♥ Trust no ONE
At times i feel regret being too nice to people , concerning about them , trouble myself just to make them happy , fight back for them even thought its none of my buisness .
But what did i receive back ?
People just used me , took advantage of me .
When they need something or they are bored , they'll call you up ,
But when they had someone to accompany them or they doeesnt need anything from you , that part they wont even bother looking up for you .
I know i should bother myself in the first place , but thats my character .
Terlalu sayangkan kawan , hati sendiri tak terjage .
People just change in a blink of an eye .
WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR ?
Kenapa ehy kenapa ?
Having special friend is hopless either playing around with my feeling then move on in life nothing had happen .
JERK .
When you started to fall for that guy , everything is sweet as ever , you'll wait for his messages every morning , smile everytime your phone rings everytime the caller id shows his name & even misses his voice late at night .
Every morning would be the most wonderfull morning you had , coz you'll know that he'll be within you .
He told you he miss you , he told you he loves you more then a friend , he'll get jealous and nearly leave you when he found out you are on the phone with your ex .
But the next day he told you he just treat you as a best friend .
Hmm at times they'll tell you they will wait for you even though i'm not ready for relationship .
Then the very next day he have another girl .
I wonder how guys manage to move on with life just like that .
HEARTLESS .
Typing this DOESNT make a difference , everytime i'll just took a glimps of my phone .
Just hopping one of my friends would just msg me , asking me how i am .
But to my disappointment , none .
Busy sangat ke dorang sampai diri mai pn dorang dh tak peduli kan .
I knew i'm being very emotional rite now .
Its been since i've keep this feelings to myself , i just doesnt what to hurt their feelings .
See , once again its their feelings that i care about .
HATI aku sape nk jage urh ~
& as usual after my friends read my blog , they'll just pretend nothing had happen .
Korang nyer kawan lebih penting dari mai kn ~
Hah ! kawan , mai dh tak taw aper maksud nyer lagi .
Mai dh penat nk jage hati perasaan kwn , sape yg nk terasa , terasa la , up to .
Lau korang tk sedar jugak , gasak la .
Sume nyer dh hancur .
take care people .
