"i just want to stop dreaming.i just realised that im not mean for him. i have realisde it for so long. but i didnt take it seriously.but since the day i saw his pitures with his gf all, i felt hurt. he really loves his gf muchh. i dont want to think about him anymore. STOP!! its not that i wanna forget about him.. but its just i dont want to think about him everyday.he have someone else in his life. whats the use of loving him. hais. i will try to like him as a .... hais. i will always kept memories i had with him" i copy this phrase from nurul bloq..she haviinq the same problem has me and maybe has the same problem as me..haiz.
oh ya yesterday been chattinq with siti and miira..we chat alot of stuff la..then when i put down the fone i sms them ..hehe then mira fall asleep alr me and siti from 2 am sms each other till 5 am~!woah we can make a record taw..from frenship to guys..from guys to artise
WOAH~!..then got this person call me last 2 days.. i ask la who are u..he wont give his name all..tryinq to prank..scold hym all was pissed off by that person la..he say he got my no. from david and he is david and floyd fren..he even saw me and odelia =_=" WTF cann..so i was pissed of kept guessinq who who who..then fed up i don care hym..haiz guys now days damn irratatinq and childish la..and oh ya just now when beach road for my mum ic..eat there go bck i told my mum abt workinq but haven decide yet la..she go ask her manager for the form and then straight away kanna interview..it was fast and scary la..the manger say you wanan work here for what i say wanna earn extra cash he was like if you wanna cash don work here..walau damn strict la..then i say i wanna experince on workinq la he say ok..then he say how come you no exprerice from other place i need expreince..i was like hmm i can learn he say alright i shall call you =____=" damn freaky~!..see ying hui work like no problem..hmm hope i can last lonq there =)
PSS.~!btw siti the hot guy on your left with a tie its the hottie awal ashaari~!!! BTW GUYS HE IS MINE OK..YOU SNATCH HYM I BITE U ALL~!AND AWAL IS WAY WAY WAY HOTTER THEN ASYRAF SITI~!HEHE
btw siti and mira thanks for accompany-ing me yesterday la..it was a GREAT help seriously.i appriciate you guys more and more..thanks for being there when i feelinq ups or down..especially siti...love you la gurl =)
h0h0..my neck damn pain la..fcuk sia..haiz..plan to work at mac think and think don wan..then wanan go try at minitoons must have gce O or N levels cerificate...walau..haiz..then last thing to do is to work at long john..hmm..oh ya btw i had a really weird dreams..haha seriously weird and kinda sweet =X
haiz..yesterday cannot sleep again till 5 am..h0h0 thinkinq a bt the same problem again..and been cryinq again..but i nvr contact u guys la coz i meant u guys are sleepinq la so don disturb..hmm thinkinq alot of stuff and also been thinkinq that i shld work la h0h0..better ten rottinq at home and gain more pound rite =)
h0h0..hmm felt alittle bit reilieve la..h0h0.had a chat with kak siti H0H0..she give my a few advise..and i meant i shld be listeninq to her advise also since she is older then me all..hmmh happy la at least can share my problem..huhu..THANKS kak siti =)..
hope you and hym last lonq taww..
message to fateha:
hmm gurl no worries i also call u at a very bad time..ppl were snoring and i call them
h0h0..btw you and that "N" really good to be together tapi tk leh nafi kn nagn bdk "K"
hohoh =) like i say what we don expected to happen will happen taw..
message to kak siti:
thx kak for the advise really appriciate it..i really hope you both of ur relationship would be a success =)
hmm i just dunch know between you and me its like gonna fade..i felt like there are other gurl then me had ur heart..haiz...i just dunch know what would happen between you and me la boii~!
should i just forget you boii?
but you kept appearinq rite inthru me when i was abt to forget you~!
argh~!
does i have to make another mistake after another...
oksss..i am very pissed of right now..had a argument with my new fren~!!like DUH~!..HAIZ..he show his attitude i shown mine to..let see who go give in first..totally not me la...hmm i wanna see if he miss me anot..like how i miss hym..hmm its gonna be a test..and also see how much he cares for me so yeah ='..if he fails means...haiz..no need to say la..~!
but i think i gonna miss hym real bad..haiz..does everythinq has to end like this.
haiz i wish eveything would go has i wish but...i want to talk to someone rite now..
at fist everthinq qoes fine..the next day it gone worst ;(
amira..sham or fateha..haiz..
but they all sleepinq leh...zzz..
felt like crying la..
haizzz
siann~!!!!!...
i donno what to do alr..
my heart very2 pain...
guys i need you guys badly......~!!argh~!
haiz..been wondering is he for me..does he accept for who i am..should i even trust hym and ask hym to lean his shoulder when i am in a miserable situation..it just seem to be too confusinq..hmm i begin to trust you bit by bit..but does you even do the same thing to me..i start to miss you when you were not around i look like a complete fool..you actually change this fool bit by bit..but i don wish u too go after you make me like a fool.i don wish last time heartbreakinq memories to revived back..i hope you be the one i been searchinq for..but am i compatable for you ..its like i am in the fairytale story..the prince and the frong in a twisted tale when i am the frog and u were the price..oh god a lot thing has been occured to my mind..oh god..i just don know la.. i meant i start to learn to love again coz of hym..and i scared when i give hym the whole of my heart and trust he would just disappear or vanish..or maybe given me the heartbreakinq memories TWICE..i don wan this to happen~!haiz..
WHY DOES LOVE HAVE TO BE COMPLICATED
ok..i am reilive now that nothinq as happen to hym la..talk with hym just no..he sweet la..=)...
no one will ever replace u la baby <3
heyohh~!was watchinq goong 1.5 special la..damn funny..for those princess hours fans out there better watch the show mann..hhe..nothinq to bloq la..been searchin for new blogskins.but all like =_="~!! ZZZzzzZZZ.preety bored rite now
haiz been confuse with u lately..i felt that you have been avoiding me..but then u show up unexpextedly..i also felt that you might have someone else.but i just don know what to say anymore..
*WARNING*
TODAY POST GONNA BE LOOOOONG
hey oh ppls..was having fun last friday and today..its was totally AWESOME DAY ofd my life =)
hmm ok got lots to tell la..kaes abt friday first ar..hmm was planninq to go see sleeq show at temasek poly..nuruls idea la and meet lala at her house before 5 coz she going out at 5..so wake up at nine slack2..then sms nurul for the info all.skali she say wait2 i wait..then lazy watch goong and switch off my fone la..coz my mum dont like it when its been switch on..so yeap..skali2 i switch on my fone abt 3++ the nsaw nurul msq that its still on..i was like huh its alr late la..i supposed to go lala house at 3..so faster2 inform my bro get change and zoom we go..
reach alr faster go and as soon as possible hehe..see an2 and his fren la then got one of his fren sya bye2 darlink.i was like an2 ur fren GAY ar..he say he not sayinq to me he say it to you..i was like haha u gotta be jokinq..he is sec 1 la.haha..then my bro told me just now that he really likes
me..=_="
ok..
so yeah then bring irah lala neigbours alonq..then have to walk to the bus station for the first 10 mins my legs not pain la then walk2 for 15 mins ..pain la fcuk la.where high heels mar..so sit down on the bus drop at tempines inter wait for raudah..she was late..hmm then ok alr walk again to the bus station.walk2 reach temasek..we went in.we tought we lost la..then we heard alot of noise.then i m sure the concert is there la..go up..wait for siti..and this guy approach us and ask what we doing there..then we say la wait for fren to see the show..he say we are not supposed to be here and only thee poly sutdent and those students who are takinq o levels can watch la..i was like WTF man..walk all the way DAMN TIRED AND ANGRY LA..then nurul say she is cominq we wait for her..then we say cannot go in..she say can and we ask her go in la go try..then we follow he from behind see maybe cann..AT LAST STILL CANT GO IN..try imagine we went up and down the long staircase for 2 TIMEswith high heels~!!!
then got this gal donno la got what related with the sleeq say they would not be out until 10 pm..and the time that time sshow 7 pm..i was hungry and tired tell la we should have dinner and go home..she agrees and off we go have dinner at KFC ..and on the way home met nurul and off we go home..and our kecoh gang complete la.and we make chaos in the bus and i am sure the
bus captain must be deaf alr since we stand right at the front of the entrance =X..WEE
on the way home we felt thirsty went to seven-eleven and buy some drinks la..and we saw this aunty look like taufiq mum..and she even say alot of ppl been tellinq her that ..haha and there will be alot of photo tooo..
PHOTO TIME~!
the taufik mum alikes ;D
in the lift before i went home ;D
the idea was to take pics of their SEXY BUTT la..;D
lala looks nice la in this pics
we were admirinq the beutiful at the buss stop ;D
I DON know what they up to la ;D
haha she was havinq fun time with the poleand oh ya we bought DONUTSSS~! ;D
l face look like chucky gurl like..scaryy ;D
peace yaww~!;D
irah and me..she lala couzin..siti menyebuk jer la ;D
maii and lala..she looks farnie la..overdose of panadols i think ;D
nurul siti and me..raudah face ar..maintain ar gurl ;D
candid siti~! ;D
aiyo tambi inadeh~! ;D
we were abt to take pics and she took alonq time to do her hair..so i candid her
peace again~! ;D
nuruls idea takinq our HAWT LEG ..HEHE ;D
lala and irah nmp jer i takinq candid
wee..today first thing early morning bath *shooo go buy DONUTSS~!..weee..haven even eat my breakfast la
so yeap go amk alone walk2 go donut shop wait for queue..then got this aunty ar damn fussy la.this don wan..that don wan
i fcuked up alr la..so give the WHAT-THE-HACK-DO-YOU-ONE~!..so she faster2 take and go..heehe i am EVIIILL..
then go home eat DONUTS..enjoinq..haha..so nice la..finish eatinq princess hours..haha my new fren is DONUTS LA..
is actually EUGENIA..muaah.then now watchonq antm..lol..felt like it wonderfull world now..
NO ENEMIES..
MORE FWENS..~!
SEE~!
and oh ya..not sure wheater the sleeq sure is confirm~!
