halim , raffe && izzuan .
millon apology to the 3 guys who have approach me but i give them shit behaviour .
maaaf sesangat .
izzuan mostly , he tried very hard to make me feel better but still i give him a cold shoulder .
heeeh , maaf ye .
while for halim , know that i need my space so he let me .
thanks for being understanding .
&& ffe , ring me my home & handphone like there's no tomorrow , pdhl mai tdo .
my mood was so shitty yesterday till NOBODY is able to make me cool down .
& if you wonder who , its afiq btw .
i've learn my lesson , i'm going to take back my words about being someone nasty , coz its no use , i'm the one who's gonna regret in the end .
& its no use to react drastically just because afew of your friends treat you badly .
& to those who are concern about me , don worry , i'm still gonna be the old mai you guys use to know , but i cant reassure to some people . :}
&& to [insertnamehere]
i've made up my mind to stay away from you .
i've realise when i'm around , i will always create more & more problem for you .
and good friend wouldnt want to see their friend hurt in anyway .
i've forgive you , but my heart still ache .
coz you've known me for more then 3 years & you should have know me better , we've been thru alot too .
Is this how you repay our friendship .
I don think i deserve this .
since i'm such a pain to you , i'm going to take my leave from your life but nvr will i hate you .
NEVER .
you are still in my heart forever .
take care
&& yeah , i wanna have an outing for my primary school peeps .
hoho , biler agak nyer korang free urh .
coz for some they are busy with their syf practice & others busy with their mid year exam .
hmm , i was thinking maybe we have a short outing this thurdays .
after school , met up for awhile urh .
so how ? anything sms me aye .
