Reminsce .

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

heys i back for camp...lol damn not organize..mostly my fault..sorry =(..haiz share alot of stuff with the gurls lurh..glad i have some one to share and here for me for a helpinq ears..then got this incident lurh..damn scary shall not share here..wee..damn tired..later updated ncdcc bloq hor =)

Sunday, October 28, 2007

MY CLASSSMATESSS 2N3 OI~!xp
ok lurh some of my classmates where here the rest *whooosh*

dissappear =)..btw you cann see there were teacher in pink ar

also cannot see i took photo..alamak..KUKU la siaa

EVERLASTING FRENSHIPPOS

odelia andd maii

lol :)

shakila and odeliaa

maii andd effaa

hey ppl..never update bloq on fridays coz tired lurh..haha..yeah at last i know siti and me differ mt class sob2..miss her lurH and THE REST..haiz..i will miss my sec 2 lyfe i swear ~!!.accept for some hurtinq memories..haiz..
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then yesterday went to nurul house..planninq to watch sleeq show but in the end didnt..went to search for sayrif prezzie..went to lot 1 shoppinq mall alot of malay guys cann~!!lol..haiz..then search2 all she don want i meant she cant decide..then at the lot 1 all the stuff is f*ckinq cheap lurh..ahahaat last bought this name belt or what so ever..so yeah..bought the thinq and went home.then snap some pics
=)

OH YA PEEPOS I AM GOING CAMP TOMMORROW..HOPE IT WILL BE A SUCESSS MANNN

i am so in confuse state rite now i seriously miss hym..actually i CANNOT be thinkinq abt hym..whereby he is attached..i promise myself not to talk to hym..but cant i even miss hym.btw for what i miss hym where he miss some one else..for what i love hym where he loves some one else.i felt guilty ar.i donnoe if i should let hym go fully thru my heart..and i meant i should i don wan be a bitch by lovinq some one else boii..but last time he used to be with me up to 24 hours lurh..i msq hym all problems i have and sometimes msq rubbish..and he will never fail to reply them..i given half of my lyfe to hym but he took it away like that..at times i don wanna face hym..but did he ever know i took a peep at hym for time to time..gurl i am sorry if you happen to read my bloq..don worry i would not take hym away..but i just need time to forget hym alright..you promise not to go for the third..caant you just tell me that you are not goinq for me..?why should even told me you have a beat of love for me when your mind was for her i know i been repeatinq this all over again..but i cant help it you know.its easy for you to say go for other guys..but its me who have to go thru all this... do you even appriciated the things i done for you? boii even thought i say i hate you but do you really know whats deep down my heart?

Thursday, October 25, 2007

ok..i was piss off by zul now ok..you wanna scold me i don mind but if you get thru my family members name tuu dh lain cerita lah jantan..don think you cann impress gurl by doinq all this stuff ..gurls don respect you but worst they think low of you lurh..eh pkai lah otak sikit..kau ingat kau byk nyer hansem..=_+..monyek kt zoo lebih hansem lurh..

ok just now have ncdcc not bad at least our proposal been accepted..alot of mistake but at least we try our best and i am reilieve..my sdara masuk hospital ar..got tumbuhan at his nose =(..haiz..hope you get well soon..even though i not close with you =)

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

hey.lol got my marks and i know i will go acad..happy ar.but i did very badly lurh..must bucket up..next year no more playinq a fool urh (i hope)..lol so yeap..siti,sham,odelia through train program..while shakila and jaslyn go express..jas and kila quite sad ar will be separated from their class..i meant look at the bright side guys..our frenship will always be the same no matter what its only you all go differ stream..we all in the same school rite..this is your one in a million chance to achive higher you know..haiz..we always be with you all no matter what..frens are forever you know =)

i hope i same class with velerie =)

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

hey sweets..at last i can play comp properly..kwanq3..hmm early morninq go meet muru,ponq,bin,efa,kila,yong xin,mabel and charlene for the camp proposal..we frm library go kfc from kfc we go to this place..then from there we go resident corner block 68..lol over there the table like office place haha..fun ar frm 11 till 3++ we stay back plan2 like mad..haiz hope our effort not gone to waste lurh...then go home from 4++ till 9++..wah damn tired ar..lol.that time in the morninq shakila got a call from shermain tellinq her mdm wan call her and tell her she promoted to express lurh.then skali2 my mum told me mdm wan call her..i was freak out..i did badly sure and obviously mdm wan wont call me and tell me i promoted to express DUHH
.haiz i was panic ar..ask shermaine for the extension no for mdm wan sha cannot find..then at last can.skali2 don have beatty no..then kila have call donnoe which idoit say its at the staff room..i was like wth..call shermaine if she have the staff room no. she find don have..then i call again then have..i was scared ar i ask why she call.she say abt the parent meetinq the letter..fiuh luccky sia..then i tell her i was scared she ask me why told her i scared i go tech..she say no even thought i did badly at least i pass..and thats why she wanna see my parents..

....the scariest day of my life ever mann..lol

Monday, October 22, 2007

sorry guys long time nvr updated..kinda busy now days..haha..on saturday got open house..so called lurh..mak lonq cominq with all the kids woah havoc lurh..then i open child care center at my room ..i alone leh must take care of the kids.but manage to handle =)..kids now days ar notty sia..lol..then come my mother side all come..the kecoh gang also come lol..i was wearinq black shirt in the first place skali raudah were white then i have the same kebaya with her why not i where the same as her rite..twin marr =)haha nurul and lala same baju kurunq actually but differ colour..so after they eat alr we went down..wait for lorry to come..then we go snap here and there lurh..lols..seriously havoc ar..sit in the lorry bloody hot..sweat like mad...so yeap..hot lurh..then last house we go raya is caca ali sister house.the house damnnn bigg like maddddd omq..we go like shock sia..then got this guy look like sharif btw his name is ashrif or ashfiq.i donno.nurul like the guy lurh..then nurul go tell this sec one gurl the sec one gurl go tell the guy..then kecoh liow..haiz..farnie lurh..we also go tell didi..didi go brinq the guy then like introdue to nurul lurh..nurul go run awy..kwanq3..hahawent home go sleep..haha.i heard the rest of my couzin overnight at nurul house..then sunday go kak jenny house..house also big like madd..woah my aunty all rich onli i not rich kwanq3..haha then play with yusuf khaidir and sofia.yusuf got dimple damn kiut lurh cann..haha..play with hym..go up and down the stairs jakun marr..lol si yeah..next day go schooll.then got meetinq stay back then talk talk talk..then saw rash and the gang includinq su and mira go jalan raya marrss..haha.so yeap..then go home do the proposal thingy.then finish lurh..skali2 my bro got letter abt ns must register early..i laugh at first lurh..i say good he can lose weight go there..hahaa lol my bro so fast grown up..haha he got ask me if i am happy if he is around..hhe he weird one lurh of course i happy lurh no matter what he still my bro..and the only person i can share my joy and laughter with other than my parents andd frens..so yeah toodless..damn tired now =)

PHOTO TIMEE...=)

~THE KECOH GANG~

frm the left:nurul,me,lala,raudah

lala mepek lurh with the fan all lol

lala and nurul.now you beilieve me that they
were more crazyier than i am?

abg firdaus is lala bro..he is a joker amoung
us can makes us cry while larfinq and can make us laugh while
cryinq =) and we gave hym a bigg huggies

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

lol..lonq tyme nvr updated..busy jalan2..lol..haha siti didnt come school this few days..miss her crazyness..yeh..so just now school was usual BORING~..YEAHi get my papers..passed geog and english..[maybe?]..lolthen ady came to my class disturb me with broom..he throw at me i throw bck at hym..he not happy shouted at me..i shouted bck =)..lol my attitude sucks lurh..hha.then deeparaya concert was SUPREB fun lurh..haha the bangra dance..malay dance was the most beutiful and smooth step i every see since i join tarian in primary school..planninq to join malay dance in beatty..but nah..nvm =DTHEN WAS THE PART OF STUDENTS AND TEACHER TO JOIN IN THE DANCE..salwa was pick up on the stage..skali she ask for aidil name on the stage..our class were larfinq lurh.airil didnt go..then skali2 my name..wah paiseh like hell lurh..but i not stupid..i also nvr go.AND OH YA.. mr singh was invited too..we had a great laughter when mr singh dance..the whole hall was full of laughter..even the teachers =x..HAHA.so yeah,,school end chiong go with sham buy bubble tea..went home chiong go hdb hub..then cpf..then sleep..now wake up =D

Sunday, October 14, 2007

today second day of raya...woah yesterday was havoc ar.cousins meet together in ONE lorry..you tell me how much noise pollution i get lawl..i get alonq with my couzins quite well...well my whole family wore yellow lurh BORIAH kate kn..so yeap..all yellow..and a few times i saw other colour as well such as blue,orange and even pink..woah lol..yesterday i visited 8 houses my leg ar pain like maddd...yesterday lumayan maii dpt $90..$40 give my mum...yeah i have wasted her money on lots of thinqs so now i gonna pay her bck bit by bit =D..haiz..planinq to buy grey contact lens..then the shop close.lawlss..haiz.veri sian at home dad have n come bck frm work.haiz at last nvr go raya..dad sick =(..aww i miss fun..:(
.LOLOLhehe..BUAI SWEETIE :)

*[psst i shall upload some pics of yesterday =D]

~the kecoh gang~

they are to blame if there were so much noise at my uncles house :)..

SO YEAH you saw them be prepare havinq the cotton buds stick to you ears.

AND OH YA MY BRO IS THE ONE WITH YELLOW SHIRT..

~farhan~

he couzin of mine quite look a like and a farnie guy =D

~lala~

yeah she also the most 'riuh' amonq us girls..if i am with them i am the second crazyiest person ar coz she was the first :)

~raudah~

yeah she my emo twins..we are close since baby but as time goes by we get futher apart..but as we reach teenagers age she and me is back together..:)

but then nurul don wan take pics with me ..sedih seh lol yeah havouc lurh ..you can see now can..if got time i show you how biq was the lorry =D

Friday, October 12, 2007

hoho..lmaoo haha..hari raya is tmr lurh but i still like don have the feelinqs norh..my mum gone thru so much pain yet she is still strong..i can NEVER be like mummie..I LOVE YOU MUMMIE..I LATER WORK HARD MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A BETTER LIVING WHEN YOU GROW OLDER...I PROMISE YOU THAT.. well i am all alone at home AGAIN..planinq to clean the house but lazy norh..later if mummie come bck then i clean up with her..yesterday chat with hym..he apologize to me..i also donnoe he apologize for what..actually i forgive every thinq that he done to me..but i shall nvr forget it..and the hate is still there..wow the hate for him is so stronq lurh.. i never hate some one like this before =D..lol..wake up early help mum with cookinq all now i cannot sleep sian~!..lol walau my comp ar now days like shit lurh.everytime internet disconnection =_=" luckly i got patient or no..this comp i don fly where alr =D..ok then when i was sleepinq i dream of a weird thinq..erm valerie and carmen betray me a s a fren i think they talk behind my bck or smt[i guess i been readinq thru carmen and valerie bloq for a long tyme =X]..lol then i went to 3 floord storey toilet with mdm suhaila coz the first and the second toilet was been wash..so yeah i got third floor and it look kinda creepy..and i been posses..lol weird huh=X..must remember to wash MY feet before sleep =_="..ok sweet toodles~!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I HATE YOU by plain white t's

You were everything I wanted.You were everything a girl could be.

Then you left me brokenhearted,

Now you don't mean a thing to me.

All I wanted was your

Love, love, love, love, love, love.

[Chorus:]

Hate is a strong word,but i really, really, really don't like you

.Now that it's over

I don't even know what I liked about you.

Brought you around,and you just brought me down.

Hate is a strong word,

but I really, really, really don't like you.

i really don't like you...
Thought that everything was perfect,

Isn't that how it's supposed to be?

Thought you thought that I was worth it,

Now I think a little differently.

All i wanted was your

Love, love, love, love, love, love.

[Chorus]

Now that it's over,you can't hurt me

Now that it's over,you can't bring me down.

(Oh, oh...)All i wanted was yourLove, love, love, love, love, love

[Chorus]

I really don't like you... [3x]

lol.now helping my mum clean up the house so tmr we have lighter jobs to do =D..HEHE 1 more day then hari raya..happy manns wooits=D
yesterday cannot sleep lurh thinkinq abt hym all..
haiz..i only wish for your happiness thinkinq if i am around you,you will at least be happy but --NO..
she was the only one you wanted for and she was the only one can bring you happiness..well..
i promised myself that i shall not bother you anymore untill you found your happiness..and now
since she is with you and my wishes came true eventhough my heartache i shall leave you alone
and pretend you never exist in the first place..HATE IS A STRONG WORD~!!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

today at home very sian teacher mark paper so we all have to stay at home..haiz..
alort of things thru my mind rite now..just sick and tired of it..lol.
2 of MR R guy has hurt me alort..so yeah no more MR R in my life..
i gonna forget evey single person who has hurt me before..
shakila shamine odelia sharifah siti fateha rash..
is the most important ppl in my life now..now and forever..lol
.oh ya another 2 more days to HARI RAYA..haiz
i like don have the mood to raya sia also donnoe why lol..
hmm..time fly so fast ar..when we havinq good times..
my brother told me smt tat make me shock and happy lurh..haha yeap i hope it came true bother..
I LOVE ZULKARNAIN.
eventhought he has been irratatinq and nuisence he actually a nice guy when his mood is ok..
like what malay peribahasa say..blood is thicker then water..woiits..=)
oh ya..forget to tell you why i make new bloq whereby i can just post all this stuff on my old bloq..
actually i wanna forget all the memorys i had last time with hym..i cant possibly delete the whole enteries i have written
coz there are some sweet memorys of it...
so yeah
the new blog skins and blog~!!=D

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

today veri borinq lurh..veri veri sian..got back my mother tougue paper and i did it badly lurh..51/90 like shyte cann..lol.then my science paper i pass by 2 marks lol STILL PASS RITE =_="..haha was relieve ar at least i bucket up even a little bit the rest of the paper i haven get yet worry if i fail english coz i know that my maths sure fail one..had a good talk with miira just now in mother tougue class..she tell me alort of stuff ar..so yeah =D in class hang out with sam all..he actually nice guy seriously only TOO PLAYFUL..haha...then the last lesson i sleep *yawn* tired marrs....haha
:p

Monday, October 8, 2007

today had fun lurh..shopinq with the gurls..ok not so shoppinq..we shopinq little bit got little money marr..first go tpy buy necklace and earinq then go j8 coz siti need buy shirt at top shop..then go there alr i go find rinq..one shop sell rinq like shit like that..and from that shop siti bought her keychain very nice lurh..and kila bought rinq..then we walk2 i was thinkinq maybe some where else nicer so we go find lurh find find find skali got one veri nice plain but nice lol its fcukinq cheap $3 onli..so i bought it..and most of the rinq is small lurh..so yeah.we laught alot ..joke alot hha..then wake2 skali saw l.p zone i show them where i bought my jacket..skali siti attracted to one of the shirt..and since there we no top shop in j8 we plan to buy there..so as gurls you know it take a lonq time to decide which clothes and we gurls have a good taste especially siti..lol..so yeah quite a lonq time but worth it..haha..went bck home feelinq sleepy until forget to give siti her books back..lol so yeah thats the day :D