Reminsce .

sup readers ,
i've made up my mind to be a full blogger [ 0.o , dh giler eyy niy mai ]
wahhah yesyes , that means everyday with new post , insya allah i can do it (:
and obviously longlong post to keep myself entertain . heee [ mai bbl mcm ader org nk bace jer blog dier . ]
ohh well , that doesnt matters to me ar , i wanna keep myself happy , ley kn ?
so yeah , from now on , mai gonna post long long post with manymany pics . [ tahan jer eyy bace blog mai panjang2 ] ;D && DEPENDS too if mummy didnt take the internet cable && i can find the wire la (: && psst i've change bits and parts of my blog , also my tag board , all start afresh baah . heee do give me ur links alright .
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lil bro wanan do piercing on his lower lips and set his mind on it already la [ haiyo aper nk jadi dengan niy budak ]
&& the shoking thing was mummy approve lor ~
0.o terkejut monyet sia !
pffft , but whatever it is i gonna set a boundary from hym , even so he is growing and has his ways , he is still my brother && i'm responsible for his action [ niy minah bbl mcm mak2 pulak ~ ] nyehehehhe , now piercing sooner or later ? haiyooooooo stress2 !

♬ mira , efa , raffe

ohh well my deep apology to mira , ffa && especially to kwn badut aku ;ffe .sorry for my immature behaviour . thanks for standing by me all this while guys .like i've said yst i wanted to go mia , but ffe && ffa appear under my block sort things out .talk alot yesterday , and everything went okeey (: guys i'm sorry for my childish act and my bigbig ego alright .i shall learn to change myself [ yesyes i've been saying this alot of time , but i really meant it okeeey ] just endure with me alright guys , i just cant handle everything to myself , i need you guys the most , you've been my pillar of all the problems i have , support me and going thru all the pains with me . no words can describe how appriciate i am having you guys here by myside always .
the 3 of you have face my super gigantic ego , childish acts and so on but yet you 3 have stay there never even once let me face everything alone . i'm lucky enough to have the three of you .&& i cant bear to lose anyone of you . iloveyou guys alot && i meant it . we shall go through our sec 4 together && hopefully we promote to sec 5 toos alright . (:

♬ izzuan (:

bie , thanks for listening to my cries , at times i venge my anger on you but what did you do ? you just talk to me cool me down till things are better again . told me not to stress up , advise me not to be childish over small things . and never once you leave me when you know i'm at my worst , you just stay there till things are better again . i'm grateful to have a wonderful boyfren like you && along the way you've thought me alot of things , appriciate the people whom i love && mostly you taught me whats love all over again , explaning not all love is a bad dream . it has been a great experince with you , and surprise surprise tommorow is our one month anny . cant believe it but yes we've been together for this long . and nvr once we had a major argument . && even so we are going far and conflicts nor argument will surely come one day , i believe that all those foolish things arent gonna separate us rite bby . thanks for making my life a greatest thing on earth . i love you dear .

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&& fyi since i am already 16 i should act like one . no more childish behaviour and so on . i promise myself that if i acted like one i shall be curse with one pimple on my face each time i shown attitude at my frens boyfie nor my family , how bout that , mean enough ?
ohh well let me clear some doubt with readers out there ,i wont put any hatered on anyone of you anymore coz i feels like its like so useless la . and if there's any hatered on me or so on i gonna let you all be . let bygones be bygones . forgive && forget . but don test my patience nor step my boundaries , coz i'm not a girl you use to think last time , i've my rights to speak up for my frens or my family .i priortise my frens FIRST then anyone of you . so guys , know you limits . thank you (: