Reminsce .

assalamualaikum ,

i cant sleep , so i'll post now , time check : 1.54am

yesterday night was horrible i tell you , i was so sleepy && i have conference with ffe and lala , i really wanted to sleep they force me not to put down the phone , jahat ehy dorang !

raudah was admitted to hospital due to her asmatic && will be discharge tommorow .

get well soon cuzzy (:

my aunty was admitted too due to her diabetes .

get well soon aunty .

rush && visit raudah at kk , where by coincidencly bump on to mira :}

then rush go to sgh to visit aunty , meet up with my lovely boy gyas , its been since that i've meet up with hym :}

meet this sweet lil boy who came to me && ask me drink . since threre's a vending machine near me .

i wanted to buy for hym but his mum insisnt since he is having cough .

hoho , sit down at the vistor room with boredom since afiq had something on && lala wasnt around .

&& suddenly i got a msg wan , he want to talk things out so he ring me .

we settle things && he explain to me everything .

then afiq msg me && things got abit tense .

i don wish to eloborate ,

as usual when ever caca got a lorry , we will tour around singapore && had our very late supper .

went to tanjong pagar , where there's a malaysian train which will pick up singaporean to malaysia && malaysian to singapore .

&& its not the normal mrt train its the old2 type of train with a loooong railway .

went there && had our dinner && mostly there were more malaysian then singaporean

i can see the difference by how they dress , coz mostly malay guys in singapore would dress preety much the same . mostly not ALL of them urh .

so its easy to see the difference (:

while my relative && family took their dinner , i went round looking at the train station ?

firdaus told me that the place use to be a church during the british times && its been rebuild to be a railway station ,

if i have time i'll go on && have my research on that .

so yeah , finish up their dinner && pick lala and kak hazra at vivo since they end there working shift .

i swear that i shouted lala name till those people at the vivo city bus stop turn and look at me .

you cant blame me per , i miss my cuzzy so much :}

day end well & lala agreee to accompany me to my dental appoinment . (:

to afiq ♥ ;

i cant go to sleep due to you .

i didnt know things would turn out this way.

yes i admit that i was in a wrong , if i were you i would react in the same way ,

but you should at least trust me rite ?

well i guess things had already happen .

i'm sorry i truly am , i'm sorry if i have hurt your feelings .

i will make it up to you if i could .

you know that you are the most precious guy to me now .

i will be waiting for your msges to tell me that you have forgive me

&& i'm prepare to lose you .

; ku hanya akan menerima kn jikalau kau pikir ini jalan terbaik

to izzuan ;

i guess you've explain why you've been ignoring me after the break up .

&& i guess your reason is acceptable enough ,

its true what you've said ,

: its gonna be harder for me to move on if we were still contacting each other after our break up .

&& yes i have to admit at times the memories of you still lingers in my head .

i've move on bit by bit by the hard way & i guess you too .

take care & all the best to the new relationship you had in the future && hopefully she'll show you the love that you've been waiting for & your heart will heal at the same time .

rest assure that i'll always be there for you when ever you need me .

my two sweetheart ;

ewaaan !

railway !