i am so in confuse state rite now i seriously miss hym..actually i CANNOT be thinkinq abt hym..whereby he is attached..i promise myself not to talk to hym..but cant i even miss hym.btw for what i miss hym where he miss some one else..for what i love hym where he loves some one else.i felt guilty ar.i donnoe if i should let hym go fully thru my heart..and i meant i should i don wan be a bitch by lovinq some one else boii..but last time he used to be with me up to 24 hours lurh..i msq hym all problems i have and sometimes msq rubbish..and he will never fail to reply them..i given half of my lyfe to hym but he took it away like that..at times i don wanna face hym..but did he ever know i took a peep at hym for time to time..gurl i am sorry if you happen to read my bloq..don worry i would not take hym away..but i just need time to forget hym alright..you promise not to go for the third..caant you just tell me that you are not goinq for me..?why should even told me you have a beat of love for me when your mind was for her i know i been repeatinq this all over again..but i cant help it you know.its easy for you to say go for other guys..but its me who have to go thru all this... do you even appriciated the things i done for you? boii even thought i say i hate you but do you really know whats deep down my heart?
