Today is total defence day && school release early , but here's a catch , we have to eat ration food that our future brother/boyfriend/buddy , going to eat for their army days in the future .
ohh well brother , i pity you ;X
the food is horrible i tell you , the mee goreng tasted like soya bean , bleaah !
open up the pack the smell is so horrible .
suprise2 chicken curry tasted better , but i didnt have the chance to get the chicken curry && you can imagine my stomach is grumbling like siow .
&& there's a story of an NS man who uses his ration food as his pillow , cool or what !
after school plan to slack at mira's place but cancel of plan .
&& since the peeps are being abit restless :
went home straight [ see mai goodgirl taw ] , and have mummy's cooking yeay ! i meant mum's cooking obviously is the BEST .
gaaah , spent mum && daughter time with her without bro && dad around . its been since that we had a talk & mostly i'm confortable being around with her this day since she know's me && wan .
she's been reasonable enough , i think . ohh i love you la mummy oi. ;DDD
had conflict with cuzzy , pffft . cuzzy i've trusted you & you ought to keep whatever secrets to YOURSELF . i trusted you thats why but yet you failed me :(
i know my actions was abit drastic . i'm sorry , but your secrets has been with me all along , and i espect that from you . this doesnt got to do with mum or daughter relationship , we are talking about trust . i just hope you realise your mistake alright dear , no matter what you are still my cousin . && darling we should be matured enough not to be petty over small thing (:
PHOTO TIME
&& tadaaa ! MY mee goreng . gaaaaah
surprise2 they enjoy the food ar ,
&& i don have to worry to see the girls in my class surviving in the jungle , since they can survive the ration food TRIPLE YEAH for the girls ^^
me and izzuan made up our mind that we wont contact for now , till i futher my studies && till i'm 18 . i insist at first , but hey its for my own good rite , if faith is by our side , maybe our love have second oppurtunity . patience is a key .
i asked hym to define me whats love && he replied me this .
love is sumone who wont 4get n judge e person 4 their action
&& our last chat
(5:34 PM) izzuan:
i ned no one else but oni u
(5:34 PM) izzuan:
if u tink i could leave u tat simply u are wrong
(5:35 PM) izzuan:
cause e moment we met i truly madly love u
(5:35 PM) izzuan:
but i can do nothing more since u dont one us tob together no more
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
i will respect n accept ur decision
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
sori to cause all e trouble
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
sori to hurt u alots
i ned no one else but oni u
(5:34 PM) izzuan:
if u tink i could leave u tat simply u are wrong
(5:35 PM) izzuan:
cause e moment we met i truly madly love u
(5:35 PM) izzuan:
but i can do nothing more since u dont one us tob together no more
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
i will respect n accept ur decision
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
sori to cause all e trouble
(5:36 PM) izzuan:
sori to hurt u alots
(5:37 PM) izzuan:
cause icant barely see u shed anymore tears
cause icant barely see u shed anymore tears
i cried straight away i tell you !
i'll wait for you like i promise .
istillkeep you in my heart like before .
imy <3





