Reminsce .

i guess its all over between us . i fail to be part of your life . and what hurts the most is that i lose someone that meant so much to me . i knew all along that we aint gonna be together of that long && that already prove me enough . thanks for them memories even for a short while . sorry if i am being a pain in a neck since we've been together . even thought its hard to let you go but i shall be strong and faced life ahead .

break up with bby since the msg he sent to me on the 1th of october ! first day of raya some more . cant sleeep called ffe up but he is busy . so cried all alone . yeah i cried coz of hym second time cried for a guy . haha i knew by crying wont held us up . and i admit that i am at fault . and i glad i undone my mistakes by letting hym go . and bby i knew there's someone else in your mind recently . and i accepted my fate . even thought it hard to forget the memories but i shall be strong (:
yesterday didnt have to attend school so went hari raya outing and still thinking bout hym :(
msg ying hui and she kept me accompany . and girl wait for hym if you think he worth your heart . don rush in a thing called relationship . know hym well okey before you and hym be official && don ever regret you reactions . haha so yeah went to mak unggal house at admiraty then took train thinking that cck lrt would lead me to hougang ! silly me . so ended took bus at cck inter then ended up at bukit timah at last took cab and it cost me 20 bucks la . plus extra charge waaa piang leey . haha nvm nvm . meet up with erriyan . hah he is all grown up . wahahah disturb me all the way . silly boyy. plan to meet up with sharil . waited for hym at hougang mall he didnt show up so went home laa -,- .
grrrr .
todaaay did maths . all the question 1 marks 2 marks . haha but still didnt manage to do. sleep all the waaay . haha ying hui some more can cheat ask me for answer . ~ wahahahaa .
after school had break fast at mac ~ then accompany ffe buy donut while i bought one for myself and ended up 2 donuts ! hahah and ffe is smuggling DONUTS in his bag wahahahahahahahha . okey lame . tried to cheer myself up even faking a smile to show ppl that i am alright which is i am NOT . hmm when inter with efa window shopping then goes home . and sleep . cancel hari raya outing today .
* oh ya plan to go hari raya outing with amk peeps with beatty (: haha it would be a great BANG with the cliques maaaan woooit . hmm make it on 10 oct or 11 oct ar ?