heeey !
how ur day ppl ;DD
hmm didnt attend school today coz body was aching all ove plus sore throut
then accompany mum when to posb settle some stuff , while queue-ing saw pp && adri la siaa~
unbelieveable but true ~ my leg was shaking all over .
hmm then had lunch at banquet , saw zila and the clique so called zila the rest turun -,- .
then talk to her for awhile . and she pass her ca congrats girl !
haha then i have to go . then boy shouted " mai sombong ar " && went off WAHAHA
okeey then went back home . went home cannot tahan my leg cramp like mad went off to sleep then receive msg from some one " hello boleh knl2 "
asked hym who is he and what his name . hah at last got to know its from boy amk ~~
wahahah he msg me leeey -,-
cannot believe !
then called hym and yaa from 11 till 2 am chat with hym otf ~
wahahah cannot believe that he got future and love maths plus art and even took history
!!
some subj as me leey
and all the prediction abt hym is totally the opposite la ! he is a nice guy seriously with a kind hear
*PSSST ; stop praising hym mai ~ don fall for hym siaa *bang* *bang*
hahah
but heeey cannot stop smiling la when i receive his msg ~
wahahha
and till today i didnt receive sms from aliff ;(
and khai running away from me when i told hym yesterday that i had someone else in mind !
haiz but hey at least i didnt lie to any one nor cheat hym rite ?
hahaha ! so yaa
sorry guys if i didnt entertain u guys @ msn ;D
HEHEH
boy ? ... aliff ? haiz
okeey today school rather " moody " la .
make this post short norh .
& i don want mention name or what had happen
what i wannaa say let the past be the past be the past .
i know even though it hurt la .
but everyone makes mistake .
then played frisbee with 3n1 first team then second team
then continue with 3e2 non stop win all of them 3e2 we got 12/6 ~ wahahahaha happy la siaaa
then break 3e2 vs 3t1 . 3e2 won ~ still 3t1 did their very best .
then played with 3n2 in finals .
we won ~
wahah today our lucky day !.
very happy
calvin,david,rishi,ken,valerie,eugenia && narrish is the best laa
& CALVIN even though his back hurt he still continue play
& narrish even though his jaw kanna hit still continue the match
& ken even thought kanna wack all over still continue
& eugenia even they play violence with them she still continue with the game
& david at the last game he kanna wack at the jaw he still got up and play carry on with the game
& valerie even though kanna kick by ricky still continue ~!
&& obviously thanks to rishi for savind the day laa even half the time he sms-ing ppl -,-
but this shows thats how united we are ~
" although our class behaviour is not good , but our class spirit will always be the first "
calvin told me this ~~
wahahahaha !
haiz and all our effort didnt go to waste we became champion ! hehe ! happy !
wahah
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anyway cikgu nisa will not be teaching our class anymore
haiz will miss her , miss her game , miss her comment on us not to give up !
haiz we will get back cikgu hamzah~ OH GAWD !
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K
now i am still stuck in confusion .
haiz now mr k ask me for stead -,-
haiz the mr al how ?
hmm in the first place i just wanna be frens with mr k .but turn out?
i don know if i have feelings for anyone of them .
aliff till now nvr msg me but that doesnt meant i have to fall for mr k rite?
and i alr told mr k i need time .
i dont think i am ready for relationship now .
maybe shld not accept any guy for now ?
don wan to make any dissapoinment .
&& shld i say to mr k that i alr have a crush on someone else.
but that would break his heart .
but i don wan be a timer norh being a hypocrite thinking all abt my self .
haiz shld tell hym tmr norh .
haaiz confuse with myself leeey.
grrr ! stay single better la hor
but but haiz i got a lil bit feeling for mr al . then how ?
heeeey ~
today very suan cann !
today had chem test i get 10 1/2-20 ! walaau !
fail neeeh !
hmm then after school find the sec one . ask them sit inside the room && wait for mr ganesh . azan asked me if i going to be with them i said yes and they happy like mad -,- .
wahaha sit down hear mr ganesh talk cann be damn bored okeey.
azan,jane,afiq,andrie,umair,harvind,syami attend the lesson
joel , weida , keith && lucas got lsp . so lent them my notes.
then go to hall at 2.30 check if frisbee start alr , but yu ling said the sec 3 match is at 3.30 so went down accompany the sec 1 .
saw faizal && luqman.
ask them where they going . they say got family matter . let them off but i want parents letter .
-,- then i heard that they wanna quit the cca.
so is afiq && andrie . shall do my best to keep them in.
their reason is ; end cca very late && tiring -,-
haven get used to it hor
then go back hall
match still haven start
other team start first .so go down and see the sec 1 . hahah proud of them they at least improve leey ! .then efa come down ask azan to lock his arms and all . and azan was like " come down only complain complain complain "
wahahah ! funny guy . after 4 let them off norh go back to frisbee ~
start alr with 3e2 i think ?
lost to them 3-5
hah then eugenia talk2 what they play no fair and all so we got rematch .
still lost . so more they play scratch ppl one -,-
wahahah
lost still have fun and cann see the team spirit in them ~
then after that play against 3n1
haha thana came and bang here and there.
then i roll2 on the floor to get the frisbee but still didnt get the frisbee .
still dare say i play violence -,- !
what i got bang you until blue black meh .
i play relaks one oke if you wan i play violence i kick here and there don care who you are .
what ur classmate bang me i got say anything anot
got complain anot
still dare say me ~
don make this matter worst la hor -,-
WHAT IMPORTANT MEH MUST WRITE IN YOUR BLOG ALL !
we lost to 3n1 i think 5-5 something like that
eugenia not happy coz we score higher then that , then she debate . i didnt know she was debating with the chloe all so i keep quite then saw eugenia talk2 like something is wrong i go down see what happen . eugenia has been fighting for us for past 1 hour la .she alone && all the 3n1 frisbee girls all chiong her -,-
she alone. then david cAME and say don make this matter worst . waah make eugenia cry ley . she chiong for n3 but david say like that . dalian not happt so is kelvin.
rishi && calvin all relaks only chill ! hah glad la . orh you see all the chairs at the hall flying all around ~ we all debate2 until 7+ until mr chan asked us to leave .
tmr then continue debate ~
waaah they want make matter worst right
i sit down there quitly then anyhow us my name rite !
kau peh !!
still my frenship with odelia && shamine so is tian xin wont be effected by this coz we our frenship will not be effected by any frisbee game la . !
i have been thinking abt this problem since yesterday .
i been waiting for mr ad answer and i think is impossible for me and hym coz we don even make frens at the first place D E N G ~
wahahah btw at the first place i don even think i reaally reaaaly want to stead with hym at the first just the feeling of having to know him is my first interst at the first place .
so i am not sooooo on hym now ?
maybe ?
-,- haiz
just hope me and mr ad can know each other first k mr ad oi~
and there come my crush during snco course !
was sooooo giler2 kn dier ar during snco . then after snco recently ask me fo stead .
i was keeping him hanging with answer ar coZ i told hym i have someone in mind . thats mr ad ~
but then like i said this few days was thinking why am i waiting for something that i am not sure of the answer whereby i got someone who is definetly waiting fo me la.
shld i accept hym ?
haiz i feared that i accept hym and the feeling for mr ad will be poping out soon .
hey i am the type which is loyal for one la ~
haiz don know ehk
still wonderintg 80% for mr al 20 % for mr ad . how ?
i think i shld just let time do its jobs .see how my relationship with mr al and know more abt hym ar ^^
ahah the best solution eyy !
people come and go ,
sometimes when you think , you just fit in the group , slowly you will be drifted apart
coz you don actually fit in the clique .
knowing them was the greatest thing .
playing soccer together . creating lame jokes and sometimes played guitar together .
but then those thing slowly faded away .
times goes by they forget about you . forget that you were once with them.
pretend you nvr were one of them in the first place .
those memories was the nicest of all.
but it came to the end .
: pp , bobo , sharil , adri , baby , iza && is
you guys was the greatest friend i known . thanks for the memories !
hello earthlings ;Ddamn tired but force myself to updated blog !~ today went to school found out that efa and siti didnt attend school -,- ! walauhahah & today is haidir birthday . gave hym 15 punch early in the morning and he survive . been smsing ppl to kill boredom . surprisingly s.s is intersting . concentrate on most lesson exp chem -,- !whaha then go cca room alone . coz no one accompany me mar .so shafiq ;) .and yeah he keep on teasing me and my cca ! stupid skinny ! wahah then tiffany ask if he is a indian coz got this mark on his forehead . ilaugh my-head-off when she told fiq like that . shafiq ;) kept quite . then he off for his match 2e vs 3 e score is 3-2 . 3e won. but the match will continue coz its postpone. played tiff quitar ! haha intersting wasnt making music but noise ! wahahah! then cca started . one by one start appearing . forget this an that ! and suddenly so sir jonathan ! was =O SHOCKED/SCARED/NERVOUS la. saw him didnt know what to do. just hope nvr kanna pumping. continue cca then shafiq ;) keep on yes mam no mam ! -,- lame rite . whahah then continue with cca glad that the sec 1 learnt . and they at least paid attention today giving their best for the test and they will be surprise by thier marks bin && pong given to them ! muahahahah !. haha they were nervous at first in the end they manage to catch up ~ .hah had a good time chatting with sir jonathan . && sir clement gives us free ticket to watch fireworks today . whereby the show start at 7 and we were still in school at 7 . decline the offer coz it was late at night and i am damn tired . sorry sir ! then headed home . look like one "star" in the bus ppl just keep on looking -,-! wahahah
* btw saw pp frenster kinda miss the time i had with hym . but hey he is a timer okeey . time to move on girl .
&& i think i am going to give up with adri too . coz i will nvr ever get to contact nor make frens with hym grrrr ~ how ? haiz why is it hard to understand guys ar ? -.-!
hey oh ~
has been blog hopping . reading a young mother blog.
life seems hard when you arent realise that you have a bigger responsibilty after having a baby.
you have to cut down all the fun time you had last time . and have to give ur full concentration of the baby. un expected pregnacy . and suddenly being a mother unexpectedly . thinking you have to face all the problems alone without realising that ur family has been supporting you all this while and they not gonna leave you alone in this state.
when the baby is born . you felt so much happier looking at the baby and thingking abt the pass . the baby laughter , mummling just makes u happy .
being a young mother is hard .
being a mother i hard too .
so appriciate what u have and don overdo it .
haha don know why i posting all this .
i think i felt like posting lor (:
but don think anything funny ar -,- !
haha !
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btw ms tanny koh always has an eye on me either on my fringe or shirt ! she caught my rubber band , and scold me infornt of the guys -,-telling i am bad example to the juniors .haiz .. tell you ar if you not happy with me change my post . let me be logistic lor ! .i don wish for all this post ar ! all this wont effect me .i will still care for my juniors no matter what post i am in . and if my i am a bad example to them then i make sure they don learnt from me k . HAiZbtw my *ehem2* innocent sec 1 sometimes get me on my nerves la hor ! .haha must teach them the right thing ! muahahhh btw goodluck guys for ur footdrill bronze test . hope u pass!A for * Amira ADRI
1 Do you love this person ? yeah ! my jiwe ar ! OBVIOUSLY !!!
2 Is this person your enemy ?once last time . but we everything change. rite girl ;] NVR AND WILL NVR BE
3 Would you kiss this person ? YESSA !haha why not ! HAHAHAHAHAHAH YESSSSSSS ! waiting for hiis kiss actually !ADRI ADRI ADRI XD
B for Brenda
1 What do you really think of this person ? joker , but we seldon talk
2 What’s her favourite colour ? no idea ;D
3 Ever dance with him / her before ? HAHA ! no
C for chiu peng
1 Do you have a crush on this person ? nah she is a girl ! and a naughty junior of mine
2 Have you ever had a crush on him / her ? WAHAHAHAH ! never la
3 How old is she ? 14!
D for duanne
1 How long have you known him / her ? 2 years
2 Biggest regret ? isnt being the best junior to hym
3 Do you hate this person ? haha . no leey . my junior is the best :D
E for elyssa !
1 Have you met his/her parents ? yeah ! not so often ar . last time neighbour mar
2 Worst thing about this person ? she will go craaaaaaazy anytime anywhere , and cant stop laughing
3 Best thing about this person ? She is nice and humble & hot hot hot babe , which makes alot of ppl adore her . and i meant a lot
F for *Fatihah
1 Have you ever dated this person ? yeah man ! she will make me go wa wa wee~
2 When is the next time you will see him/her ? } Tomorrow!
3 Do you go to school with them ? haha nope !. hopefully ar can
G for Guhan
1 Is he/she a good listener ? maybe ?
2 Have you ever lied to make this person feel better ? haha nah !.
3 Is this person good looking ? not bad ! for a guy ! wahaha
H for Hafiq * HAMIZAN
1 What grade is he/she in ? ite xD 18 grade 3
2 Is he/she your friend ? YES :DD
3 Ever done something illegal with this person ? hah nope !
I for Irfan
1 What is this person’s favourite food ? no idea . just get to know hym
2 How did you meet this person ? imesh !
3 Do you trust her ? maybe yes ? maybe no ? i trust those who is much more closer to me
J for Jeradine
1 Do they have any siblings ? nope
2 Do you know their favourite song ? -,- nope
3 What would you do if they confessed they liked you? then she must
K for Kelvin chow
1 When you two first met? thie year
2 How did you meet ? in class
3 Ever danced with this person ? HAHAHA! NO THANKYOU!
L for Lionel
1 What would you do if you had a crush on this person ?
2 Do you like him/her as a friend ? Haha, not bad la, with those lame stuff
3 Would you go to Disney World with this person ? Haha, maybe
M for meyi
1 Is this person older than you ? nope
2 Is this person single ? yeah . think so
3 How many times do you talk to them in a week ? everydaaaay
N for nabil
1 Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend ? nope :) my buddy biddy !
2 Have you seen this person cry ? hey he is a strong guy la sey
3 Do you know this person’s middle name ? naaah
O for *Odelia
1 Are you related ? * my bestie
2 Could you live with this person? hahah why not ! we will kick ass toogether
3 What school does he/she go to ? Beatty Secondary:)
P for Pipi
1 Have you ever been to the mall with this person ? not yet ?
2 How about a sleepover with them ? ahah ! NEVER gosh!
3 Does this person have a job ? yeap ;) BTW i miss hym
Q for qurrah
1 Does this person drink alcohol ? no idea
2 Have you seen this person dance ? nope
3 Who does he/she like now ? no idea ! wahahah
R for * Raffe
1 Have you heard this person sing ? JYEAH .and he sounds nice
2 Do you think this person will repost this ? haha no ley !. hsi blog rotten alr
3 When does this person look best ? with his jeans . and shirt plus transformers belt
S for * SHAMINE, sharifah, shakila
1 Is this person taller than you ? yes ! and surprisingly all of them !
2 Do you enjoy spending time with him/her ? jyeah ! my girlfriends lor
3 Do they live close to you ? shamine , potong pasir . sharifah , tpy . shakila , bishan !
T for Tiffany
1 Would you do anything for him/her ? sweet , funny , friendly
2 Have you been to his/her house ? nope
3 Where does she live ? no idea ? tpy ar
U for } Umairah
1 Is this person in a relationship ? my best buds
2 When is the last time you saw him / her ? in the afternoon xD
3 What colour hair does this person have ? BROWNISH2
V for Vaisha
1 Does he have a crush on you ? no waaay ! .
2 Would you hug this person ? NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE
3 Is this person your friend ? yes
W for warren
1 Is this person loud or quiet ? both ? depend on his mood
2 Describe this person . gong2 one
3 What colour eyes does this person have ? Blackoooo.
X for Xue ni
1 Why are you friends with him / her ? she is my ah lian jr xD. but she is funnnnnny
2 Have you ever gone anywhere with them ? yeap . during sec 1 was close with her xD
3 What is one thing you would change about them ? share her problems with ppl so she wont feel so alone
Y for Ying hui
1 Does this person wear make-up ? duh ! .haha she look hot in make up
2 Does this person play any instruments ? nope
3 What is their favourite sport ? no idea
Z for * zila
1 Does this person have MSN ? nope . but we contact thru phone
2 Have you went out with him ? haha often la sey ! slack slack slack
3 When will you see this person next ?tmr , next week , next month . everyday!
ppl come and gone .without you realise they are alr gone foreverthe girl that u hate the most became the one u lovethe girl once u adore is a heartbreaking incidentone small step you took , makes the whole scenary the whole lot different without realising i've been blame for everything .i nvr get a chance to speak up .all the mistake has been poured up .and pointing to one direction.trying to talk to her but its just another different thing when u heard that u have been talk abt.you felt her when the girl u cherish the most just pop out everything to someone else.whereby i trusted her ...blames after blame .fair to me ?i just want you to clear ur doubt to me ! talk straight forward even thought the truth hurts at least i learnt to change myself just fo you .but u don give me that opputunity to do so .thanks for everything .just put YOUR blame on me
had training . ms joan yang bought pizza let us eat . so called out tiffany and the rest to eat . then ask delano if i can bring one box for my cadets sadly he say no . coz i gave the 2 piece to those none involve ndp ppl xS . then had training . there is only 2 sec 2's . do footdrill with the sec 1 . not bad . can improve better . so does the sec 3 . the weather was hot . give sec 2 under shelter . * still i am a bad senior . . * gave the sec 1 water break don wan them exhausted . * still am i a bad senior * . had misunderstanding with yong xin . haiz . then pt . then play soccer . let them play with ncc land . let them slack . * still am i a bad senior * . afiq did something silly provoke david. go to david ask hym for forgiveness . fought with them . * still am i a bad senior * try my very best to teach them. be reasonable to them . *still am i a bad senior .*
i don know what to say alr ar .
i gave my very best to understand them
i know i didnt do a great job.
but at least a compliment would do.
the sec 3 is learning step by step .
we cant be perfact like the sec 4 .
my heartache hearing such comments .
i don know what we are supposed to do to impress them.
the sec 3 is still adjusting themself to ncdcc .
we learn to follow .
what ever it is . i did my best .
hoping the junior realise it .
thinking abt stepping down . . .
yaaaw! since i have nothing to do now , i shall post about the ndp event that had just finish ! meet up with fateha , at apple house .. wooooooooit she's hot babe . haha then meet fee . he reach there alr . & i even gave them a notice "those who were late shall be punish " and guess who was late .. sharifah ! haha she treat us drinks yaw . then meet up with efa at city hall control station and lets imagine the chaos over there like tons & tons of ppl la. at last got to meet up with her.plan to have lunch in the end walk like mad but still nothing.walk to esplanade there see if there is place to see but yet to our disappoinment no .too many "abang" la ! hahah efa & siti would know this ;D .then ask them go marina bay roof top . . . go alr ffe & zan wants their oxygen . go to the toilet there , saw zila and the rest . get to know adri && pp kana screen = haiz . then we walk walk walk .it started to drizzle took up shelter at this food court .&& i saw sir clement !!! god . slack there & started to cam whore . hahah then walk walk efa wanna peee . then find toilet and bla bla bla .went out and see ncdcc contingent . gaaaawd .haha then get a call from pp to meet hym up at padang which is damn far la . but thanks to the guys understanding manage to go there . hah saw ady , nadiah & co and also ramadan . gosh ramadan kerek siol !hah then reach padang ask pp where he is . told me to stay there while he fetch me . told me he wore white long sleeve . hah then got this guy keep looking at our way la . doubt it was pp . scared its the wrong guy . then when he abt to go off called hym . and i told la i wore red colour shirt and the was like alaaa ! hahah so went to follow him . was so nervouse arr ! hah waited for zan && ffe . then skali zan told me saw my cuzzy .. ha look around and saw them ! gawd ! snap here and there . then went lepak with the whole gang . ask them if zan and the rest comfortable . siti was on ! ffe too then efa. left zan . sat there thinking wanna join them or don. at last joined . zan was quite out of the sudden ar. told them to find mac coz the guys were hungry . haha on the way there say this hoodie which is freaking cheap 15 bucks la oi ! must bring them back go and by .haha btw the guys ar -,- dance here shuffle there mcm2 ! but they were gerek . then they have to go back . then we have to take train . so bye bye la . wee . so take train . go j8 buy long john . then gone home !
hello earthing ~
woooit !
today cross country which held at bishan park 1
walk from home to bishan park 1 for 30 min non stop
pfffft long distance bodoh !
hahah then reach there so ashwini
played swing for awhile and bit by bit beattyian strolling down the park :D
weee then saw ms chooong and she gave us the post .
and efa i L A T E .
GRRR.
then ms koh and come nag abt my attire and all.
i hack care her :D
heheh then deanna came that don mind her she haven a baaaad moood.
while i think she is having her period ;).
HOHO .
few minutes minutes of the race got one casualties !
luckly got proffessional help !.
or i will be fainted looking at all the open wound .
and in all i got 4 casualties.
not so serious case .
all cann handle
&& thanks KEN for being my partner for the day ;D.
WAHAHH
so yeah.
tmr ndp .
this weeek soooooooo damn busy .
grr okey la tc ;)
hey back yaw !.just now morning had to go to all the way cck to take re test. wake up see its the clock its 8 am . wake up go bathe . without eating breakfast i just when off go to the bus stop . ppl loooking -,-take train and its a loooooooooong journeythen take bus . && i guess it was my lucky day.had to top up card but no small change.ask around this lady said she don have.ask the gentlement beside hym.he check his wallet . god damn . fcuking reach sial that guy.then he said don have . and the he said just take his $2. hestitate at first .at last took it ;D .HOHO !hmm then take bus . forget the bus no.took he courage to take it. don care what destination .skali it was the right bus .reach hta .find everest room i was unsure of the place . but follow this ncdcc guy .at last he himself unsure . so ask hym follow me . [mai cm phm ehk]and ta daaa got the place right .and the sir over there were the friendly one .ask us to go throught the question first . then do the test .hahah do the test with confidence coz i got good memory .at last pass and got my badge further more got my rank .supeeeer happy canns !.haha but shall wear the rank with the rest ;D.hahah told mam and sir both of them super happy can .my saturday morning don go to waste .go home my aunty came .talk about the house h a i z .then online comp .siti online . she was very down la abt sp .god and i not in a good moon counciling her .haiz sorry ar girl . now days lazy chatting with ppl ar .haizthen SHE online ask her why she didnt share her problem with me and kept it to herself.i only knew when HE told me .from other ppl then her THEN "her" online .scold me why cannot go library and all . telling me what she cant study at home la bla bla bla.i just don like it to be outside okey.and i even cancel my frens plan ! AND HELLO SHE F UNDERSTAND !if there's a will there's a way. if you really wanna study , location wont be a problem !but yet she don get my point and blaming me not giving her a chance to study && IT MY FAULT !.thanks arr just what i needed for today .thanks alot.if you know you wanna pass you shld studied long time ago .not last minute touch up .and where by you are stress out blaming some one for it.and its me !waah sial la ! thanks ar.no days mood swing added with this .thanks ladisappoinment after another !*btw fatihah i am really sorry i cant make it up to you going to esplanadeLabels: lucky day filled with dissapoinment
