha so the rest of the cadets finish our sec 1 orientation thingy..haha that time we do soooo slow now add with the sec 3 and all things go alot faster yeah..haha then finish sir ask for break and play captains ball.jian hao n zhio hao which were scared of the volley ball is brave no la seii.hahah then play play play my group nvr win coz i am short and nvr get to catch the ball }= gagag..then after the game went for break again and suddenly sir say we cann go h0me..SIALLah HAPPY AR..we all rush go get our bags and all hoho..then told efa wanna buy bubble tea la and we go braddel mac since she wants to buy mc flurry..haha was hopping to see rash maii want to disturb hym la but don have...then finish eating slack at playground near 108 haha slack2 talk abt efa childhood memory and share smt with her la..haha she understand me yaww..HAHA then heard the ice cream bell went to catch mocha chips..YUM YUM..haha the uncle give me big portion of the ice cream la sia like i greedy..cant finish so walk our way home..haha meet salihin the sec 1 kid with hilmi or something but we don care still go..then meet lionel and kian hui..lionel attitude is still the same at me but not to efa =____=" nvm gals matured faster then guys :) haha lionel has slim down btw..saw ady and the gang from far bbut i don give a SHTY yaww...walk walk walk and zul and his fcuking attitude just wont get enough ..so i just ignore hym coz i will have my sweet revenge at hym when school reopen =X..haha like i say GALS MATURED FASTER then GUYS...so cant blame zul can i?haiz zul is a nice guy but his attitude just suck to the pie hole la~! hehe went home happily sleep like one oink2. and wake up fresh..hehe so i will end my day here..and today post i NVR mention abt the guy =____=" happy la seii

you are the reason for the tears drop on my quitar

Thursday, December 27, 2007

you know what i seriously give up on relationships la ~!he thinks what i am a smsing machine ar that will sms when he is
bored and ignore when he is happy..i should really learnt from my mistake after i had with *hym...haiz..i don wan to talk abt both of them
anymore la..i just gonna wait..i give up alr..let the love get it way through me~!...I HATE HYM~!its my fate to be like this rite..haiz at least i have my girlfren to cheer me up

HEY oh pantat kuus~!..hehe so yeah..the whole day nvr get sms from hym..hmm he must be busy la hor? must understand la ..cannot think abt myself only ..haha hmm you all notice tk that maii kept on using "SO YEAH" hehe ok thats lame la but haiz donno what to post.and oh ya i got the application form or somthing that post on omy mailbox abt my i/c...hohoh I AM GETTING AN IC LALALALA~!.today my second day fasting and 6 moooore days to go.zzz ..hmm was planing to play badminton with arsyad under block there but paiseh la seii =____=" haha ask my bro go play badminton with hym so i can sit down and listen music he don wan..coz SHY..AIYOO ok drop the topic..hehe tmr going school la seii haha better then rot at home rite.hoo.. oh ya btw i cann see that "HE" maaaaaybe have the interst on the other "HER" they look preety close with each other...hoho my secret la seii..its for me to know and for u to find out..pandai2 jer la ehk..hoho..bye pantat kuss XD

oh ya JEREMY SUMPTER is HAWWWWWT babeyy~!

LITTLE MISS NAUGHTY mis hym <3

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

hehe haha hoho..feeling really HIGH today mann~!woo hoo at first i was down coz of something that is really uneasy and after had a "chat" with hym ...I AM BACK LA SEII..haha yeap i told everything la explain everything to hym deep in my heart and he understand and give me a good EXPLANATION..hoho.so yeah..maii is back to rock ur town babeyy =____=" ok thats lame i know..but i am too high rite now ..woo hoo..so yeap..had installation for mio tv mummy woke me up when i was dreamy dreaming hoho so yeah got the mio tv install SHIOK babeyy..and yeah abt my dream i dream that " HE" sms me at last and we chat and it was spoile by mym waking me up..but i thanks her la..coz i just have to stop dreaming abt hym STOP from now on..hohoho..fasting today..repay back the time i nvr fast..had my "sahur" at 2 am hoho go follow mum at work and just eat the fisher burger without bread and a cuop of cold milo thinking that it can hold me last long but not~! gastric la ..HAIZ but i still cann tahan lor ;p..don see me small la seii i am a STROOOOOOOONG girl..hehe so school is gonna reopen REAAAAAL soon cann meet my GURLFREN at last haha and meet some other ppl ;p AHAH you know i know..hehe hmm going to school this friday having training.and i have another plan at my mind ;)..haha and oh ya i just found out that khalish and solihin is in my class~!..FOR GODNESS SAKE..how many more malay guys are going to be in my class.mann 2008 gonna be aHAVOC class heehe but cant bet my 2n3 class DARLINK haha ok gtg ..mann i feel very high sia rite now~! hoho

baby why are u so addictive ? <3

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

ok as usual yesterday cant sleep la as usual..so yeah was thinking of hym again~!YEAH I KNOW U SICK OF TIRED OF THIS..ME TOO OK~!..
haha so yeah was thinking he is the first person take do everything in me..ok let me make the list
HE IS THE FIRST PERSON TO MAKE ME...
1) cry every night
2)makes me love that someone very much
3)makes me hate that someone very much
4)makes me worry abt that person very much
5)makes me look down on myself
6)smiling to myself when ever he is around
7)don care what ever happen on me,only care abt hym
8)always think abt that person
9)feeling like i am on top of the world when he is around
10)felt i am a special person to have hym...
BUT ALL THAT HAVE ENDED LA SEI..
maii alr stop forgetting abt hym bit by bit with the help of my superr GURLFRENS..and a little bit of help with *hym..HEHEHAHAHOHO..

so yeah..and just went to play badminton with bro..but only play for 10 mins he is bored wanna called asyrad but donno la paiseh sia i even invited elyssa and elyna even dian..both the girls nvr reply my msg..and dian went j8..so yeah bad luck..oh ya abt yesterday show elal anchanted u all watch anot..so sweet rite..the prince charming or charmong?? is DAMN CARMING LA SEII..hehe...and yesterday lala sms me abt hariyan..mann he bully my couzin la seii.. call her names pissed of..so i ask her to tell her that does his looks are perfact..even its is your attitude sucks la seii~!!.haha and i HATE RUDE GUYS just pissed me off~!haiz hariyan2 you look ur self in the mirror and ask are you soooo perfact that you have the right to judge others?say ppl say urself first oke ;)..hehe haah hoho =)

Monday, December 24, 2007

and oh ya i forget to post the fun i had in east cost babyy..sorry didnt invite some of the gurls...so so sorry yeah ;...so meet sham at mrt station she was late la..but i still manage to wait for her go to her house and wait. see sanjey he bark la..so scary so i wait outside..and take bus zoom we reach to east coast..hoho happy2 we two rent bike first coz we are sure efa will be late so yeah we go round happily talk will riding and stuff skali efa call so she was liek lets go back..i say la for what sia just go straigt la "coz i think we ride in circle" and so sham follow me la we cycle till change there the camelot camp..hoho the place where we had our sec 2 camp so sham was like angry la..haha sorry sham but still manage to cycle..she was tired cann see.."if anything happen to sham she faint or wat i sure kanna la" but she is alright..she ask me..maii u not tired ar cycling..hoho i LOOVE CYCLYING cann? hehe..so yeap meet efa..told her not to rent but she insist so i and sham go have lunch eat for awhile and efa join us hoho so yeap =) go to the beach and play with water and we mange make efa wet hohoh..and got this don know which minah talk fcuk all.but we didnt care had alot off fun *ps my skin is damn dark la hehe

PICTA TIME~!

before that i gonan inform u that..MY FRINGE SUCKKS~!

SHE SAY I WAS FAT ON THE SHADOW..BOO HOO

SINGAPORE NEXT TOP MODELS~!

SINGAPORE NEXT TOP MODELS 2.

GOT RAINBOW LA SEII

THE STUPID MINAHS~!

hoho ..sorry didnt updated la for a few days..zzzz yesterday was a MESS la ppl..i was trying to put a song in my fone la coz usually i use cabel coz my memory card siow2..then yesterday the nokia pc suite also something wrong...then i try use my memory card back..try and try cannot la..pissed off..everytime drag stuff they will write "write protection"..zzzzz.FCUK UP OK..HAHA so yeah think that the memory card is alr can throw in the sea so beg my parents to buy la..and ask my bro how much then i heard its like 50++..haiz but i still evil la beg my mum and all..until my parents pissed of say don wan buy la..damn sad ..my favourtie song and the memory of his pics my gurlfren my FAMILY all GONE inside ur fone~!..try imagine so yeah the next day mum bought me to amk and bought the new memory card that cost ONLY$30..so yeap damn happy go home transfer song again "WRITE PROTECTION"..back to tears again..skali try2 cannot then try cable cann...and all my song is transfer is back to ok..so yeah damn damn happy..luckly i got backup of my files..heheoh ya btw MR A ask me a random question.."what if someone close to you aask u for stead"...i was like . i waiting for a person who likes me for who i am not who i were =) and i waiting for hym la seii ;).. so yeah TOODLES ppl~!

Saturday, December 22, 2007

haha hell ya i was having fun with sims 2~!woo hoo it was a blasting game ok~!hehe i got this bag i have been wanting always la..
i meant mum bought for me for birthday prezzie..~!weee..haha been smsing hym all the way..haha i ask the promise
he has made la..at first he ask me la...then i was like u kidding rite..he say he not sure zzz =____="..hmm say he scared that
he will start to hate me like how he hates her =___="...ok what ever ..just say u not ready la..but he shown a positive sign of liking me and all la..
ok i am so not sure..am i making the right choice???hmm oh ya few more days school reopen wee..hho hhe gtg smuaks~!
and oh ya i got a fight or something with that person zzzz

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hoho heyyoh..going to cuzzy house later i bet we will have a SNAPING good time =)haha...ok law didnt do anything that fun..only i know the lala neighbour the one who likes me is sec 1 this year..hoho..and he is hawt..hoho ok ya so see alot of hawties art lala house but i good gurl la cann tk kesah...heheh
hoho early morning msg hym la..hoho nice feelings today..i think i miss hym?..
siti and kila shld know la..he told me he miss me abit..aww thats sweet la..
i know la his feelings for me haven sparks yet i will wait..
he were there for me when i am down..and i will the same..i promise..
yeah yesterday msg my OWL duo.hho tell her la while that listen to the song that match the feelings i have that night
and play it thru out my sleeping time..soothing la the music..i share with u all don worry hoho..

why does this feelings felt so STRONG?

held me the gun and shot rite on my head baby~!

hey yaww...change my blogskins and i don give a hell who view my blog~!hmm just don dirty its thats all..heheh just now had training and before i went edit my blog la..hhe happy wors at last can change the skins..so yeah go there do the sec 1 orientation thingy not that so much fun la..but still enjoying it before that had a match of captains ball with npcc and we lost..boo hoo~!haha nvm we still happy la ")...and yeah .. then go home bought donuts and msg rash..he was working so was planing of visting hym for awhile take a peep of what he is doing and kila keep disturbing me.. meet zul and the gang there =____=" idontgiveadamn yeah~!...heheh
so yeap..i told kila that when school reopen i still gonna spent my time go tpy with her and buy donuts..its my addiction la cann~! muahahah *now i gonna bath coz my body stinks like mad

*boii i think its over for me..i just cant handle the pain u coz me anymore.i think i shall end here..waiting for u is like waiting for the day to rain when its in drought..its no use for me to wait for u where by u don even care...the tears that i pour doesnt even be seen through ur heart..i just cant take it anymore...i know i should stop the love for a long time..and i should end it long ago but i just cant thinking that one day u will be regret all the thing u done and come back to me ..but now everything seems impossible boii..i nvr love a guy that strong till now until now..wherre by u don even see it..i shall be missing from u from today onward..and i will try to stop my itch hands to stop from smsing u...if only u know how much tear i cry..i know ur its impossible for us..
but how i wish one day u take my hand and truly say that u love me.
i hate that i love you boii :'(

ur love for me is like a sand of time
that happen to go VERY fast
or maybe it didnt exist at all
~~300607s>~~

Monday, December 17, 2007

TURN AROUND-SAMATHA JADE

is it me or did we agree to love

tell me why i dont feel we got enoug

hits you but what about me

it seems like you live a life without me

everything seems to have your time but us my space in ur heart is closing up

and the place where ur picture is hanging is the only time that ur with me

dont leave me out here all alone

im still right here where'd u go

look around dont u feel something missing

I'm the one u promised u would love

but u got ahead so far away while im holding on plz turn around

I see you but I dont feel you

cant get ur attention to save my love

look back and see me now dont let me down plz turn around

I think I musta gave too much

cause I felt that the robe was getting rough

suddenly I felt lonley out hereI look beside me to find ur not there

said u would love and protect me

all I have are the words u left me

here I stand with the plans in my head

this cant be the kinda love that you said

dont leave me out here all alone

I'm still right here where'd u go

look around dont u feel something missing

I'm the one u promised u would love

but u got ahead so far away while im holding on plz turn around

I see you but I dont feel you

cant get ur attention to save my love

look back and see me now dont let me down plz turn around

if you only see the tears that im crying on my pillow

that doesnt compare to what your doing to my soul

dont you even know that im in need of love

I'm calling you but you dont seem to hear a thing

I'm losing you now

plz just look around dont u feel something missing

I'm the one u promised u would love

but u got ahead so far away while im holding on plz turn around

I see you but I dont feel you

cant get ur attention to save my love

look back and see me now dont let me down plz turn around

Sunday, December 16, 2007

forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym
forget hym forrget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym
forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym
forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym
forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym
forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym forget hym

i am doing this painful erasing hym from my mind with tears on my eyes la..haiz i know i cant have hym and its impossible..
tk guna kalau bertepuk sebelah tangan since he really loves her and i don have a chanc and i know it no matter how much i tried..
since she still loves hym its rude of me to interup..even thought it hurts.
"CINTA ITU TIDAK HARU DIMILIKI DAN CINTA IT ERTINYA MEMBERI ORG YG KITA CINTAI BAHAGIA"
and since he is happy with her i should be happy then..takinq hym away from her is the cruel thing to do la..
sacrifies my love and frenship la..since i love hym i shld let go to seek his happiness..and since i and amira is frens
i shld let her be the rightfull owner of hym..i shall and i hope i could forget hym..they break up doesnt meant its an oppurtunity for
me to barge in but instead bring them back..his happiness my happiness rite =...

he only treat me ONLY as a fren and i should do the same..he is loyal to amira..

and nvr see other gurl then her..i guess thats what i meant true love is ...
berikan ku petunjukmu di mana kah kesilapan ku selama ini dan perbaikinya ya allah..

Saturday, December 15, 2007

ok..i told mira everythinq la my hearts out abt hym all thinking that i sholuld not keep it to my self and have the
guilt the rest of my life liking hym all..thinking that she will be ok since she looks fine and all..and she is really open la.
she don mind at all..and then i told siti..talkinq to her makes me think of the thing i said to mira..i am just to egoist just
thinking abt myself without thinkinq abt others first..haiz i meant siti has the point la..i meant they just gone thru this whole
thing and i blurt out the words to her thinkinq that they was broke up abt few years ago~!omg foolish of me la =___="
i am so sorry mira deeply sorry..i will not think abt hym anymore or what..i will restrain my self from hym thinkinq that
there will be no chance of me and hym.he really loves u and i cant just bargain like that.i cannot think abt myself..
shit la why am i so foolish man..haiz now i felt the guilt of my WHOLE life..god..i don think i deserve hym anymore..
and maybe i don deserve hym at the first place after what i have don especially to mira my gurlfren.>~!
i just felt really down and talkinq to amira or siti and apolagize to her till she forgive me would me la..
GOD~!!! i am so egoist and bad la..should have such a nice fren like them..they still forgive me even the biggest mistake i have done.
i don think i deserve a fren like u all or hym at all...JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME~!

Friday, December 14, 2007

yesterday went didi house.hoho got to meet with ghyash and gyush..hoho happy la play around with hym till late
midnight..hoho but he kanna knock on his head twice coz of me i am a bad aunty la..first he jump at the bed and fell knock
on the table..second the bed..haiz nvr took good care of hym la..then today wake up late and felt sick got sore throat,cough n flu~
argh~!and later when i on the comp i found out somethinq unpleasent..mira and ffe broke up....straight away call her and talk to her la
what happen all..i lecture her also no use she wont listen but what ever her decision i as her fren will support it =) thats what frens are for..
hehe and i got a really WEIRD dream last 2 days lazy to say la..hehehohhohuhu

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

ok blog gettin shitty la..i try change blogskins all like what la when i preview..is not the skins problem is my blog problem~!!

=_____="

fed up..h0h0..

i wanna sims 2 pc games badly la~! haizzzz~!

Monday, December 10, 2007

hey~!was planning to go play badminton with dian,elysa and elyna but that it was ruin because of the rain spoil la~!
then chat with the DANIEL~!..SCOLD hym all not happy mar disturb my fren..tapi dier kecut la~!=________="
dier bobal cartoon~!you know barney show..ehhk tk leh barney kiut.hmm banna in pyjames ahh thats how he talk la
so yeah
then had flu go town council meet didi abt our house..hehe..and yeah maybe moving to KIM KEAT ..anyone lives there..
'yooohoo'...ahah
had chat with her abt blog and other matured stuff she is open la..she is the BEST I MEANT~!..nice to be with and open la..
she is the best and understanding type wanna the best for us and understand abt teenages lives =)..i love her la~!and oh ya
i meant zamir at juntion 8 he look like abg2 alr la~!
muahah ok crap la hhhes..so yeah..
maybe going to didi house this wednesday..nurul?lala?siti? you coming??/

Sunday, December 9, 2007

hahah i got the WEIRDEST dreams la..shall share with u..haha i dreamt that MR 'S' and MR 'H' make a magic trick specially for me..and i am their assitance..hah
ok it is weird but i just lovinq it alright
and the most weird was they are actually a aband grp..includinq MR 'S' and MR 'H'..haa and includinq other members..
haha forget who is the members la..
hmm now i damn addict to cry by rihanna so is the shakila and siti..kwanq3...
hehe so yeah wanna recomended u all a song la..indon..
munajat cinta-the rock..damn nice
its kinda slow rock type..hehe
and oh ya sorry my fcukinq comp and msn la,,been irratatinq..so just understan ya =)
sorry had been mumblinq nonsence coz i nothinq to say mar..hehe..
so ya toodless

Friday, December 7, 2007

hey babes~!hoho coz i know that i only let the babes see my bloq not guys so yeah..went geylang accompany my mum
see my aunty la..so yeah..then eat there all hmm then got some problem bla bla bla..thinkinq that maybe bring mira or kila accompany
me buty donuts but mira nvr reply my sms and kila got somethinq on..and so ok la nvm i go alone..then chat with kila abt somethinq la
sms her until she felt easy and cool down..i meant thats what frens are for she made her decision all..and i am reilieve there are nothinq
more problem inside her head la =) felt happier when she is happy la..
and i am the one who is not happy in the inside even though puttinq a happy face in the outside.
yesterday before i sleep i was thinkinq la maybe its good for hym to be with her..since she got the everythinq to make hym happy
she got the beauty,the freedom,the kindess and everythinq la..i just not as perfact as her la..since she is the only one
who cann make hym change and knows hym well i meant she is SUPREBB marvelous then me la..and
that makes me happy see hym happy la..he nvr been so happy before la..cann see that he still miss and needed all her attention
when i am still being fren with hym la..i just don wan hym to break with hym or what so ever I NEVER THOUGH of that I SWEAR~!
IT JUST I FELT SO HURT WHEN I SAW HYM LA.. = SO YEAH...IT JUST EVERYTHING DISSAPEAR..haiz..
BUT NO MATTER WHAT MY GURLFRENS ARE ALWAYS BEEN THE FIRST BEFORE HYM=)..
bck to today event i bought my donuts~!! muahaha.yummy la..i bought bittersweet,chocolate cream,and powerpop..muahah..damn yummy
hehe and oh ya i eat kerang until my body became itch ..maybe allergy to seafood except fish =) damn itch~!!argh~!

*and did i told u guys that i saw mr S at the juntion 8 bus stop ..man he is so WOOOOWWW..wit his blue cardigan~!i was abt to get the better view in the bus but the bus driver don let me too the bus just drove away =(..but nvm i don give tha guy a big fck~! =)

Thursday, December 6, 2007

haha ok guyas promisei upload pictures =)..and

all this pictas is put at randomly~!!happy wathing.btw all this pic have n edit coz lazy la~!

haha siti sempat seh~!