hey all (:
yst ton on the phone with cuzzy and his boyf plus apit , from 12 till 5 am in the morning and apit pn down the phone coz he have something on , and i continue the convo till like 7 am in the morning la , waaaa piaaaang . so ended the call and when to sleep , woke up early morning abt 9 plus when tu nganji , siallah damn sleep sia , i look like zombie okey trust me , was so not concentrate with my reading , gaaah . took 3 min nap la , luckly uztaza nvr seee . so when back home continue sleep till 1 , mummy asked me accompany her go bedok jemputan there ,pffffft , you can imagine how grumpy i am , but hmm mummy is alone so no choice la sey , go there took train bla bla bla , otf with apit tat time and this mat kompang when whistling at me la -,- .
okeeeeeey . when to the groom's wedding and the bus which supposed to sent us back to bedok leave us at tempines & mummy didnt bring her back with her , all her cash at bedok , and you can imagine how kiasu my mum would be , haiyoooooo . so there is a kind soul who drive us back to bedok , thank god . lau tk kecoh sia kt tempines . wahhahaha mum kiut la , heee .
and yeah when back so this beatty student there , forget his name yeah blaaa . ended my day there (:
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
heey , just came back from nuh yeaaah (:
hmm when nuh hoping to see firdaus , but no luck la sey .
but nvm cam whore with the girls and end my day .
hmm i been noticing my attitude lately
being a lil bitchy .
my bro && ffe has notice the change la , and i have to admit on that too.
after the last relationship i had , i became more revengeful towards guys .
but i didnt realise that i was playing with their feelings .
i have no intention to do that i swear , but its just that , haaaaiz .
hmm , but lately i cut down with no of guy i contact with , and after this , i wont go for knl2 anymore , and shall treat them as frens only .
i am tired of being someone i'm not , i aint a bitch and i don have the intention to toy with guys feelings . but haiz .
yeah i think thats it . so i am sorry if i did hurt your feelings in any kind of way . and to lutfil my deepest apology .
i think i gonna stay from guys from now (:
Thursday, November 27, 2008
heey all ~
wake up early morning , receive a msg from fairuz .
its been a looong time since i receive his msg la , and he told me he miss me :(
hmm what to doo , haiz he wanted to ended it so badly rite ?
and yeah . mira text me to meet her under her block with nabil .
and lala text me too that she will be come to amk .
gaaaah all at one time .
but nvm meet up with mira hang out with them , and gosh mira look so pale la .
with her tan body .
whahahah and nabil is getting darker too .
hohoho , so chit chat with them send them off to their bus stop , saw fareez ; but i guess he don even recognize me (:
then lala and his boyf came , lala boyf not bad ar ~
woooits .
lepak with them and i swear i envy the both of them .
when its gonna be my turn eyy ?!
gaaaah . hati sakit siol !
but nvm ~
hmm addy text me today . . .
yeah yeah don bother bout hym anymore , i know i know ;(
wake up early morning , receive a msg from fairuz .
its been a looong time since i receive his msg la , and he told me he miss me :(
hmm what to doo , haiz he wanted to ended it so badly rite ?
and yeah . mira text me to meet her under her block with nabil .
and lala text me too that she will be come to amk .
gaaaah all at one time .
but nvm meet up with mira hang out with them , and gosh mira look so pale la .
with her tan body .
whahahah and nabil is getting darker too .
hohoho , so chit chat with them send them off to their bus stop , saw fareez ; but i guess he don even recognize me (:
then lala and his boyf came , lala boyf not bad ar ~
woooits .
lepak with them and i swear i envy the both of them .
when its gonna be my turn eyy ?!
gaaaah . hati sakit siol !
but nvm ~
hmm addy text me today . . .
yeah yeah don bother bout hym anymore , i know i know ;(
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hey yaw yaw yaw ~
went to dental app && addy cant follow yaw
dissapoinment ~
but hey the day must go on rite , so yeah reach at tts the clinic is still close open at 2 pm
we reach there at 1 plus , so ffe wanted to have lunch first .gaaaaaah !.
had lunch alr when back to the clinic , talk talk talk , and i guess what the peeps say is right .
he is just using me la hor ?.
yeah from now on shall ignore his call and msg's .
its for the best , so i wont get hurt .
hahah sick of all th lies and his sweet talk . ~
gaaaaaaaah , not gonna be in r/s for now .
hati sakit babe !
yeah and after the my dental app when to vivo babe ~
its a unplan thing la sey , when there splash water at zan and the rest
wooits . things going sour at the end , had conflict with ffe.
sorry ffe , didnt listen to your advise , it takes time for me to forget someone ,
i hope you understand eyy .
mai promise will do what you advise !.
and ohh please pick up my call , efa me and zan is very worried about you okeeey
aiyooooo
went to dental app && addy cant follow yaw
dissapoinment ~
but hey the day must go on rite , so yeah reach at tts the clinic is still close open at 2 pm
we reach there at 1 plus , so ffe wanted to have lunch first .gaaaaaah !.
had lunch alr when back to the clinic , talk talk talk , and i guess what the peeps say is right .
he is just using me la hor ?.
yeah from now on shall ignore his call and msg's .
its for the best , so i wont get hurt .
hahah sick of all th lies and his sweet talk . ~
gaaaaaaaah , not gonna be in r/s for now .
hati sakit babe !
yeah and after the my dental app when to vivo babe ~
its a unplan thing la sey , when there splash water at zan and the rest
wooits . things going sour at the end , had conflict with ffe.
sorry ffe , didnt listen to your advise , it takes time for me to forget someone ,
i hope you understand eyy .
mai promise will do what you advise !.
and ohh please pick up my call , efa me and zan is very worried about you okeeey
aiyooooo
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
heey ,
happy , sad , tearful things happen lately without my mouse ~
and i cant even update my blog ar . pffft
spend time with the guys yst without mira and nabil , supposed to meet addy but he didnt pick my call nor sms
receive sms from addy just wake up , abt 1 plus gitu .
so asked hym to get change and meet me at lavender ar .
so yeah , waited for efa to take her photo and all && i swear muke efa bengis siaa .
hahah so yeah waited in the queue , asked for birthcert bla bla bla .
so done with it , told the guys to wait for addy at mrt station there maybe he alr reach baah .
wait wait 1 hour plus wait for hym , he sms me he reached alr .
hee ffe asked me to go and meet hym first , waaah piang paisey you know , i go to his place , make a u turn and called the guys =X.
HEEEE .
so zan made the first move and talked to hym , they get along fine .
i was like so quite the whole journey la , he keep on cuit2 me lor , tangan gatal btol niy bdk .
hahah so have lunch coz i was straving while waiting for dearest ~
gaagg eat chicken rice cannot finish . then we headed off to sheeshaaa , grape flavor (:
hahah had alot of fun there la and i get comfortable with hym la (((((:
took train and headed home , i was late la . over my curfew was supposed to reach home at 6 put reach home at 7.30 , and addy sent me home right to my block .
accompany hym for awhile since bro reach home late , and he stole a kiss from me . wth ~
malu malu malu , ended off there (:
you wan more details ? tk dpt ar ;P
&& hopefully tmr he can make ~
happy , sad , tearful things happen lately without my mouse ~
and i cant even update my blog ar . pffft
spend time with the guys yst without mira and nabil , supposed to meet addy but he didnt pick my call nor sms
receive sms from addy just wake up , abt 1 plus gitu .
so asked hym to get change and meet me at lavender ar .
so yeah , waited for efa to take her photo and all && i swear muke efa bengis siaa .
hahah so yeah waited in the queue , asked for birthcert bla bla bla .
so done with it , told the guys to wait for addy at mrt station there maybe he alr reach baah .
wait wait 1 hour plus wait for hym , he sms me he reached alr .
hee ffe asked me to go and meet hym first , waaah piang paisey you know , i go to his place , make a u turn and called the guys =X.
HEEEE .
so zan made the first move and talked to hym , they get along fine .
i was like so quite the whole journey la , he keep on cuit2 me lor , tangan gatal btol niy bdk .
hahah so have lunch coz i was straving while waiting for dearest ~
gaagg eat chicken rice cannot finish . then we headed off to sheeshaaa , grape flavor (:
hahah had alot of fun there la and i get comfortable with hym la (((((:
took train and headed home , i was late la . over my curfew was supposed to reach home at 6 put reach home at 7.30 , and addy sent me home right to my block .
accompany hym for awhile since bro reach home late , and he stole a kiss from me . wth ~
malu malu malu , ended off there (:
you wan more details ? tk dpt ar ;P
&& hopefully tmr he can make ~
ohh boy how i wish your feelings was true ,
i don mind waiting for you coz i know you are the one that worth waiting for
but at the same time i am still doubting all those words you told me .
you told me that to nvr leave you , but i wouldnt
infact that words shld apply to you ,
oh boy oh boy oh boy .
i love you la addy oi ~
Monday, November 17, 2008
heey .
when to school just now for leadership course ,
gaaah i was late lurh -,-
didnt have time for breakfast rush to sch .
find the guys at music room don havee ; asked mr ray they at band room -,-
so when inside everyone was like looking at me baah .
reach there 10 plus maah .
joined them , gosh they was sooooo not hyper at all .
the coach like talking to the wall bah .
aiyooyoyo . stomach was grumbling like maaaad la .
got lunch break , buy noodles and eat while waiting for the rest .
&& msg bie (: gagagaga
bie manje nyer tk ley angkat oi ! hahah but nvm tetap mai syg dieeer ~
ffe told me that before i get into another relationship he && mira have to know coz my when ever i am in a relationship surely guys will either fool ard with me or playing ard with me feelings .
haha so its a must for them to let them know who and who i am with now .
GAAAAH mcm police inspector pulak .
but nvm , i'm glad they still care abt mee . MUCH APPRICIATED (:
so when back to the course , the energy level is better now .
gaah and we were let off early at 5 plus , sms my bro how is hym .
dan replied that he was okeey .
skali2 when home my bro mouth was like swollen like mad !
WTF caaaan ?!
&*%#& !
was so pissed off ar , tk der cari lain per nk settle barang . kiwak !
bro was like " sis relaks , i'm okeey "
naaaaaabeeeeeeeei !
swollen like that you think i can let them off ar , you wait la hor
ader hari aku balas la siaaaa !
pity bro , even he can be a lil pain :(
and he is like sleeping helplessly now .
grrr ~
♥ ohh shafiq (:
when to school just now for leadership course ,
gaaah i was late lurh -,-
didnt have time for breakfast rush to sch .
find the guys at music room don havee ; asked mr ray they at band room -,-
so when inside everyone was like looking at me baah .
reach there 10 plus maah .
joined them , gosh they was sooooo not hyper at all .
the coach like talking to the wall bah .
aiyooyoyo . stomach was grumbling like maaaad la .
got lunch break , buy noodles and eat while waiting for the rest .
&& msg bie (: gagagaga
bie manje nyer tk ley angkat oi ! hahah but nvm tetap mai syg dieeer ~
ffe told me that before i get into another relationship he && mira have to know coz my when ever i am in a relationship surely guys will either fool ard with me or playing ard with me feelings .
haha so its a must for them to let them know who and who i am with now .
GAAAAH mcm police inspector pulak .
but nvm , i'm glad they still care abt mee . MUCH APPRICIATED (:
so when back to the course , the energy level is better now .
gaah and we were let off early at 5 plus , sms my bro how is hym .
dan replied that he was okeey .
skali2 when home my bro mouth was like swollen like mad !
WTF caaaan ?!
&*%#& !
was so pissed off ar , tk der cari lain per nk settle barang . kiwak !
bro was like " sis relaks , i'm okeey "
naaaaaabeeeeeeeei !
swollen like that you think i can let them off ar , you wait la hor
ader hari aku balas la siaaaa !
pity bro , even he can be a lil pain :(
and he is like sleeping helplessly now .
grrr ~
♥ ohh shafiq (:
Sunday, November 16, 2008
he admit that he still loves tysha .
and he really don bother .
thanks .
you explain enough.
i'm glad its over . my heartache && misery .
Saturday, November 15, 2008
boy , if she is all you wishing for go on and wait for her .
i'm tired of crying all by myself thinking how far we could go.
you told me you've change , but you are still the same person that once broke my heart .
time and time again i wish your words were true.
but happy ending only happens in fairytales .while i'm in the real world ; the reality .
i'm sorry if i am behave like i own you .
i know that i don fit to be your miss independant .
once again sorry boy .
& yet from time to time this silly girl has been loving you hoping that you will really change and come back to me .
what do you take me for boy ?
well finally i already have your answer
i'm tired of crying all by myself thinking how far we could go.
you told me you've change , but you are still the same person that once broke my heart .
time and time again i wish your words were true.
but happy ending only happens in fairytales .while i'm in the real world ; the reality .
i'm sorry if i am behave like i own you .
i know that i don fit to be your miss independant .
once again sorry boy .
& yet from time to time this silly girl has been loving you hoping that you will really change and come back to me .
what do you take me for boy ?
well finally i already have your answer
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
hey all ;DDD.
woke up today morning , dress up and off to tpy mrt station . bin && pong was there first to reach . so waited for shakila and the rest . shakila was outside at guardian there . gaaah . saw val , calvin && jerlinda . valerie was stunning la ^^ gaaaaaah with her perm hair i melt siol . so yeah then when off while waiting for efa , i and kila plan to cancel today plan and don even attend the course . asked yong xin to tell mrs koh . obviously she said no . and off we go to cck . reach hq alr feels very awkward with home clothes la . don even feel like going in . but was force by shakilaaaaa . so when it and guess what ? we don have to take the uniform , its for the clt's ONLY . gosh the 3 of us was so pissed off la waste our time go there for nothing -,- .
was in th bus and bby called , lepak with hym . i agree (: haha . off to mrt station chat with the girls and reach amk baah . took 269 and it goes the other way round , i have to walk to bby house . but it's alright . ahahh meet hym , he was kinda asleep . sorry eyy lau mai lambat ;DD
and the rest of the stuff is private heeee
woke up today morning , dress up and off to tpy mrt station . bin && pong was there first to reach . so waited for shakila and the rest . shakila was outside at guardian there . gaaah . saw val , calvin && jerlinda . valerie was stunning la ^^ gaaaaaah with her perm hair i melt siol . so yeah then when off while waiting for efa , i and kila plan to cancel today plan and don even attend the course . asked yong xin to tell mrs koh . obviously she said no . and off we go to cck . reach hq alr feels very awkward with home clothes la . don even feel like going in . but was force by shakilaaaaa . so when it and guess what ? we don have to take the uniform , its for the clt's ONLY . gosh the 3 of us was so pissed off la waste our time go there for nothing -,- .
was in th bus and bby called , lepak with hym . i agree (: haha . off to mrt station chat with the girls and reach amk baah . took 269 and it goes the other way round , i have to walk to bby house . but it's alright . ahahh meet hym , he was kinda asleep . sorry eyy lau mai lambat ;DD
and the rest of the stuff is private heeee
he gave me his answer , and we are back together again .
hopefully our love stay longer till the end .
&& boy i hope what you told me its true aites (:
hopefully our love stay longer till the end .
&& boy i hope what you told me its true aites (:
Monday, November 10, 2008
ohh ppl ignore the recent post .
we are just close frens , and nothing more .
thanks for the explanation .
he told me he'll think bout getting back together .
GREAT !
we are just close frens , and nothing more .
thanks for the explanation .
he told me he'll think bout getting back together .
GREAT !
hey ppl just came back from perth (:
and gosh the city was cold .
shall update bout the trip later aites , i am too tired ar hee.
came back and azrie was online . he asked for a patch i guess ?
he told me he's change and i hope thats true dear . hopefully !
but i knew he is still on her . i aint sure , i seriously not sure whats happening .
are we on or arent we . was your words true , oh you are just taking me up for a show ?
i was happy when you asked , i swear . but bby i just aint too sure bout your love
likewise i am the silly girl which let her heart open again to the guy which her hurt once before coz that silly girl still loves that guy .
oh god
ohh boy :(
and gosh the city was cold .
shall update bout the trip later aites , i am too tired ar hee.
came back and azrie was online . he asked for a patch i guess ?
he told me he's change and i hope thats true dear . hopefully !
but i knew he is still on her . i aint sure , i seriously not sure whats happening .
are we on or arent we . was your words true , oh you are just taking me up for a show ?
i was happy when you asked , i swear . but bby i just aint too sure bout your love
likewise i am the silly girl which let her heart open again to the guy which her hurt once before coz that silly girl still loves that guy .
oh god
ohh boy :(
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
gaaaah
few more hours && i'm gone laa
rite now i'm stuck with flu a really bad cold !
GREAT .
haiz i will miss you guys laa especially
; fatihah , eugenia , yg , valerie , shun yee ,addy , naz , khai ,fairuz , azrie ?!
haaaaiz will leave soon baah , don miss me alright guys .
:'(
take care of yourself aites ppl , don do silly things
few more hours && i'm gone laa
rite now i'm stuck with flu a really bad cold !
GREAT .
haiz i will miss you guys laa especially
; fatihah , eugenia , yg , valerie , shun yee ,addy , naz , khai ,fairuz , azrie ?!
haaaaiz will leave soon baah , don miss me alright guys .
:'(
take care of yourself aites ppl , don do silly things
Monday, November 3, 2008
second post for the day i guess .
hmm more and more ppl came by and making me feel bad leaving singapore
GAAAAAH .
oh well what to do still have to go rite .
i heard its going to be a long journey , so here i am searching for song to be upload in my mp3 .
to keep me company i gueess .
haiz .
got a called from mira just now . gaah , my phone rang && there's alot of no la so i guess its must be from here and i was rite ! gaaaaaah miss you babe :(
then another 10 min there's another no . guess who its going to be
RAFFEE .
my wokie tokiee .
gaaaaaah felt like crying when i receive a call from them .
they still care abt me and even thinks abt me :(
i love you la guyss !
hmm more and more ppl came by and making me feel bad leaving singapore
GAAAAAH .
oh well what to do still have to go rite .
i heard its going to be a long journey , so here i am searching for song to be upload in my mp3 .
to keep me company i gueess .
haiz .
got a called from mira just now . gaah , my phone rang && there's alot of no la so i guess its must be from here and i was rite ! gaaaaaah miss you babe :(
then another 10 min there's another no . guess who its going to be
RAFFEE .
my wokie tokiee .
gaaaaaah felt like crying when i receive a call from them .
they still care abt me and even thinks abt me :(
i love you la guyss !
hey (:
was thinking bout changing my blogskins before i leave singapore D:
well i've done it
yippie !
whahah
okeey fine .
its going to be one more day b4 i leave singapore . GAAAAH !.
&& yesterday coincidenly i slack with mr azrie (: .
even though we hang out for awhile that memories will always be rmb .
imy hym though (:
but oh well he don even bother && i shld just move onn .
haiz yst when to tempines when to mum's fren wedding & then my bro when to meet off with his fren at city hall with my kebabya -,-
ya laugh (:
so ya walk ard like fools with my kebabya && dan is being protective towards me . thanks dan (:
on the way home he sat beside me & he told me he love me by typing it out at his fone .
i just stood there silence .
and by then i was msg-ing azrie , coz he wanna meet up with me .
i told my bro i gonna meet up with my fren and asked bro to go on with the guys .
and i alighted at the bus stop and there is mr azrie with his green headphonee .GAAAAH !.
hahah HE LAUGHED AT Me coz i wore my kebaya at marina -,- grr .
so hang out with hym [ psst miss those moments last time we had ]
and i cant light the lighter he laught at coz i cant lite the lighter
WEEEEEY !.
hmm time goes very fast .
he injured his leg so accompany hym back home , walked hym back ar .
and he is trying to scared me with all those ghost stories ! gaaaah !.
ahahah and yeah .
tmr will be the day . he don even bother bout me . :(
but heeey i've to move on man .
was thinking bout changing my blogskins before i leave singapore D:
well i've done it
yippie !
whahah
okeey fine .
its going to be one more day b4 i leave singapore . GAAAAH !.
&& yesterday coincidenly i slack with mr azrie (: .
even though we hang out for awhile that memories will always be rmb .
imy hym though (:
but oh well he don even bother && i shld just move onn .
haiz yst when to tempines when to mum's fren wedding & then my bro when to meet off with his fren at city hall with my kebabya -,-
ya laugh (:
so ya walk ard like fools with my kebabya && dan is being protective towards me . thanks dan (:
on the way home he sat beside me & he told me he love me by typing it out at his fone .
i just stood there silence .
and by then i was msg-ing azrie , coz he wanna meet up with me .
i told my bro i gonna meet up with my fren and asked bro to go on with the guys .
and i alighted at the bus stop and there is mr azrie with his green headphonee .GAAAAH !.
hahah HE LAUGHED AT Me coz i wore my kebaya at marina -,- grr .
so hang out with hym [ psst miss those moments last time we had ]
and i cant light the lighter he laught at coz i cant lite the lighter
WEEEEEY !.
hmm time goes very fast .
he injured his leg so accompany hym back home , walked hym back ar .
and he is trying to scared me with all those ghost stories ! gaaaah !.
ahahah and yeah .
tmr will be the day . he don even bother bout me . :(
but heeey i've to move on man .
<3>
Saturday, November 1, 2008
hey all (:
feeeling better now ;DDD
hahah wont bother abt hym rite .
he made his decision and stick to it boy .
i ain't a fool & don treat me like one .
yst when online till late night .
so chat with lots off ppl .
wonder why does all this ppl suddenly appear when ever i have a break up .
hahah okey glad they are ard .
and faizal suddenly chat with me la seey
miss you a fren
wooits .
hahah i've move on thinking like nothing had happen
isnt that GREAT .
&& psst mirazanffe i swear i miss you guys damn lot :(
come back soon aites .
haiz
feeeling better now ;DDD
hahah wont bother abt hym rite .
he made his decision and stick to it boy .
i ain't a fool & don treat me like one .
yst when online till late night .
so chat with lots off ppl .
wonder why does all this ppl suddenly appear when ever i have a break up .
hahah okey glad they are ard .
and faizal suddenly chat with me la seey
miss you a fren
wooits .
hahah i've move on thinking like nothing had happen
isnt that GREAT .
&& psst mirazanffe i swear i miss you guys damn lot :(
come back soon aites .
haiz
