F%*#@ mood !
annual awards practice is tiring .
addy asked me to join hym for his friend picnic at sentosa .
i think i'm gonna decline the offer , maaf aye .
&& mira is coming for ncd lurh sey !

i think i had enough of all this nonsence .
seriously i'm tired of thinking && wondering whats gonna happen next .
" ohh mai you are a nice girl blablabla "
yeah , i'm nice thats why GUYS take advantage of . beest kaan ?
pffft , stop giving me a confuse feelings .
don say something that you && your heart arent sure at , without you knowing you were giving them hope && crush them at the same time .
heartbreaking enough ?
You've told be before that you've been heartbroken
& yet you are doing the same thing to me .
Arent you the same with the girls who have break your heart before ?
i'm tired trying to cherish every moment i had coz i know they wont last for long .
same goes to other guys .
aku dh serik nk bbl ngan lelaki lagy .
& most probably i start to hate guys because of couple of guys which shows me that they arent supposed to be trusted at the first place


i'm going to delete all my friendster friend && start all over again .
& for my msn account i'm going to creat new one and invite those who are at least sincere to be with .
no use having a msn account will all the contact when only 10% of your contacts chat with you rite ?
i'll update you guys again k

wanted by many. taken by none. looking at some. waiting for one .

` many thanks to izzuan && halim for making me feel so much better (: