had training . ms joan yang bought pizza let us eat . so called out tiffany and the rest to eat . then ask delano if i can bring one box for my cadets sadly he say no . coz i gave the 2 piece to those none involve ndp ppl xS . then had training . there is only 2 sec 2's . do footdrill with the sec 1 . not bad . can improve better . so does the sec 3 . the weather was hot . give sec 2 under shelter . * still i am a bad senior . . * gave the sec 1 water break don wan them exhausted . * still am i a bad senior * . had misunderstanding with yong xin . haiz . then pt . then play soccer . let them play with ncc land . let them slack . * still am i a bad senior * . afiq did something silly provoke david. go to david ask hym for forgiveness . fought with them . * still am i a bad senior * try my very best to teach them. be reasonable to them . *still am i a bad senior .*
i don know what to say alr ar .
i gave my very best to understand them
i know i didnt do a great job.
but at least a compliment would do.
the sec 3 is learning step by step .
we cant be perfact like the sec 4 .
my heartache hearing such comments .
i don know what we are supposed to do to impress them.
the sec 3 is still adjusting themself to ncdcc .
we learn to follow .
what ever it is . i did my best .
hoping the junior realise it .
thinking abt stepping down . . .
