past thru your blog , your song just happen to make me move .
why all this while i aint your perfect girl that you always wanted in your eyes ,
why does your heart aint beating the same when you saw her .
mengapa ?
gaaah , ohhboy how i wish i understand whats inside your head , but hey 2 chance is already enough and yet you still cant prove me anything .
i aint your doll for you to showcase inside your room , and only took me out and play when you are bored .
i have feelings too .
i tried my very best to hold on our r/s but i cant handle it any longer .
i was so so silly , very silly to think that you've changed for me :
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GAAAH why the hell i've to blog abt my past ,
hee , i miss alfalaah leeeey . bby came back fast okeeeey ;DDD.
hee syg talked abt being engaged with me a fear of my parents disapprove for being engaged at 18.
syg , you've think too much . ily la (: