a million apology too mira .
sorry babe i cant attend your event :
mum big toe was swollen && no one is taking care of her at home .
yes i know its just a TOE , still if anything happen to her who will take the responsibility ?
sent her to the doctor & most probably she have to go for an x-tray , maybe her bone crack 0.o
a sliding door at mac fell right on to her toe && the pain was unspeakable , looking at her reaction .
she have to walk limp-ing , haiz .
yeah i know i should use my mum as a reason , but i don have a choice you see .
haiz .
babe , hopefully you'll get to the next round && win big money alright .
even thought i aint there , i'll always support here . GOOD LUCK AMIRA (:
i'm really sorry i turn you down today . haiz :\
sorry sesangat .
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looking back at my old picture in friendster somehow makes me think .
gosh i've really change .
for the worst obviously .
i don remember being use with all the vulgur languague .
i hardly say the word FUCK .
but now ?
i've used to have a really tight bonding with the girls && never let them down .
but now ?
i've always been the most annoying person in the group , which without i realised that , i've always wanted them to attend to MY needs .
who am i really are ?
this few days i've never fail to let my friends down with my BEHAVIOUR .
so by it by my childish acts or my annoying needs .
but i'm trying my best to make you guys smile , at least .
but i think they don get my point .
yesterday incident already makes me think .
what am really for towards my friend .
i shall take my leave now , i'm given a thought about it a few time .
i just need time to adjust with myself && change for the better .
i'm need time to be alone , i wont be too cheerful like i used to .
i gonna be alright , i guess .
