Someone special .
I've been thinking alot since yesterday night , uhm about the future i'm facing thru rite now .
Currently , i lose faith in love, yes , LOSE FAITH , i don get all hyper when ever i receive a msg from someone special like how i used to last time .
I'll would ignore whenever a guy would message me , i don't know since when i have develope this kind of feelings , but its just hard for me to fall in DEEPLY in love with a guy once more .
For god sake , i'm not turning into a lesbian { ffe would kill me if i turn into one }, but this heart of mine just not funtioning properly after i've been thru many heartache & miseries ,
i just need someone to be there for me & convince me his feelings was true & never take me as a fool , Most of all i need someone teach me back to basic how to fall for a guy again & would let go of his insecurities and be firm to himself that he'll be the one for me (:
I just need to settle down , not wondering around anymore .
& to my masam boy , dont jump onto conclusion that this post is for some other guys alright .Uhm having pms is such a pain in the neck , i'll just start to blaber negative thoughts and think something rather not important when my prelims has already started , ohh i hate having red lights -.- "
