Reminsce .

Sunday, April 26, 2009

♥ Aku tk percaya cinta (:

selamat pagi people ;D

this few days the weather is burning hot urh .
berpeluh satu badan .
aiyooo .

anywaaay , did i tell you guys that someone prank my house

; by calling up the mac using my brothers name .
i wonder who's the idoit urh , since he know my address & contact no .
lau mai dapat taw sape awak tuu , nahas la kamu niy .
& for godness sake the mac delivery was $29.90 urh
sapaa mau bayar ?
dad talk things out with the delivery man , its just a minor misunderstanding .
aiyo , budak-budak zaman skg tk der kerje lain ke ?
lau tk der pn ,gi tolong bersih kan masjid ke , dapat jugak pahala ;D

anyway ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
; EUGENIA & DALIAN ,
may all your wishes come thru & have a wonderful day ahead ;D

apa maciam lagu blog mai ?
baik ?

♥
Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta
sekadar mengusik kamu
biarlah cinta yang datang padaku
aku tak percaya

Kerana ku cukup semua
hanya tiada hmmm teman lelaki
sekadar sekadar cuci mata
melihat lelaki seperti kamu

Saturday, April 25, 2009

♥ cinta itu pakai otak (:

assalamualaikum ,
thanks for those who's have been msg-ing me & tag me ,
asking how i am , thanks for being concern about me (:
appriciate sangat (:
but don worry , i'll be fine .
suprisingly , i felt better then before .
& about brother's case , i don think its a appropriate thing to do as to sulk & plot a revenge on hym .
let the past be the past , he's still my brother after all & thanks to him i've realise my mistake .
so i will just let the past be the past
forgive & forget (:

& hari saturdaaaaaaaaay ,
mendak nyeeeer , tk der kerje nk buat ,
next monday there will be maths test , wednesday social studies test & malay oral
mak aiiik , stress ~

& oh ya , million thanks to mira & ffe for helping me out when i'm in a " difficult" situation .
terima kasih banyak2 :}

psst , anyway i've done something with my kening . heehe ;DDDD
menyesal pulak mai trim ;\

something for those girls out there (:
cinta tuu pakai minda , don be easily to fall in love ehy .
fikir semasak-masak mungkin ~

Friday, April 24, 2009

♥ maafkan mai , mai dah lukakan hati kamu berdua skali lagi :(

assalamualaikum ,

yesterday was a horrible day for me , the peeps should know what .

sumpah , mai sakit hati skali .

sorry mum & dad , i've disappoint you two once again .

i know i'm in the wrong .

i'll promise you i wont repeat my mistake anymore .

& thanks ehy ADIK , terime kasih banyak-banyak !

i've promise myself that i'll cut down my contact with guys on msn & stop passing out my numbers to them .

i don wisht to disappoint my parents anymore , enough is enough . :\

& since my parents don allow me to have a relationship at this age , i shall respect that .

i shall strain myself from any boy-girl relationship for now , till my studies , insya allah .

kesian papa & mak , mesti hati drg hancur sebab tindakan mai :\

maaf kn mai :(

in school i wasnt as hyper as usual , i was really disappointed in myself .

i really do , regret pn ader .

i didnt think people would notice till efa told me i was extremly quiet unlike any other day .

my first mid year paper would be on 5 may .

FOR GODNESS SAKE , time fly very fast ayee .

for next week onwards i shall concerntrate on my studies .

dh tk der mase nk bergurau-gurau lagi urh ~

plan to have a mugging session with efa , inviting the others to , if they wish to join us la :}

aiyooo , stress stress !

omg , suara dieeer , cair oi cair .
nk lagu dier ? msn mai la ;D

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

♥ hatiku masih terkunci , maafkan mai , ku tak mahu hati mu disakiti .

assalamualaikum (:

school was as per normal .
beatty idol was awesome ~
even thought my two dearest didnt manage to get in the first place but they still rock my socks la ehy !
melissa & i-don-know-whats-his name .
won for the group category .
while the sec 1 girl got in first , DANIEL second & idayu third .
oh well all the contestant was as good as ever .
so its a tight competition among them .
they are all have a very good vocals .
overall my girls did they best & i'm proud of them .
so siti & odelia , don think too much , you did your best and you should be proud of yourself (:
& masya allah zan sungguh irritating during the performance he was so hyper i tell you .
clap his hands with full of excitment like a child and making the most noise -,-
zan , grow up ;D

kepada kamu yg menaruh hati kt mai ,
maaf kn mai , till now i aint ready for any serious relationship or whatsoever .
not now nor tomorrow , i myself not sure when i'll be ready .
don put too much hopes on me , i don want to disappoint you at the end of the day .
hati mai belum terbuka untuk mana-mana lelaki mahupun kamu .
mai dah serik di sakiti & dikhinati .
biarkan mai mengambil masa untuk mengubati hati yg terluka .
mai dh serik dengan lelaki yang kata-kata hanya manis di bibir .
lagi-lagi pn , you are someone who go for looks .
mai lebih disenangi jikalau mempunyai teman yg tidak prihatin tentang rupa tetapi ketulusan di hati .
maaf kan mai , mai tk mahu menipu perasaan mai sendiri dan memberi janji palsu .
its better that we don contact each other for now . as to prevent from hurting ourself .
i'm sorry , but i really cant lie to myself anymore .
take care hadri .
hopefully you'll find someone who worth your love .
goodbye .

zan oh zan -,-

babes aku ~

i know they rocks . don deny that ;p

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

♥ Kata-kata lelaki hanya manis di bibir sahaja

assalamualaikum .
didnt attend school today due to body aching & flu plus fever .
then early in the morning receive a msg from yan .

i though he was discharge from hospital or he was recovering .

but no .
" Do not contact yanto anymr.
Thx. "
waaaah , hati hancur .
i dont know either the msg is from yan himself or his sister .
just when i started to learn to like someone AGAIN something or somehow just would prevent it to happen .
& things will came to an end that soon .
why eh why . asal aku ?
aiyo , seriously , aku dh penat nk bercinta-cinta niy sume .
sakit hati , pening kepala .
since i'm at home & i have nothing better to do , told mum i'm going to the library since school novel's is SUCKY .
walk pass by yan's block :/
there's the only way for me to reach to my bus stop urh .
hati bertambah pedih ~
hmm , bus-ed to amk library , borrow 2 books incase i finish one , i still have another book to read .
reading is the only thing which keeps me company now days ,
keep my thinking far far from the reality ,from thinking about friends nor love .
then after borrow the books i was walking home when i was think about zila .
asked her to lepak with me , as i miss her so much .
nanti tk lepak ckp aku pulak yg sombong ~
hahahaha .
lepak for couples of minute & i went home .

tido then receive a msg from khalish ,
asking why am i not in school . am i sick or somthing ?
his msg brighten me up somehow . at least i know SOMEONE still care for me somehow .
khalish , my classmate , still bother to msg .
classmate taw .kawan2 enta pergi maner . busy sangat sampai mai pn drg lupe .
so much for a friend :/

Monday, April 20, 2009

♥ I dont trust guys anymore

had oral just now , for my prelim kot ?

& i think i gonna fail for this oral , i was so nervouse till i keep on ahh . . erm ..

all the way .

tibe2 otak blank urh .

nothing much happen today .

fluuuu ~

&& god i need a malay novel urh !

teman mai gi tpy library ley ~

btw memperkenalkan kawan baru mai ; ADILAH

CUTE KN dieeer .

NOT !

Sunday, April 19, 2009

♥ GOOD Friends don stay forever :\

another sweetheart of mine (:

basically , went to aunts place , kenduri arwah for atuk .

& bro has been acting strange , he's been very pale .

and at times he'll stare at things , which is veeeery creeepy .

mai nyer pak cik bace2 kn dier , baru dier okey .

hmm , uncle told mum that bro has been possess 0.o

thank god everything is fine now ~

& for god sake , after he's okey already , his old irritating attitude came back !

OH GOD !

hmm at least seeing my brother back to his old self makes me happy (:

ohh !

pass by siti's blog & god she's having a great time yst .

menyesal pulak tk gi :(

hmm , tk per , there will be next time .

& siti ohh siti , the i own you present ehy ;DDDD.

soon babe soon ~

; here's a video to cheer you guys up ;D

untuk muhd nur hamizan ,
if happens that you read my blog ;
friends do not tell other people a secret cause if they ever did , they are plain pathetic and they can't be trusted . You may forgive them for the continues mistakes they make but only some will be with you through it all . Some with stick with you . And even though how much you fight with them , they'll still love you for who you are . Friends don't make evil plans and have split personalities , friends tells the truth . Friends don't back stab one anther , and friends don't leave you alone when they have other friends just like that . Sooner or later , the one you call your "friend" will show you his/her true colours . Because friends are not just friends , friends are special and you treasure them no matter what .
- bloghop to bella's blog & i got this quoto , maaf ye lau digunakn tanpa izin ~

yesterday outing was disaster ~

my apology to ffe for my horrible attitude yesterday .

plan to go shesha to celebrate zan's belated birthday .

well he doesnt even seems to appriciate the things we done for hym . so what for being nice to him .

&& only the guys were shesha-ing . not us .

waste time jer .

so i went shopping with efaaaa ~

shopping was the only thing which can make my mood back to normal .

dari sakit hati tengok tu budak nyer muke -,-

sumpah , pakaian mai dh mcm minah . hohoho ~

pakaian ajer , perangai tk ehy .

there are couples of new shops in bugis .

go & check it out urh ~

and that jumpsuit . tunggu urh , ader duit mai kebas nyeeer .

hmm , after shopping met up with the guys , ride the train , they stop at habour front for siti's celebration & i went home (:

rating for yesterday's outing ; 2/5

& mainly its efa & ffe which makes the day all BETTER (;

brother went home yesterday , but what a luck , he was having high fever .
he saw cik P at his campsite. tros demam .

kesian dier , walau macam maner jahat nyer mai , adik tetap adik .

sayaang oi kt dier . ;}

anyway today aint a good day for me , the day started real BAD .

& i dont wish to eleborate more .

Friday, April 17, 2009

♥ It will be fine

It takes time time living in a world

When you don't know who to trust

assalamualaikum (:

meet lala in the morning , kecoh urh dier , sampai mai tk sempat sarapan .
hoho , slack at mac , my stomach was really grumbling urh .
lapar sangat , so asked her to come over to my place since mum is cooking mee siam ;D
reach home , aper lagi santap urh .
talk with lala & all , sumpah mai rindu dier .
hmm then go to school , cadet satu-satu bikin hal .
aper nak jadi ngan cadet aku niy . -,-
pong naik sort , ngan mai skali dier pekik -,-
& million apology to efa and muru for my harsh words ~
pffft , but overall the beattyian's did a great job .
CONGRATULATIONS guys for the sucessful event (;
slack with efa , since i'm alone at home , asked efa if she mind accompany me at home .
she agree & off to my house .
at least ader teman , even though for a couple of hours only
efa has just gone home & now i'm alone ,
all alone & its very scary urh :\
thank god its friday , esok dh saturday
& adik will be back from his camp ;DDD
HOHO , esok mai nk gi penni with my peeps .
nk ikut ?
wahahahha ,
btw siti maaf sesangat i cant come for you party , its starts at 7pm till 10pm
mai tk ley keluar sampai malam sangat urh :(
lau petang i don mind , but at 7 urm susah sikit .
hmm , maaf sesangat , & happy birthday to you dearest .
present kamu , nanti mai settle kn
the peeps & i will figure out something
hopefully tomorrow's party gonna be a blast for you sweetheart ~
i love you babe , ingat tuu ~

thanks to yan , fahmi && jufri

for sparing their time accompany me in msn , when i'm all alone now

terime kasih banyak .

your help is much appriciated ;D

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE ;
SITI FATIHAH
may all your wishes come thru ;D

Thursday, April 16, 2009

♥ I hate this part right here

suddenly i miss this girls in the photo , including odelia & shakila

rindu pulak lepak ngan korang .

its been since that we've been together .

for the whole 1 year , alot of conflict we face thru .

we are no longer close like we were before .

we've been thru alot , gossiping after school doing all the silly stuff together , talk on the phone together .

i miss my sec 3's memories , why things have to be this complicated ?

mira & i made a very silly convo , hahah mira have to kiss me 10 time thru the msn

dh mendak , bbl merepek pn jadi .

haiz , this coming saturday is fatihah birthday .

howhowhow ~

i don know suddenly have no feelings for guys pulak

rase benci pun ader .

tibe-tibe jer .

asal ehy ?

but heeey , mai bkn lesbian ehy !

♥ Blogger mcm pantat

type out the link & they give me this
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-.- Baik Kepaaa ~

hmm , school was as usual as always , assembly sucks , kill time reading novel .
skali skala jadi ulat buku tk salah kn ?. sampai mira2 skali jadi ulat buku .

ever since lala entered ite , i don have the chance to meet her up ,
maaf ye syg , aper tk nyer , 1 whole week ader training .
so i've made up my mind to meet her up tmr before going for aa , i'm going to meet her dulu (:
ever since she've been to ite , i can sense that she is very lonely urh .
all of her friends was posted to different ite , so she was stuck at ang mo kio ,
as a couzin of her's i've keep her company by sms-ing her , so she wont be so bored .
3 days has past , she've share her stories to me , all about ite life , her friends and all .
she seems really happy urh . & i'm glad she is .
at least she wont feel deserted in anyway (:
i love you la lalaCUZZY oi ~

somehow , she's the one i've been looking for when i'm at my worst , blood is thicker then water rite .
hidup mati , satu family (:
i wont be that petty old mai who just keep on sulking & complaning for no reason either about friendship about love life .
yes i know i'm unable to keep the problems to myself , i just needed someone to talk to ,
for now its lala . even though there were times she'll nag at me mcm mak nenek , but i know her intention was sincere .
i'm growing older , there's alot of things that i don know , i'm still naive about life .
things wont be as sweet as i espected .
so i've gotta stand up on my feet no matter what problem i face at .
;DDDDD

& early in the morning someone confess to me that he like me more than a friend

macam pernah dengar jer dialog tuu :D

but i guess , perasaan mai yg masih tidak percaya kt lelaki tuu masih ader .

so , i wont rush for relationship & i dont even know him that well .
suprise-suprise , mai tk cepat jatuh hati kat lelaki skg .

mai dhbetul-betul tawar hati kt lelaki kot ?

owh-owh , not a good sign ehy .

nasib baik tk benci ;)

&& MUHAMMAD ZULKARANIN BIN ITHNIN ,

kakak kamu niy rindu awak sgt , cepat la balik camp .

boring urh kt rumah tk der org nk cari gaduh !

walaupun awak tuu selalu menyakit kan hati , rindu tetap rindu ,

adik sorang oi ~

huaaaak , imissyou la adik :(

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

assalamualaikum ~
how are you people ~
baaik ?
hahah , you know what .
fatihah has been selected for the semi finals la seeey !
congratz girl .
dier yg masuk , aku yg ghairah .

hmm school was organizing blood donationg on 21 may at sph .
me && hamizan was keen to donate blood urh.
hohoh . nk join ?

ohoh ! happy belated birthday dad .
it was yesterday , forget to post urh .
maaf ye pa , mai tk der hadiah urh nk kasi papa , ngah tk der waaang .
thanks for being the most wonderful dad ever since i was young .
sorry for the mistake i've done , making you disappointed in me .
never will i forget you , maaf kn mai lau mai dh luka kn hati papa .
i know you wont be reading this post . but i just want to do at least alil something for you .
iloveyou dad , i really do (:

pssst , adik nk gi camp , 3 days && for the 3 days i'll be alone at home .
saper nk teman mai lepak urh ~

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

i saw this preety rainbow during my annual award practice .

thanks muru for the shot .

mrs ho was giving lecture to the i/c suddenly she shout

" hey there's rainbow"

cikgu aku cute ehy .

hoho , nothing much happen today , lesson was as per normal .

&& i fail my maths and physic test when i have confidence to pass :(
slack with the girls after school , talk things out with mira .

then suddenly cikgu fauziah came , and she join us .

she share about her childhood , her teachers & also the school .

she even told us she miss being a student . hahah cikgu2

the 3 of us just keep on talking .

then there's a time where cikgu asked mira who is her boyfriend , mira said its ffe && zan urh .

cikgu was like " ahh ye la banyaak la tu "

i reply " ehy cikgu tk banyak la , cume 2 jer boyfriend mira "

terbahak2 kiter org ketawa

mira & i made a deal with ms fauziah that in 3 years time we'll come back to beatty and find her .

hahaha its a promise ~

haiz , now its really hard for me to leave the school , leaving all the memories behind with great teachers in the school , not all ehy , some jeeeer ~
i miss beatty for sure , i'll miss my secondry school life ;(

Monday, April 13, 2009

to raffe rascal ;
i'm truly disappointed with your sudden behaviour ,
but i understand , under some circumstances you've change because of your surrounding .
maaf kn mai lau mai ader salah silap kt ffe .
but i'm just too taken back with your action .
when i thought i found a true friend , but you show me indeed what true friend means .
TRUE FRIEND indeed ,
no matter how nice i am to people , i'm going to get myself disappointed at the end of the day .
but no worries , i wont change my attitute .
But as you can its an disadvantage for me to be too naive , people just step on my head by then .
sometimes i wonder , what is true friends anyway ?
i want the old you back .

hello faithful readers (:
hmm lets talk about chalet ehy ,
i swear it was FUN FUN FUN ,
caca came with his HUGE lorry & the weather werent on our side ,
it was raining , i was freezing inside the lorry , mind you its an OPEN air lorry .
& god i was drench , mood tros spoil !
reach aunty banu's place , carry all the items into the lorry , masya allah , barang2 aunty banu plus mum's memang dh sah macam nk pindah rumah .
baru over night satu hari barang2 dh mcm gitu , lau 3 hari cm ner urh ;X
hoho , reach the chalet , and we unpack things , straight jack change up go into the swimming pool .
the day went fast , night time was barbeque time , asap byk , ley steam muke skali ~
kak hazera organize games for the kids ,
the girls join in urh .
play dog & bone , sumpah kecoh .
lady's verses men's . kekek urh .
those who cheat in the game have to do forfeit ,
and the forfeit was to do pole dancing >< color="#000000">5 long years of relationship . woaaah ~
she told me that , for now have fun with your life being single , coz at times when you are attached you'll be tied down , spent less time with your love one & you have to divide your time with your friends & your guy . so its a good solution for you to be single at this age , you'll have much freedom then you imagine . ;DDDDD
midnight strike & our chalet were still bursting the music loud with the lights on .
didi urh organize dancing competition , org tk nk dier pakse -,-
light out at 3am , the girls were dead tired .
the next morning , didnt even bath , dive into the pool , sejuuuuuuuk ~
berendam dari kol 9am till 2pm , cant even wash up , you know why , bcoz the chalet pipe was on repair & our chalet was effected -,-
berendam punya rendam kulit pun jadi gelap -,- grrr , then wash up , pack things & home sweet home

pictaas ;

BERENDAAAM ~

iwan jadi pole -.-

mak mai main wrestling , jgn main2 ; kaki iwan berdarah , kecoh skit satu family

games time .

Saturday, April 11, 2009

pffft .
time check ; 12.24 .
&& i'm waiting for my uncle to fetch me with his lorry at 1.30 pm to the chalet .
another 1 loooooong hour to go .
boring nyer mak oi .
kill time by using the comp . pffft .
mendakmendak .
*edited
time now ; 3.01
&& my uncle is now where to been seeen , aleermak , mood mai nk gi chalet pn hilang urh .
-,-
MendakMendakMendak ~
&& yessa ! at last i got to snap a pic with my bro , i swear its really hard to get a pic of hym together with me & to kill time i deliberatly force hym ,
the last pic i took with hym was when i'm in sec 2 ?
yeaaah , looooong time ago ;DDD

yst was otf with ffe , talk things out & i realise that life wont go on smooth like you espected .
people change in a blink of an eye , trust been betray without you knowing && mostly friendship that you've been looking forward just went haywire in few months time .
how i wish that there's a time capsul & i'll just go back to the past enjoying my childhood without thinking all sort of problem like now .
hmmm .